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What For?I am so bored to live; Is there nothing to give Me but misery and pain? Never sunshine - just rain?One shall look at the good things, but what if there are none? If all power is lost and all happiness gone? If there's nothing to strive for, no reason to be? If there's no one who needs you, if there is no "we"?You fall asleep wishing not to wake up, See the blood on your arm and don't want it to stop. What if there is no breath to be drawn? If the night falls apart and there's no break of dawn?What if you are alone just like 24/7? If the hurt that you cause is your personal heaven? All the grief - by your tears it is washed ashore. Seems to fade but in fact brings about more.What if the light at the end of the hallway Fades away the closer you get? What if your inner voice tries to lead you astray The more you regret and try to forget?What if the sunshine can't reach your face? If your soul is a fallen star lost in space? If reality is too unreal to teach? If the truth is too far away to beseech?What if your smile is just the protection Of the tears you secretly shed inside? If your laughter just shows your affection For the fears and the scars you have to hide?What if the only thing you want is to die? If your only future's a lonely good-bye? What if all your thoughts cover death? If the way to salvation's an unending path?Suicide is painless, it kills all the hurt Which is buried with you as you rot in the dirt. You have finally found your silence and ease As you lie in the grave - fare thee well, R.I.P.