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Carmina

Littlesong... sing me a song

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Action is a series of desperate acts which allows you to retain hope - Gerorges Braque Taurus
You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Dont read this unless you want to fall in love ♥ I'M JUST A NOTCH ON YOUR BEDPOST BUT YOU'RE JUST A LINE IN A SONG ♥ ♥ SAW THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO THREW THE CAPE OVER HIS HEAD AND GAVE ME A PENNY FOR MY THOUGHTS ♥ I'm just a girl... I wrote that in a No Doubt way. After having this MySpace thing for a while now, I thought I might try and write something...
♥ HE DOESN'T LOOK A THING LIKE JESUS BUT HE TALKS LIKE A GENTLEMAN HOW YOU IMAGINED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG ♥ I don't fit in
And you can't make me
I will break the mould
I do not follow
I'm not a shadow
I am bright and bold
I fail; I lose;
I get rejected
But I am still alive
Fighting through life
Not giving up
Determined to survive
Determined as a bull;
To get my way;
To win success;
To celebrate;
To laugh and smile,
In my party dress
TAURUS (not my words, the words of some random bulletin)absolutely brilliant in every way, far better than any other star sign my miles. beter looking, beter in bed, richer, nicer, harder. just better. in every way. basically, if you're taurus, you can officially look down upon people of any other star sign as you are better than them
The bulletin-points are me trying to summerize myself, there's more detail below them. ♥ I put the bullet in bulletin! ♥ I am Taurus and like to think I am typical of taurus and love readoing my starsign. ♥ I cried on every celebration of my 18th birthday - welcome to adulthood. ♥ I am self-obssessed but I like to listen to friend's and cheer them up! ♥ I am stubborn, and my determination will help me get where I want to be in life. ♥ I seem shy and quiet but I'm not totally, and I hate it when people tell me I am, it just shows they don't know me and makes me want to cry. ♥ I am mature, but I do stupid things sometimes, the maturity is to be able to look back on them and anaylze away. ♥ I am poet. ♥ I am Taylor from The OC. ♥ I am an aspiring novelist, and more of a short-story writer at present. ♥ Others have referred to me as: the quiet one, the weird one, the strange one, the crazy one, the slutty one, and the one that takes photos. ♥ I like to keep busy. ♥ My life is like a film. ♥ I am creative and thoughtful. ♥ It's a fact that all my friends are obsessed with cheese and telling me how much they like cheese and randomly saying "cheeeeeeeeeeese" and calling me "you cheese" and doing assemblies about cheese day... however, I do not like cheese as I had too much of it as a youngster. ♥ I like using semi-colons. ♥ The only good thing about rain used to be that can use the 'my little pony' umbrella Jayne got me and I can jeté over a puddle on my way to Earsfield station, but now it’s Worcester Park. ♥ I work at WHSmith in Worcester Park and I like it… my favourite things to do there are ask people for stamps and them say yes, and the people I work with! ♥ I am a risk-taker, but i worry a lot. ♥ I am stalker. This label was given to me by my art friends at the first year of Richmond: Steff, Roz and Claudia. ♥ I am so-called. Don't you love rumours? ♥ I am a music-lover, i wish i could play the piano because going to gigs is my life. ♥ I think connections between people are amazing. It really is a small world. I love Common People on XFM. Well, Alex Zane... Well, XFM. I want to connect with lots of people. ♥ I hate littering, smoking and people who push prams. ♥ I am an only child. Don't assume I'm spoilt because not many people know about my family life. ♥ My friend Anya thinks I should be a dominatrix. Isis agrees. ♥ I am obssessive. ♥ I am always busy and never bored, but sometimes agitated. ♥ I sometimes stare: it's your fault you're so beautiful. ♥ I like the smell of sweat mixed with alcohol and ciggarettes and maybe a bit of piss... cos it reminds me of gigs, esp. Reading. ♥ I am ambivalent. ♥ I am senstive and cry easily, but I'm learning not to, I don't see crying as a weakness, just an expression of emotion. ♥ I am emotional. ♥ I am not emo, but I like some emo music and fashion. ♥ I am not chav but I sometimes drink like one. ♥ I am smiley. ♥ I laugh a lot. ♥ I can be scary and have a "psycho" side to me. ♥ I have an addictive personality. ♥ I am possibly bi-polar. ♥ I hate two-faced bitches, if you don't like me I probably don't like you and will ignore you if I don't like you, and if you provoke me I will tell you where to go. ♥ It took me 18 years before I got a boyfriend. People shouldn't worry about relationship stuff so much. ♥ I have lots of friends but I try and put effort into all my friendships. ♥ men and women are very different! ♥ I am a virgin and will gladly tell everyone when I’m not! ♥ I am an artist, despite getting a C in my ASs, I still love painting etc. I am doing art foundation at central saint martins, and I got a B overall so yay! I got 90/90 for my essay which shows that I’m more into my writing really! ♥ I am strange. ♥ I talk shit... apparently. ♥ I wish there was some club-slash-rave place that was like an adult version of Discovery Zone or Tiger's Eye with lots of big slides and fun stuff with music blaring from all directions! ♥ I'm not ashamed to admit that I like MTV, (more MTV2 really). It plays popular culture music. I mean, so what if that band you like have made it big and MTV plays them, MTV2 is an easy channel to just pop on and I'm garenteed to like the music they play. It doesn't mean that I like everything because is played on their and Zane Lowe or someone says it's cool. I like music because I do not becuase someone tells me I should. And at the same time I'm not going to stop liking a band just because they've become mainstream. I love the thrill you get of listening to albums you haven't heard in ages; and all those feelings of the time you listened to it most come back to you! ♥ I like the smell of the cherries from Baby-All-Gone and still have the pot. ♥ I not a conformist ♥ I not a non-conformist ♥ I am anaylitical ♥ I am a quizz-taker, see my diaryland site. ♥ Dexter's Grill is my favourite restaurant ♥ I am thoughtful and considerate. ♥ There are decent guys out there, but nobody's perfect. ♥ I am shallow, if I'm not attracted to someone, I don't see why I should give them false hope, because the realisation of the truth can hurt even harder. ♥ I am deep, as in I think a lot, and I am interested in MORE than good looks. ♥ I love frisson ♥ I am a walking contradiction. ♥ I hate it when people go offline and don't say goodbye on msn. ♥ I hate hypocracy. ♥ I love piracy but not stealing from the innocent.. ♥ One of the best things about being single: eating onions, garlic and tuna! Yerrr! ♥ I hate the whole south west trains that doesn't accept oyster card pre-pay. in fact i hate having to pay for travel at all. ♥ I want someone to have a pirates and cowboys party ♥ I am a feminsist, which means I believe men and women should be equal. Only occasionally am i anti-men and this is usually due to a failed relationship or rejection. ♥ I am paranoid, narcisstic, histrionic, and obsessive-complusive. ♥ I love reading, especially in a hot bath. ♥ I watch the world and take things from it. ♥ I HATE K-Swiss! ♥ I listen to people. ♥ I am a thrill-seeker. ♥ I used to work at an art gallery. ♥ I love clothes, shoes, accesories and make-up but that doesn't mean I'm a typical girl. ♥ I pride myself on being unique so don't place me into a catagory. ♥ I love a bit of good ol' British sexual innuedo. ♥ I plan things all the time, as I have to keep a little organised. ♥ I am active as in not passive. ♥ I like the smell of grass and have a perfume of the same scent. ♥ I like stars and hearts and lightening bolts and polka dots and things like that.. ♥ Just because I own 4 polka dot dresses and 3 polka dot tops does not make me an indie cindy. ♥ My perfume is the orginal Ralph by Ralph Lauren in the day, and Romance in the evening. When I have it. ♥ I'm every woman ♥ It's all in me. ♥ She was always partial to a large french stick. ♥ I admire strong creative women such as Frida Kahlo and Cindy Sherman. ♥ I know my faults are accept them. ♥ I am selfish, or more... self-centred as I am thoughtful. ♥ My favourite flower is snapdragon ♥ I am bad at talking to guys - but i'm learning, and if anyone want to meet up with me so I can pratice communicating that could be fun, and if it doesn't go well we can always buy vodka and have a little of CJL. ♥ Natlie's boyfriend, Dario, named my alocholic mixture "Carmina's Love Juice" hence CLJ. ♥ Alcohol affects me differently each time but you don’t need me to tell you about all the possible ways. ♥ I feel inferior to fit guys - but I'm learning that I'm worth more than I think