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The Misbegotten

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MemorialOK READ THISThe Soldier stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, how shall i deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I aint. Because thos of us who carry guns can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays and at times my walk was tough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough.-------But, I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep. Though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times i shook with fear, and sometimes, God forgive me, Ive wept unmanly tears. They never wanted me around... except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here Lord, it needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too much, but if you don't, I'll understand."There was a silence all around the throne where the saints had often trod. As the Soldier waited quitly, for the judgement of his God. "step forward now, you Soldier. You've bourne your burdens well. Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets, you've done your time in Hell." ~Author Unknown -------------------------------"GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN" Thats for u Walker 18 oct 1983-01 Jan 2007 ------------------------------------------------------------ --AIM SN is bstbyfa13M -------------------------------what if everything in the universe is just "energy" so its possible thats it has always been here and always will be.. so that means Forever. but we also are "energy" so our conciousness could be apart of everything, in the same sense being apart of "god"..if eveything (energy) has been here FoReVr, than everything has already happened and is continously happening, if everything has already happend then there is no pathway to follow it's your choice(freewill). so no matter how bad the odds are against you, you can change them because there is nothing that says you can't. Your apart of the universe as much as everything else except you have choices, and those choices create your universe, so you can choose what you want to come into your life if you understand how your mind is apart of it all. this doesn't mean there is no point because it all happend but rather control what you want to happen, it's your universe.... ------------------------------------------------------------ ----- soooo more about me.. I love nature, I love to rock climb, or whats called free-climbing, no ropes or anything, its very intense, I love love love music. I like to meet new people that are interesting... Which is rare where I am located. I love to make people happy. I'm all set. I love life. Life is fucking good guys. Dont waste it on one person. Spread the hippy love and joy around if you want! ------------------------------------------------------ I'm an easy going person if you get to know me. I have changed a lot in the last two years, however it was for the better. ----------------------------------- I may be conceited about a few things. But the thing is, I know damn well I'm very good at them. I WILL NOT get into them. If you want to know me for me, then just talk to me. I don't flaunt, I am exactly who I am... Except you'd have to get to know me better to really get me you get me? ;-)
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My Interests

I LOVE MUSIC!!! I also like to PT, im now a PT freak, i cannot say how much i like getting in shape! (well lemme put it like this to u charlie, u have no life!) Note to self, stop haveing split personalities... Paintballing, nature is amazing, and hiking. Lots of things have changed. Different seasons means less of the things I love doing.

I'd like to meet:

Id like to meet Tyler Durden of course.So. Im no longer single, and I'm very much content with the idea. Don't bug me now if you want to date or some stupid shit got it? GOOD. I'm with Ally now :-DDD


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Music:

SOAD, rammstein, billy talent, cryptopsy, macabre, alot of music that 88.7 plays, cky and many others i can't think of right off the top of my head. I also listen to techno, however i cannot find too many good tech artists.I have a very broad spectrum of music that i love to listen to. The I pod in my car makes it very easy to enjoy driving, then when i feel im in the mood for something different il switch it up! It's an enjoyable way of venting I suppose.

Movies:

FIGHT CLUB, full metal jacket, the boondock saints. Theres too many to name. There really is.. Well I'm sure if you know me, you know what I like because my dumbass likes to talk a lot about what I'm thinking. Lack of a mental filter will do that, seriously I really tell it like it is... :-/

Television:

I do not watch tv as much as I possibly oh hey look a bird..

Books:

Fight Club... *drools* :) and a few or two from the way back when

Heroes:

My Dad. And i hope i look like some kinda hero to my brothers.. However i feel i didnt do my job as the oldest to the best of my ability. now i regret joining the military because idk if i cuda helped them thru the teens, get them outa jams or anything. But maybe i made the right decision. maybe not. Regardless i dont think i can look back on it now. I need to go help the soldiers that are out today who brush the dust and the bullet-proof vests away. I need to keep on keepin on i suppose.Once again, my Dad. Dennis J. Caren... I miss you Dad, and I love you with all of my very large heart. :-)