name's rebecca. rebecca; erratic.
i'm a weird person, though i'm not all that awkward to be around..i just chill, ya dig? it's what i do.
i love photography.
i love going to shows. if you ever see me at one, come say hi, i probably won't bite your head off.
i try not to worry about the future
but it doesn't seem to be working.
i'm one of the most accident-prone people ever.
i say stupid shit sometimes. i just blame it on being polish....
i'm not conceited, probably because i've low self esteem.
i actually look like my pictures. i don't know whether that's bad or not. whatever though.
i hate overly photoshopped people. i don't photoshop my pictures. with the exception of the really cheesy ones. but those are obvious. so whatever.
i'm someone who doesn't believe in peer pressure.
it's all a load of "bullnarky".
i've never had a best friend last more than a year, with the exception of shishko, and he's the best so far :]
i somehow manage not to hold grudges, regardless of the fact that i'd like to get revenge on whomever i may dislike..
like most other people on myspace, i love music.
i can't live without it.
i like to curse, ya dig?
most times, i like meeting new people, i think i'm pretty friendly most of the time..
i don't like most people in the world of today. fuck them man, with the people i know now, i'd be set for life.
i contradict myself, pretty often too.
i tend to go off in tangents and expect people to follow them, if i've done that to you before, i apologize, but you really ought to pay more attention anyways :]
i am such a grammar freak...no seriously, i'm neurotic.
i'm a bitch, yeah, so what?
i have a short fuse. so just don't fuck with me and we won't have problems.
i'm pretty much bipolar and i think i have alzheimers.
i get fixated and bored easily.
i'm terribly lazy..it's not even funny how true it is.
i hate eyedrops...like, i seriously loathe them.
i love getting mail. no lie. it's like christmas :]
i get good grades without studying, whatever.
i'd rather not get old..
"ONLY POSERS DIE YOU FUCKING IDIOT!" -SLC Punk
i'm pretty sure that i will always have at least one friend on hand that i can count on for a moment.
i like to support local bands..just ask and i'll put up a banner or something. also tell me when there's shows. yeah?
it seems that everytime i aquire an illness that requires me to stay home, it results in a changed "about me". oh well.
i'm a kickass cat..so talk to me..don't add if you won't talk. and yeah, everyone says that, but really..don't. i'll just delete you.
on a last note, disregard all of what you've read because hey, this is myspace. nothing's for real here. get to know me, if you really want to.
but don't stalk me..i have enough of them to deal with..
oh and to get one thing straight:
for everyone who THINKS they know me, i forgive you.
RebeccaROCKStarr
"My heart was fashioned to be susceptible of love and sympathy, and when wrenched by misery to vice an hatred, it did not endure the violence of the change without torture such as you cannot even imagine."
"so what do you do when your foundation falls apart? i don't know. they don't teach you that in school."
MY EULOGY
by: Sarah Hamburger
rebecca lived a short life, full of danger. for all the one and a half years that i've known her, she's always worn tons black eyeliner! rebecca was well-known for her obsession with just about everything. play, twilight, mehmet, edward cullen, colorguard...you name it, she obsessed over it! rebecca was often very unpredictable. you could find her pulling down her shirt and yelling "pink bra!", and then a second later engrossed in a depressing/vampire book. she would always keep you guessing. rebecca came off as cold to those who didn't know her, or those who she hated, but if you were her friend she was really very nice and understanding and all that. she was MYSTERIOUS (ooooh) and egnimatic (ooooh big word!). she often was the center of attention. passerby on the street thought she was pretty. and she had RLYRLY nice hair. rlyrly. rlyrlyrlyrly. anyhoo. moving on. rebecca often was depressed. or looked depressed. or acted depressed. or gave off a depressing aura. once, she even was EMO. gasp (the horror!). rebecca was also annooooooying. rly. i will show you how.
me: i hate you. rebecca: no, you don't.
SEE?
rebecca was also HUMEROUS. she often made me laugh. like throwing her phone at the wall where it bounced off and hit her in the face (i think)! heeheeharharsnort. we usually had very weird conversations. i don't know why. i really do not. rly. rlyrly. rebecca wanted to be a photographer! AMAZING. and erm...rebecca had a few close friends. her best friend in the universe was either shishko or meaghan. i have no idea which one. they rotated weekly. rebecca also was in love with MUSIC. she often broke out into song! she was also very EBIL. and scheming. and was nice enough to kill my sister! because that is truly the meaning of friendship. killing off people you hated. YAY. she was also very trustworthy and a good person to talk to about anything. she was very understanding and nice and kind, when she wanted to be. also really confusing. RLY. RLYRLY. sorry with all the rlyrlys, they're just so FUNNNN.
"rebecca was in love with vampires. especially fictional ones by the name of edward cullen. she entertained the idea of being a vampire. she entertained the idea of finding a vampire to turn her into a vampire. obviously, that never happened. or she wouldn't be dead."
rebecca was a pretty okay person in general. and one of mah bestest friends EVAR (*sob*). she will be sorely missed. kinda.
THE END.
it was wonderful, wasn't it? really emotional. and tear-jerking. heartbreaking, even.
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