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.:JaIrUs:.

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About Me

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A PERSON THAT HAS SO MANY OPPORTUNITIES AT HIS FEET, BUT STANDS IN HIS OWN WAY. AN ISSUE I'M DEF. TRYING TO OVERCOME. I'VE LET TOO MANY PEOPLE DICTATE WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE, HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO ACT, DRESS, SPEAK, ETC. YOU HAVE TO LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES THOUGH, RIGHT? SO ARE THEY REALLY MISTAKES, OR MERELY STEPPING STONES TO GET YOU TO THE PERSON YOU WERE DESTINED TO BECOME? I HOPE IT'S NOT ALL IN VAIN. I'M FOREVER LEARNING, FOREVER GROWING, HOPEFULLY BECOMING WISER...BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, I WANT TO GET TO A POINT WHERE I CAN TRULY LOVE THE PERSON THAT I SEE STARING BACK AT ME WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR.LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE. THE ONLY CONSTANT I HAVE IN MY LIFE IS MUSIC. IT DOESN'T JUDGE ME, IT'S LOVE HAS NO BOUNDRIES, AND SPEAKS NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH. I HOPE ONE DAY THAT PEOPLE CAN VIEW ME THE WAY I VIEW MUSIC...WITH NO PRE-JUDGMENT, NO ASSUMPTIONS, NO BIASES, NO PREJIDUCE...BUT FOR WHAT I REPRESENT AND HAVE TO SAY.
SINGLE, AND AT THIS POINT AND TIME IN MY LIFE, FINDING THAT "SOULMATE" IS NOT REALLY A PRIORITY. I DON'T FEAR CHANGE, I JUST DON'T EXACTLY KNOW HOW TO EMBRACE IT. IT'S ALWAYS GREAT TO MEET PEOPLE, MAKE CONNECTIONS AND NETWORK, BUT I THINK IF I DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE, I'LL HAVE A BETTER CHANCE OF FINALLY RUNNING INTO IT. PEOPLE GET TOO WRAPPED UP IN FEELING LIKE THEIR LIVES AREN'T COMPLETE IF THEY DON'T HAVE SOMEONE TO GO HOME TO, OR FEEL LIKE THEY'D BE HAPPIER IF THEY HAD THAT "ONE" TO MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT/BETTER. RELATIONSHIPS CAN BE CONVENIENT...I CAN'T SAY IT'S NOT NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT YOU KNOW LOVES YOU FOR YOU, DESPITE YOUR FLAWS OR THE MISTAKES YOU MAY MAKE, BUT THERE ARE SUBSTITUTES.
ANYTHING ELSE YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME...IS UP TO YOU...MESSAGE AWAY!
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My Interests

MUSIC IS MY WORLD...THE DREAM/PASSION THAT I HOPE ONE DAY ENABLES ME TO PUT FOOD ON THE TABLE, ALLOWS ME TO CHANGE LIVES, HELP MY FAMILY AND ULTIMATELY ALLOWS ME TO OPEN UP MY OWN MUSIC ACADEMY. EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN BLESSED TO LEARN, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO GIVE BACK TO THOSE WHO DON'T ALWAYS HAVE THE MONEY TO DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET THEM TO THAT NEXT LEVEL.I'VE STRUGGLED, BUT I DON'T TAKE ANYTHING I'VE GONE THROUGH FOR GRANTED. IT'S MADE MY HEART BIGGER, TOLERATE MORE, AND LEARN TO EMBRACE EVERYONES UNIQUENESS.

I'd like to meet:



Picture Slideshows

PRODUCERS, ENGINEERS, WRITERS, TALENT...EVERYONE!

Music:


AALIYAH

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

AMEL LARRIEUX

BEYONCÉ

BRANDY

CARRIE UNDERWOOD

CHERISH

CHRIS BROWN

CHRISTINA AGUILERA

CIARA

DEITRICK HADDON

DESTINY'S CHILD

DONNIE MCKLURKIN

DONNY HATHAWAY

FAITH EVANS

FANTASIA

INCUBIS

INDIA.ARIE

JANET JACKSON

JILL SCOTT

JOHN LEGEND

JOJO

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

KAREN CLARK SHEARD

KIERRA "KIKI" SHEARD

KIM BURRELL

LAURYN HILL

(OLD) MARIAH CAREY

MARY MARY

MONICA

MYA

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

MUSIQ

NIVEA

NORAH JONES

OK GO

OUTKAST

PINK

PRINCE

RASCAL FLATTS

RHIANNA

ROBIN THICKE

RUBEN STUDDARD

STACIE ORRICO

STEVIE WONDER

TAKING BACK SUNDAY

TARRALYN RAMSEY

THE FRAY

THE PLAIN WHITE T'S

TONI BRAXTON

TWEET

TYE TRIBBET

VONZEL

(OLD)WHITNEY HOUSTON

YOLANDA ADAMS

ZIE'L

Movies:

HAVEN'T REALLY KEPT UP ON MY MOVIES...WHEN I HAVE TIME, I'LL GO! THIS IS HOW BEHIND I AM, I JUST SAW "THE MIST," RIGHT RIGHT?! EXPLAINS A LOT.

Television:



AMERICAN IDOL

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL...IT JUST STILL DOES IT FOR ME.

FAMILY GUY...WHO DOENS'T LOVE IGNORANT COMEDY?!

PROJECT RUNWAY

MAKING THE BAND

LAW AND ORDER AND CSI...WHICH DOESN'T EXACTLY COINCIDE WITH THE PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED. BUT ONLY SVU AND CRIMINAL INTENT (IN THAT ORDER)

Books:

SO HERE'S THE THING....I DON'T READ AS MUCH AS I SHOULD, BUT THE BOOK THAT HAS STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR THE LONGEST, WAS "LORD OF THE FLIES," GO FIGURE!LOOKING TO START THE ALCHEMIST SOON...I HEAR IT'S A MUST.

Heroes:


GOD

MOM

PATRICE

MAULI B.

MARIEL JACODA
...IT'S PROBABLY NOT A GOOD IDEA TO MENTION PPL OUTSIDE THE FAMILY, BECAUSE YOU'RE ALWAYS STEPPIN ON SOMEONE'S TOES IF YOU DON'T MENTION THEM...BUT THEY ARE "MY" HEROES, RIGHT? ..

My Blog

Venting

Not that anyone necessarily reads these blogs...but venting isn’t always for the viewers/readers, it can be a means of self therapy, right?! either way... Still in California, trying to make a n...
Posted by .:JaIrUs:. on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:19:00 PST

.:Under-whelmed with Life:.

I'm @ a point in my life where i feel very stagnant. Friendships are slowly but surely starting to fade away, and people who once were considered best friends and "close" all now seem to be unimportan...
Posted by .:JaIrUs:. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST