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Baby Blue

Whaaaaat!?!?

About Me


My headline was "givin Head & doin Lines" but, the joke was lost on most & messages from idiots were quite uncouth. My apologies to those near & dear to my heart for my recent disappearance. I've since removed myself from the FBI's Official Missing Persons list (not kidding).
I have a PhD in Random Factology. My circadian rhythm marches to the beat of another drum. I smile genuinely + blush at the drop of a hat. Not much scares me but I'll play the role of frightened little girl for shitz 'n giggles. Yep, I entertain myself & BOY is it fun.
A thread of my scarf is caught in an altered state, a higher bough of enlightenment...feeling torn between what prior echelons deem appropriate & where this silly mind keeps soaring. I love observing people. What some deem "awkward silence" in absence of linguistic sound, I take as an opportunity to fine-tune other senses...
Words like "neat" and "super" make me cringe so I say them a lot. I enjoy plays on words, such as Coy Pawned. Regret however, is a word best left in the past - to dwell on the bad stuff brings negative energy into your life. Learn your lessons and move on- or keep doin what ur doin & DEAL with it if that's what you want!
Have some respect. If you make someone feel like shit cuz you're trying to BE the shit, I promise to make sure you get it back worse than you dished it out. Compassion is very important to me. Dislikes: passivity, ignorance, jealousy, impatience, fake-ass fukkers, religious zealots, right-wingers & space invaders (not the game - I love the game)
I see myself as "the Nice One" but have been called "The Scary One" - guess it depends on when you catch me. My true friends are the same: No BullShit! I can be pretty blunt & see no point in circuitous banter; don't waste my time and I won't waste yours. If I compliment you, I really mean it! If you're annoying the piss out of me, I'll tell you (nicely).
I've moved around & traveled a fair amount (mostly alone) which has altered my perspective big time. From the prettiest palace to the grittiest ghetto, it's all about your state of mind & the company you keep. Average + boring = blaah . Lighten up & LIVE life! Share your mind - it's one of the things which make us HUMAN, for better or for worse. Enough of this deep shit, go out and have some FUN!!

My Interests

the realm between waking from a dream and entering reality, thunderstorms, roller-coasters, DUSK, east-coast autumns, Caribbean winters, summer in the city & hot springs any time of the year, I ♥ technology, oxytocin, oxycontin, oxymorons, words that start with the letter "P", lingering kisses, bursts of rampant creativity, when pheromones click, tetherball, double-dutch, getting (and giving) massages, people-watching, sleepovers, Three's Company, candlelight, Playa de'n Bossa, passport stamps, makeup, making out, making up, late-night escapades, getting lost on a full tank of gas, snowboarding, L'eau d'Issey, tangible electricity between 2 minds, drunken debauchery, the sound of football games...

I'd like to meet:



Dyeana

PEP

L-Boogie

T

*bex*

Joyce

Suteara

blood

Farshid

EH

EO

j*nnifer

Music:

*HOUSE mouse*, trAnce tArt, clASSic rOcker, R&B bella, hip-hop honey, punk pr*ncess, motown mamasita, pOp jUnkie... if it makes me feel something I'm down! DRUMS reallly get me going! They can make a sick house track 10x's more intense. I love strings, especially piano & violin.



Movies:

Umm, subititles turn me on. I'm a nerd. What else...thrillers, comedies, 80's, foreign & indie films. American Psycho, Breakfast Club, Goodfellas, City of God, Fast Times, I ♥ Huckabees, Blow, High Fidelity, Anchorman, Eternal Sunshine, Pulp Fiction, Fear & Loathing, Love Actually, Y tu mamá también, Lucky Number Slevin, Closer, Crash

Give me lingering joy & strike me with overwhelming sadness; offer me high hopes & electrifying excitement; remind me that I'm miniscule in this giant world but that each thing I say & do has an impact on others in some way...the butterfly effect.

Television:

Nip/Tuck, UFC, Heroes, Colbert Report, Simpsons, Family Guy, South Park, bio/crimin/psych/anthrop/egypt-ology

Books:

The Alchemist, The 4 Agreements, A Million Little Pieces, Grimm's Fairy Tales, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Memoirs of a Geisha, Go Ask Alice, 11 Minutes, Lovely Bones, Your blogs

Heroes:

My heroes = the risk-takers, mathematicians, artists, scientists, poets, fighters, builders & breeders who paved the way ahead of us.

My Blog

LOVEsickness

"THIS THING CALLED LOVE"by LAUREN SLATER for National Geographic (Feb 06)_____________________________________________Scientists say that the brain chemistry of infatuation is akin to mental illnessw...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:59:00 PST

boarding fairy

You may have had a visit from the tooth fairy but, this morning I had one from the snowboarding fairy! I woke up alone, and outside of my bedroom door there was a pair of new, size 7 Burton Moto's. Ha...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 12:24:00 PST

Highpockets' Weekly House Music Review

CAMERON VAN PEEBLES ~ LIVE @ AVALON HOLLYWOOD ~ MAINROOM OPENING FOR BENNY BENASSI & ROBBIE RIVERA free player from mysplayer.com~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My friend/DJ/owner of my ...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:17:00 PST

Cocktail hour kidnapping

Well, I can't really call it a kidnapping seeing as how I have free will and am of age...Yet essentially, this is what happened around that hour approximately one week ago. I was informed on Saturday ...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:26:00 PST

senseless bloggin

I've decided to blog it out a little. Picturing the blog alerts on my subscribers' pages just makes me happy inside. hahaWell, I'm seeing too many other Baby Blue's on here, hence the new display name...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 05:55:00 PST

rest

I find myselfmissing you,yet you areNOTHINGbut a manifestationof my mindto begin with...nothingbut a fraction,a portion,of the prismwhich portrays myself.You reflect a pieceof what i wantedto be,THEN....
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 08:21:00 PST

July 8

just another wknd @ workMe 'n Val Michelle, me & Court Jason & EddieHot lil bootiesJoe Joe & Jordan "CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW??" Ross Heather, Michelle, Kristen & IJoe, JT & SteveJ...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

partial blog - %@*(&.$!

I'm in the middle of a fucking journey and it hurts like hell.I just can't get over how one THOUGHT can bring such physical pain.I'm always anxious. I have a lead ball in my stomach. I'm depressed. I ...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 05:45:00 PST

vexed

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Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Sun, 14 May 2006 08:12:00 PST

purdy

it is absolutely gorgeous out! it's times like these that make me forget about any negative influence in my life & virtually forces me to enjoy the true beauty this world has to offer. at times it...
Posted by :: BABY BLUE :: on Thu, 11 May 2006 12:43:00 PST