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~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken!

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THE LAST THING THE DEVIN I KNOW AND LOVE AND WANT BACK SAID TO ME IS THIS......devin_sex_toy: I love you Barbie And I want you to always remember me no matter what happens to me And I am going to tell you something and I mean every words of it I love you with alll of my heart.Thats why when Matt asked me out again I didnt know what to say.I want to be with him yes but I love you too. I KNOW I can not have you cause of Mick and Im NOT goin to try and steal you away from him He doesnt deserve something like that He reallly cares about you from what I can see I couldnt do that to such a wonderful couple just because of my jealousy Yes I am jealous of Mick because he has you and I dont+ Hes WAY hotter than me Besides If I couldnt be with Matt because I love you how could I be with you because I love Matt? You get what I am saying there? The drugs and shit Well I dont know I guess since I couldnt figure out what to do I thought my answer would be just leave but I realized thats not the answer I really wanted I dont want to hurt the people I love and last night, when I was being ery ignorent towards you that was the drugs etc. I swear! I mean it felt like I had no control of what I was going to say or do at that moment I dont know. Its not going to be easy AT ALL to stopp BELIEVE me When you dont have what you need[the drugs etc] your body feels like its going to such down and with me it possibly could I go to the doctors Monday and if they find out shit Im dead any ways Everyday I was without drugs and stuff, the first time I stopped, I was always dizzy and felt sick to my stomach as well as passing out every time it got too bad and throwing up a lot and my muscles damn ...they hurt like FUCK knowing this I shouldnt have started up again and also now I dont think I want to stop I dont want that feeling back And I dont know whether or not you believe all of that but it is alllllllll trueI hope we are cool cause I dont know where Id be without you right now Yea I have Matt but hes very sensitive and I need someone who can atleast pretend to be strong for me ...I dont know...I love you...
WHATZ YOUR NAME? Barbie
WHATZ YOUR NICKNAME? Gothic Barbie Doll
WHATZ YOUR BOO'Z NAME? Mick
WHATZ YOUR BOO'Z NICKNAME? Mickypoo
WHERE DID YOU AND YOUR BOO MEET? thru my friend pig
HOW LONG U AND YOUR BOO BEEN TOGETHA? exactly 5 months today
DO YOU ALWAYZ THINK OF YOUR BOO? yes
DO YOU PLANE 2 B WITH YOUR BOO FOREVER? yes
DO YALL PLAN 2 HAVE KIDZ? yes
SO WHAT DO YOU AND YOUR MAN LIKE 2 DO TOGETHER? cuddle and talk
DO U LOVE YOUR BOO? love him to death
DOEZ YOUR BOO LOVE YOU? he better.... ill poke him if he doesnt
DO YALL FIGHT ALOT? only when we r too stressed our from stuff
DO YALL LIVE CLOSE 2 EACH-OTHER? yeah
IZ YOUR BOO EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED? yes
DOEZ YOUR BOO MEAN EVERYTHING 2 YOU? yes
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT YOUR BOO? not very likely
DO U WANT 2 MARRY YOUR BOO? YES
WOULD YOU RATHER LIVE WITH YOUR BOO FOR A YEAR OR FOREVER? forever
DIE WITH YOUR BOO OR WITH HIZ MONEY? my boo
BE FRIENDZ WITH YOUR BOO OR BE MARRIED? married
HAVE YOUR BOO EVER CHEATED ON YOU? no
HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE YOUR BOO? whenever i want to
WHATZ YOUR FAV...THING ABOUT HIM? his gentle hugs and cuddles
DO YOU FILL LOVED BY YOUR BOO? very much
WHAT IZ THE CRAZY THING YALL DONE TOGETHER? pretended to be one another and flirted with our X's
IZ YOUR BOO SWEET 2 YOU? very
DO HIZ PARENTS NOW YALL TOGETHER? i really dont care if they know or not
DO YOUR PARENTS KNOW YALL TOGETHER? yes they do
DO YOU GET BUTTERFLIEZ WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR BOO? yes but i get mostly bats
WOULD YOU LIKE 2 SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH YOUR BOO? yes
WHEN WUZ YOUR FIRST KISS WITH YOUR BOO? when we figured out we like eachother
DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BOO ALL DAY LONG? yes
WHAT BOTHERZ YOU ABOUT YOR BOO? he is always feeling sick and i dont know y
WOULD YOU EVER THINK OF CHEATING ON YOUR BOO? NO WAY
DO YOU LIKE YOUR BOO'Z EYEZ OR LIPZ BETTER? eyes
WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR YOUR BOO? anything and everything
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR BOO? yes
IZ YOUR BOO SEXY? haha my friends r jealous
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BOO LEFT? be on the verge of killing myself
IZ THERE A SONG THAT REMINDZ YOU OF YOUR BOO? Truely, Madly, Deeply
IZ HE EMBARRASED BY YOU? depends on what i do or say
HAVE YOU AND YOUR BOO EVER WENT OUT BEFORE: no i dont really want to much
DO U TAKE LOVE OR MONEY? love
WOULD YOU EVER USE YOUR BOO FOR MONEY? yes im going to whore him to my friends LOL
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What does he/she call you by?: Barbie Doll
How long have you been together?: 5 months
Why do you love him/her?: YES
Do you see him/her as your husband/wife?: YES
What do you love about him/her?: him himself
What do you hate about him/her?: his stresses
What bothers you about him/her?: he is always having sumthing stressful happen
Do you think he/she loves you the way he/she claims: yes
Has he/she ever cheated on you?: no
Would you ever think of cheating on him/her?: not a chance
How much do you love him/her?: so much it hurts to breathe
DESCRiB3 HiS// 0R H3R
Kiss?: tender
Voice?: soothing
Eyes?: calming
Love?: AMAZING
Lips?: gentle
Body type?: smexy
Scent?: mind blowing
Smile?: cute
Touch?: relaxing
AB0UT HiM// 0R H3R
Name?: Mick
Favorite animal?: howler "incase u dont know me... that mens wolfy"
Favorite color?: red
Favorite thing to do?: hold me as close as possible
Home town?: in my heart
WAT D0 Y0U THiNK?
Do you think it will last?: very much so
How long will you love him/her?: until death du us part
How far will you go?: as far as possible
Do you think he/she is worth everything?: more than everything
Would you do anything for him/her?: yes
WiLL Y0U RATH3R--T3LL TH3 TRUTH;
live with him/her and never see you family again or live with your family and never see him/her again?: HIM
get on a plane with him/her and die or get on a train with him/her and die?: TRAIN
die loving him/her or die with his/her money?: LOVING HIM
die loving him/her or die with his/her money?: loving him
live on the street with him or live in a house without him?: STREETS
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... the only thing I desire
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... one of a kind

