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Who do you think you are that you would take it upon yourselves to treat me the way you have. You have lived up to my expectations though. You have shown that you are "greedy little bitches." You were never there for me. You were nothing but a constant pain in the ass. The only time I ever saw the two of you, was when you wanted something. When I finally quit giving in to your demands and allowing you to control my life, you got pissed and blamed it on everyone but yourselves. Daughters? Hell no, only by blood. Daughters love their father and I was never sure that you really did.
Where were the two of you when I needed help? Oh I remember Tanya you were partying and getting high with your friends. You couldn't even bring my grandson to see me unless it was to have Terry babysit, you needed money or food, or for holidays, just long enough to eat and pick up your gifts. And what did I get in return. Well the one year, I got a cheap set of pliers from Big Lots. They fell apart the first time I used them. Most of the time I got nothing. The rest of the time I got junk, if anything. No birthday, and rarely even a card for Fathers Day.
Lori, where were you? Oh I remember, you were too busy at the swingers club, screwing anything that moved, to help out dear old Dad. As for gifts for me, well read above, if the shoe fits wear the damn thing. The few things I ever got from you was stupid shit, that you thought was cool. By the way you still owe me $1,200 for your first divorce and parenting classes, that you had to borrow the money for. Then to top it all off, when me and Terry came up to your new boyfriend's house for dinner, you said if I started showing signs of alzheimers you would put me in a home. Just one more thing that broke my heart.
You decided to walk all over my wife, blame her, tell total lies about her and destroy my car. The one thing that was my prize position. To top it all off, you now expect Terry to pay all the bills. You jumped in with both feet,with angry and jealous hearts. You controlled everything and refused to allow Terry to even see me. Well since you took it upon yourselves, "YOU PAY THE DAMN BILLS."
I am glad for this though. I had three wonderful children and two beautiful grandbabies that were my world. When things got rough, it was the boys and my daughter in law that came running to help out. No matter what it was, no matter how much it cost, they were always there and solved the problems. Hell the one son was even married to you for awhile Lori. When he was talking about leaving you, I told him, "Run boy run. If you don't I'll kick you ass." Your mother even told him to run.
The two grandbabies I lived for. They were the heart and soul of my life. And even better they loved their Pappy and I knew it. I looked forward to Christmas, just to see those babies open all their gifts then come hug up on Pappy and ask me play. I watched them grow from little tiny babies into preschoolers with their own independence. We sang karaoke and I taught Katie how to laugh like her Pappy. Bubby, well he just hung all over me and made me laugh.
As for Terry. She is the best thing that ever happened to me and always will be. That's why I gave her the rings. Your Grandmother wanted to make sure you girls didn't get them. That's why her will stated they were to come to me to do with as I saw fit. The only thing Mom ask me was to see if my wife would accept them. No they were never coming to you.
Yes the apartment I was saving for, was for us. That's right me and Terry. Didn't want to hear your shit, so I lied to you. Besides it's none of your damn business anyway. Hell I was going down to see Terry ever since I started working again. Didn't know that either did you.
There it is. YOU WANT THE TRUTH TOLD? WELL YOU'VE GOT IT!! This is the truth and nothing, or no one, including you, will ever change that. CARRY THE GUILT TO YOUR GRAVES. I pray for you both, but I don't think it will matter on your judgement day.
Dad