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†MiA 中野†

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About Me

I am done with me. I have had enough living for me. It's time for me to die to myself... and live for Christ because....
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....You or even I may be one of those 150,000 people that's going to die each day. Death is inevitable. See how fleeting we are? Death unfolds itself painfully to unmask how fragile humanity is. It is then I have come to realize that my life is absolutely NOTHING without Christ. For what good is it for me to gain the whole world and forfeit my soul? Christ did not promise us to have an easy-going, smooth-sailing, problem-free life if we choose to follow Him. Instead He said: "Anyone who desires to come after me must deny himself, carry his cross daily, and follow me." He only promised us two things: our SALVATION and the CROSS. If we choose to follow Him, we will have eternal life BUT we must brace ourselves for more sufferings than blessings. Of course God blesses those He loves and ONLY those He loves. And for the rest, unfortunately, He just said, "Consider this, you who forget God, I will tear you to pieces with none to rescue,"(Psalm 50:22) So are you sure that you are a child of God and not a child of wrath? So then, as Apostle Paul said you should, "Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith." Read 2 Corinthians 13:5 and later take some time to examine yourselves in all of the chapters in 1 John.
I found an article named Save Yourself Some Pain in livingwaters.com, so check the excerpt of this article out:
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Let's now look at some of those possible concerns. First, and of primary concern -- do you have "assurance" of your salvation? The Bible says to "make your calling and election sure" (2 Peter 1:10, italics added), so, let's go through a short "checklist" to make sure that you are truly saved:
1. Are you aware that God became flesh in the person of Jesus Christ (John 1:14, KJV), and that he died for the sins of the world?
2. Did you come to the Savior because you had sinned?
3. Did you "repent" and put your faith in Jesus?
4. Are you convinced that He suffered and died on the Cross and that He rose again on the third day?
God acquits us from the Courtroom of Eternal Justice on the grounds that Jesus Christ paid our fine. We are "justified" (made right with God) by His suffering death. The resurrection of Jesus Christ was God's seal of approval of the fact that His precious blood was sufficient to pay the fine.
Think of it this way... You have violated the law and face a $50,000 fine. You tell the judge that you are truly sorry for your crime, but he answers, "So you should be -- you have broken the law! Now, can you pay this fine?" He can only acquit you if the fine is paid. If someone else pays your fine, then he can let you go, but he must have "grounds" on which to release you.
The reason we need a substitute (a savior) to pay our moral "fine," is because we have broken God's Law. To see how much we have transgressed this Law (the Ten Commandments), we will go through some of them -- Have you ever told a lie? Have you ever stolen something? Have you ever lusted after another person? If you answered "Yes" to these questions, you admit that you are a lying, thieving, adulterer at heart, and you have to face God on Judgment Day! If you have used His name in vain, then you are guilty of "blasphemy" -- you've substituted God's holy Name for a curse word. Perhaps you've hated someone, then the Bible says that you are a murderer. You have violated God's holy Law, and you're in BIG trouble. On Judgment Day, you will be found guilty and end up in Hell. That's why you need the Savior. Merely being sorry for your sins, or confessing them to God won't help you. You must turn from sin (repent), and your faith must be in Jesus Christ alone. He is the only "grounds" for God to grant mercy towards you. If you're not sure of your salvation, make Psalm 51 your own prayer. (resource: http://www.livingwaters.com/articles_growth.shtml)
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Sooner or later we're all gonna stand in front of our Maker as our judge and if the righteousness of Jesus Christ is not in us, we're all gonna be eternally damned into the lake of fire. And oh yes, ALL of us WILL glorify God one way or another...You will glorify God either when the smoke of your torment in hell rises up to the Lamb of God or when you will be clothed in pristine white with Christ, to worship and be with Him for all eternity.
So have you already made your decision?
YOU DECIDE.

My Interests


skateboarding

playing the guitar

playing the bass
webpage designing, listening to metal music as well as other music (depends on my mood),discovering underground metal bands around the world but i have this strong affinity on scandinavian metal, and oh i also appreciate underground screamo bands as well, ponytails, bangs, philosophy, psychology of abnormal behavior, sociology, installation art, PS2 and PS3, reading books, intellectual discourse, wushu (i'm kinda taking up sessions lately), talking with real strangers, observing activists in the middle of the street while eating ice cream, my itunes library, my iPod, anime: manga and animation... especially BLEACH AND NARUTO dattebayo!!!, Japanese language (the call of my heritage:im kinda learning now), driving my dad's car, skate touring with my friends, drawing anime, composing songs, poetry, columns and opinionated columnists, uh...any suggestions?

I'd like to meet:

ADAM D of Killswitch Engage!
let me touch 'em sideburns! ooh...funkay.^_^

CHRISTIANS!!!(It's really good to have fellowship with my brethren),GUITARISTS:preferably 'em friggin shreds!, BASSISTS, SKATERS, METAL/HARDCORE bands, screamo bands...all bands within the range of rock...psychologists, psychotherapists, punks, goths, activists, leftists, nihilists, sociologists, anthropologists, philosophers, cabbies, janitors (hey at least they don't steal and their work is dignified!), installation artists, cryptologists, webmasters, feminists, hackers, psychopaths, (would you like to be my patient in my counseling class?), AND all kinds of people who would like to interact with me and not just add me for the sake of statistical value. thank you very much.