are you taken or single? taken
do you like someone? yes
have you been in love? yes
if so how many times? twice
what is your bf/gf's name? Mick
are you happy where are right now? for the most part
what you look for in a gf/bf?
what color of eyes? doesnt matter
what color of hair? anything but BRIGHT RED
how old? anything in the 3 years older than me
how tall? taller than me
hearts
have you ever had your heart broken? yes
do you break hearts? yes
does someone have your heart right now? yes
is your heart very fragile? yes
other random ?'s
what is your name? Barbie
nicknames..: Gothic Barbie Doll, Barbieboo, Bj, Barb
best friend? Devin, Destiny, Scott, Katie, May Tay, and Jon
how old are you? 17
DOB: August 10
left handed or right? right
pet peeve? dont have one i like haha
favorite color(s): black and red
do love your life? depends on what day
have you ever done something illegal? yes
what is your middle name? u tell me urs first
last person
that called you? Destiny
talked to? my grandpa
you cryed to? Destiny
you laughed with? Destiny
you laughed at? Destiny
you hugged? my grandpa
you kissed? Mick
who are you thinking about right now? Mick
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Heroes:

I miss her more than the a vampire without darkness. "Talk shit about her, I WILL GUTT U!" I love him more than an emo loves razor blades! Nobody gets to hurt him unless I allow them to and thats never gunna happen so GET OVER IT!!! "Dont even THINK about it!" Tara IS my little dark angel for life! "If you hurt her i swear i will destroy you!" OMG DEVIN!! I'm madly inlove with this cutie. I can be the bitchiest person in the world and care about NOTHING... until he talks to me and i turn into a total giggling DORK. I LOVE U MY DEVY WEVYPOO!!! "Hurt him and I swear to god that you will never see day light or happyness EVER again!!!" YAY SCOTT!! He IS my middle finger and I'm going to take a wild guess but I think if you damage my hair, he will hurt you lol. "Hurt him and I will drop slap your sorry ass so hard that you will shit your spine!" Brenda loves me and guess what..... I LOVE HER TOO SO HAH! "Hurt her and I'll hurt u!"My John. Isnt he soo... soo RAWER lol. i love him bunches and he is always sweet to me and makes me smile when i need to. "Hurt him and u will cry!" Michelle + Brian = Brendan!!! "Hurt them and I will make you feel pain!" Dustin + Tiffany = Happilly ever after!!! "Hurt them and you wont be living for very much longer, I promise!"

My Blog

to my baby girl,barb....

i thought i would share with everyone the night we started dating...and what was going through my mind...   I knew i found the right person for me when i asked you out. You fought for me and...
Posted by ~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken! on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 12:11:00 PST

poem number 2

"Shame" It isnt fair knowing that you have to share the one you love.  Knowing you have a secret about them that you have to hide from their other lover that was with them before you. Feeling t...
Posted by ~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken! on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:47:00 PST

poem number 1

"Blood to blood" Heart to heart. Blood to blood. I am awaiting for a floor.  A floor of tears. A floor of pain.  A floor of everyone giving up.  No matter what happens to the ones w...
Posted by ~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken! on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:44:00 PST

love is like.....

love is like ice. It freezes ur heart so u always feel that one way for a long time. Love is like fire It burns when u can not be with them. Love is life air. Without it u can not live happily. Love i...
Posted by ~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken! on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 12:56:00 PST

im bord and im currious

    1.How would it lead up to "it"? ____________________ 2.Would you be in control?_____________________3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear?________________________4. Would you t...
Posted by ~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken! on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 09:14:00 PST

love hurts

Love hurts when u cant get the one you love becuase of something as stupid as the distance between you. dont you agree???
Posted by ~♥The Gothic Barbie Doll♥~is broken! on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 04:10:00 PST