sometimes. ♥ Pretty guys are mostly bastards in my experience. Natalie agrees that most guys I've been involved are bastards but they are always buffness. ♥ I fall fast and hard. ♥ I go through mind battles. ♥ I hate being asked "how are you" and having to say "okay". ♥ I hate it when my plans go wrong... not getting my own way. ♥ The midwife wrote down on my check thing "gets hot" and I suffer from nose bleeds sometimes. ♥ I felt like a boyfriend would fill the void, but secretly I knew it wouldn't. ♥ I think my obsession with finding love needs seeing to. ♥ I want therapy but I can't be bothered and would prefer dream analysis. ♥ I've been to counselling once, they said I was ok. ♥ My "Top Friends" are the people I tend to click on a lot and obviously some people just HAVE to be there! I have removed some people as I can easily navigate through other friends. ♥ I always wait for the green man before crossing. However if there is a no signaling device I tend to nearly get run over a lot. I will probably die getting run over by a car jumping a red light. ♥ I don't feel a desire to drive but I'll learn cos my dad wants me too (and is offering to pay!) Speaking of cars, I always wear a seatbelt and get scared when there aren't seatbelts... even on buses. ♥ I spend a lot of money buying my many friends birthday presents. I love doing it but not what it does to my bank account. ♥ Speaking of buses, I don't much like them... I only use them at night, in the rain, or when feeling lazy. I prefer to walk. ♥ I wish I had a bike... that said I think I would be scared to use it on the roads. I want a red chopper one! ♥ London Underground and the overground trains too... well they're overpriced and never work well enough. But I do like long journeys :D ♥ I am greedy and sometimes eat until I feel sick because I like to finish my plate. ♥ I can be jealous. ♥ I am romantic. ♥ I am a film-lover. ♥ I am a photo-taker and my camera comes everywhere with me, which explains why I'm on my third digital camera. ♥ I likw the smell of eye shadow powder. ♥ I am a rubbish liar, but I can act well because I can get into character. ♥ I am sometimes too honest and my life is an open book. One day I hope to have my diaries published... as in when I'm dead. ♥ I am colourful! ♥ I like being picked up by guys: it makes me feel like a little fairy. ♥ I L♥VE milk. ♥ I have calm aura but sometimes i get very stressed out; usually creating a strange, girly schreech. ♥ My type of guy is tall, dark, handsome. ♥ My type is adaptable, but I'm NOT desperate, although I can act it sometimes. ♥ I am a song-wirter, and I have a second MySpace and want some band mates please. ♥ I have the breasts of a supermodel :D ♥ I am excitable. ♥ I'm not into football, but I support West Ham as my dad does. And the colour of the uniform is excellent! ♥ My birthday is 14th May. ♥ I am unstoppable. ♥ If it all goes wrong... ♥ ... blame the parents ♥ ... blame the alcohol ♥ ... just don't blame me ♥ I am growing up ♥ I am studying art, english lit, psychology at Richmond college, which I love most of the time. ♥ I wanted to drop media, but still am taking it which is probably the best choice. ♥ I took keyboard/piano lessons for a year. ♥ I go to dance classes on Fridays. ♥ I used to go to pilates on Mondays, now I do a 'legs, bums and tums' class. ♥ sports? swimming and tennis ♥ and more ♥ let go ♥ hold on ♥ stop ♥ don't stop me now. ♥ TIMING IS EVERYTHING, IT'S EVERYTHING ♥
I am the crazy and colourful Carmina and I love all things vibrant, bold with vivid colours which explains why my favourite artists are Kandisky, Martin Fuller, Robert Rauchenberg, Banksy, Edward Hopper, Martin Kippenberger and myself, hehes. I also like my music colourful and full of passion and power such as The Blood Brothers, Help She Can't Swim, We Are Scientists, The Long Blondes, Test Icicles, The Dresden Dolls, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Courtney Love, Hot Hot Heat, Christina Aguliera, Brand New and loads more, mostly listed in my music list. Every woman, and every man should be a feminist, because all it means is a desire for equality, and I love bands that have female and male vocalists. At the same time I do not tolerate homophobia or racism. ♥ AND THE ONLY THING CONSTANT WAS THE CONSTANT REMINDER SHE'D NEVER CHANGE ♥ There are loads of double standards that I don't know will ever be overcome as I have learnt that you have to be careful with your sexuality and the