Music:


*METAL!!!*
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE...ahh, Adam D. is love.(--,)
THE AGONY SCENE, Soil Work,
Devil Driver, Arch Enemy (THIS BE THE SWEDISH INVASION!),
Atreyu, Mnemic, A Bullet For My Valentine,
Chimaira, As I Lay Dying, Trivium,
A Dozen Furies, Slipknot, Machine Head,
Lamb of God, Fear Factory, God Forbid,
In Flames, Shadows Fall,It Dies Today, Eighteen Visions,Blood For Blood
Manntis,Stonesour,Hatebreed,Ill Nino,
Theory of A Dead Man, Bleeding Through,
Still Remains, Soulfly, Hopesfall, 36Crazyfists, Otep

'em TRUSTKILL BANDS
'em ROADRUNNER BANDS
ahh!!!too many great bands, so little time!!! etc..etc...METAL, METAL, METAL!!!

*A lil SCREAMO* The Early November, No Use for A Name,

From Autumn to Ashes, Underoath,Dead Poetic

Movies:

NON-BLASPHEMOUS AND FILTHY-LANGUAGE-FREE FILMS.THAT'S ALL.

Television:

the idiot box? nah.

Books:

THE BIBLE!!!SOME CLASSIC LITERATURES LIKE:

All of Fyodor Dostoevsky's works.

Edmond Rostand's CYRANO DE BERGERAC

J.D. Salinger's THE CATCHER IN THE RYE

Harriet Beecher Stowe's Uncle Tom's Cabin

All of James Joyce's works.

George Orwell's 1984

J.R.R. Tolkien's Books:
The Lord of The Rings Trilogy: The Fellowhisp of the Ring, The Two Towers, The Return of The King,...The Hobbit (lol)
ooh..i love Eowyn of Mark..the horsemaiden..definitely the ideal heroine..unlike Paris Hilton with an IQ like that of a taxi flagdown rate.haha

Paulo Coelho's Books:
Veronika Decides to Die, The Devil and Miss Prym, The Alchemist, The Valkyries, The Pilgrimage, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept, Eleven Minutes

Heroes:

JESUS CHRIST...He's a great dude and I love Him.Ü

JESSE DAVID LEACH (former KsE vox, now on Seemless)
His lyrics are legendary.Ü

EOWYN OF THE MARK (Lord of The Rings)

ADAM D. of Killswtich Engage

though he looks like a retard i heart him because his talent is exceptional and i believe that he is not part of the human race.

RODNEY MULLEN...

AND...

THE QUEEN OF ETHEREAL CARNAGE:
MY MOM

THE LICHKING OF THE ABYSS:

MY DAD

My Blog

WHEN IM BORED...

Ugh. another embarrassing moment for me. im doing these blog questions again. sigh. NOW SHOOT ME...>Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC"Back in black, I hit the sack,I've been too long, I'm glad...
Posted by MiA -Î on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:13:00 PST

Saw III: Do You Wanna Play A Game?

The third installment of "Saw" wastes little time ripping flesh in nasty places. A couple of characters (they all died, which means Saw II has had it's closure in here) from the previous chapter get t...
Posted by MiA -Î on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 05:09:00 PST

WHY DO SOME PEOPLE CALL THEMSELVES EMO???

..>..>..>what human being isn't EMOTIONAL anyway?!?!?!?!?!and the emo genre? what? a GENRE?????? what music isn't emotional anyway?!?!?!?!metal rather has a lot more emotions poured in it through the ...
Posted by MiA -Î on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 04:07:00 PST

What Is the Most Meaningful Form of Wisdom for Life Today?

****This is my philosophy paper in prelim about the most important kind of wisdom in life today...and I chose the kind of wisdom living in terms of the spiritual/religious dimensions of life.The wisd...
Posted by MiA -Î on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:47:00 PST

A POEM FOR MY FIRST LOVE

LORD, THIS POEM IS FOR YOU. I know it's not much but it's for You.When I was&   With you There is a profound trust In the black shadows of void silence It is your voice that resonate existen...
Posted by MiA -Î on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:55:00 PST

LEND THY EAR: HEAVY METAL IS HERE --> pls read!!!

Lend Thy Ear: Heavy Metal Is Here The human race is diversified. Hence, even though we are living in the same world, we have various perceptions as well as preferences. This principle also applie...
Posted by MiA -Î on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:26:00 PST

ON SALES TALKS AND DETERGENT BARS

On Sales Talks And Detergent Bars         &n bsp;   Screw me once, shame on you. Screw me twice, shame on me. It was only lately did I ever r...
Posted by MiA -Î on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 08:25:00 PST

I Want Emo Genocide

DISCLAIMER: THIS IS MY OPINION. THIS IS WHAT WE CALL FREEDOM OF SPEECH. READ IT WITH ALL DUE RESPECT TO WHAT I HAVE OBSERVED WITH MY OWN TWO EYES AND THE REST OF MY SENSES AND OF COURSE MY FRONTAL LO...
Posted by MiA -Î on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:12:00 PST

MORE THINGS ABOUT ME!Ü

I was kinda uber BORED so I took some tests somewhere in the net and aswered the questions HONESTLY, and thus, these were the results: ..>Your Values Profile Loyalty:You value loyalty a fair amount.Yo...
Posted by MiA -Î on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 01:31:00 PST