truth; sometimes I can be too honest and trust too easily and act too quickly and think too much later. I am at a constant battle between the part of me that wants to act promiscuous (my body) and the part of me that wants a boyfriend who will respect me (my mind). Five years of going to an all-girls school can make you a little socially retarded. Female poets like myself may seem like slutty whores but my view is that most people do stuff but just don't talk about it, so hear I am exposing my dirty laundry in public as I am getting more and more into reading out my poetry. I often mock myself for being a whore, but I don’t really think I am! ♥ LIKE ANY GIRL ALL SHE REALLY WANTS IS THAT FICKLE LITTLE BITCH ROMANCE ♥ I say i'm shy, but I surpise myself a lot and do a lot of things most people wouldn't dare to do. I do normal stuff like go out to the cinema, theatre (Blue Man Group, Edward Scissorhands), parks and restaurants (Dexter's Grill) I do not have a lot of time as I am so busy with other things like dancing, poetry, college work, reading, writing, seeing friends, but I still waste a lot of it online! ♥ I am "the arranger" of all my friends which can be a bit stressful at time, especially when the losers don't reply to my texts and stuff. I love my friends and love talking to them and sharing stuff and hanging out and doing stupid things, and getting drunk and meeting new people with them. I think waking up holding a beautiful boy in your arms is the most wonderful feeling there is and my main reason for wanting a relationships because I would actually be in a good mood when I wake up. As you can tell, I am quite a candid person (my new favourite word,) but think I better stop all the guy-chat cos it's starting to sound like an lonely hearts advert... As much as I hate happy couples (out of jealousy, duh) I love them and I want them to stay together forever... like Scarlet and Nick, Natalie and Dario, Emily and John.... just EVERYONE! P ♥ UP TO MY HEART AND I'M BREATHING WITHOUT YOU, WITHOUT YOU ♥ I do think a lot about stuff and past memories, and I am sensitive and stubborn so sometimes when my plans don't work out and I'm feeling lonely I get a bit meloncholy, but mot of the time I try and stay postive and happy. I use poetry and songs in a cathartic way. I want to be that girl at the piano singing her songs, but I will settle for being a writer who performs her poetry, I enjoy it so much. I hate organised religion and don't think "because it's my religion" is an acceptable reason for believing in something. I do, however, enjoy talking about religion and philosophy and still respect other's views and can't deny the good aspects of religion such as giving people hope, something to live for and reviving medicine in the middle ages. ♥ YOU, WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. I, DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU ♥ The person I think I am most similar to is my gran, Chandra. She is an amazing woman and an inspiration to me. She may be in her 60s but she is still adventureous and beautiful, she loves going off to different countries such as Russia, India, Africa and still wokrs as a pyschotherapist and also shares my enthusiasm for the arts and literature. The downside is that she has crappy taste in men, they have all turned out to be losers and have done things I'm not even going to repeat on here. I seem to have inherited that part of her too, as most of my the guys I've been vaguely annoyed with have turned out to be bastards. I think I should try and learn from her mistakes and wait for a nice guy who deserves me. Although it's difficult to tell yourself that sometimes. ♥ WAIT, THEY DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU, MAPS, WAIT. ♥ I don't use slang much, unless I'm being ironic or something. I think it sounds strange when I do, and find it funny when other people use certain slang terms. I have been told by some that I don't speak like a normal teenager, and sometimes use words they don't understand, hehes. I studied english lit, art, psychology and media for my A-levels . I ‘m going to UEA to read English Literature (wanted to do it with Creative Writing but I wasn’t good enough!) . I know a few people that live in Norwich but I'd like to meet people of myspace who are going to UEA, and/or going to Reading. I’m doing an art foundation at central saint martins! I think I’ve mentioned that – oh well! I am ironic and satricial and sarcastic which means i am often misunderstood. i am also a teenager. I can be funny, in a strange way, a humorous way and a cringey way. I can be quiet and serious but I can also be loud, drunk and foolish. I can be extremly I-want-to-die depressed and hperactive-child happy! Overall i love life and for me it's all about getting what I want at the end, lying in my death bed looking at photographs and old diaries because no doubt my memory will be even worse than it is now. I can only remember things that I go over again and again; like days with old lovers, mistakes of the past, random funny incidences that I seem to get myself and friends into, and the revision for exams (sometimes!) ♥ SHE'LL NEVER TAKE YOU TO GIDDY STRATOSPHERES ♥ ♥ I AM THE GIRL ANACHRONISM ♥ I my love of colourful things extends to my clothes. I have way too many clothes, mostly t-shirts and skirts, that my wardrobe and draws are exploding! Ooooh, also love accesories, and want to wear my songnote necklace forever, as my name means littlesong (or songstress, or garden, and also has some connection with the "virgin" Mary). My favourite shops are Lazy Oaf, Rokit, David & Goliath, vintage shops, camden or spitz market, Topshop, H&M and Accessorize. ♥ AND I KNOW, AND I KNOW, IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL LIKE A NIGHT OUT WITH NO ONE SIZING YOU UP ♥ I love watching Big Brother - it marks my summer. I don't care if people think it's too pop culture for them or feel they are too intellectually superior to bother opening their minds to it. I have thought bout applying to be on it, and have even written a draft of what I'd say on the tape, but on second thoughts I would hate it. I'd only like it for th experienc of being locked in a house with new people but I'd hate for everyone to see me on their TV. Also, if I ever become famous I want it to be because of my writing stories and poetry or singing or painting, because once you're on it, everyone you meet who has watched it will already have an impression of you. People judge you! That scares me, well, people judge you anyway, everyday whether you like it or not. ♥ CH-CH-CH-CH-CHANGES. TURN AND FACE THE STRANGE ♥ A random strange thing about me is that I still keep a record of when I'm reading a book like you had to do at Primary School. I find it completly normal and have been doing it forever for books that I read for pleasure and then I count up how many days it took me to read it. It makes me laugh how normal I think it is to do it. ♥ MY PLUG IN BABY, CRUCIFIES MY ENEMIES ♥ My claim to fame: I have performed on stages such as Her Majesty's Theatre and The Royal Albert Hall, as well as small drama performances and poetry readings or slams. In my first Farrago slam I got 17, then 21, then 25 and now I can’t remember all the rest. I have now been a featured poet there, which was very cool. A photo of my dance class has been on Trouble apparently, and I have been one of those people's opinion things on TMF where I may have introduced the video for The Feeling although I didn't see it, and stated that I thought Gwen Stefani was "just amazing." I have also been the first Fan of the Week on the Reading 2006 MySpace. I like bragging in hope that it makes me sound like an interesting person... ♥ JUST LIKE I DID PLAYBOY, THAT WAS ART, IT DIDN'T COUNT ♥ NICKNAMES definition from urban dictionary1. Carmy The action of being a self-cannibalist.Eating ones fist, arm, leg, or foot. Chewing on yourself. People stranded for long periods of time may become carmy. Being carmy is so radilicious. I know a carmy, she ate herself.Carms (old school), Carma (Charlie), littlesong (me), Masoliver(Hannah), Tinkerbell (old school), Raspberry (me), Solider Mafia (me), Super Contacts Girl (Hannah). Read to the end? Congratulations! You know Carmina!

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I am interested in - do tell me about This explains almost everything BRIGHT EYES LYRICS"An Attempt To Tip The Scales"
Did you expect it all to stop at the wave of your hand?
Like the sun is just going to drop if it's night you demand.
Well, in the dark we are just air so the house might dissolve.
But once we are gone,who is gonna care if we were ever here at all?
Well, summer is going to comeand it's gonna cloud our eyes again.
There is not need to focus when there is nothing that it worth seeing.
So we trade liquor for blood in an attempt to tip the scales.
I think you lost what you loved in that mess of details.
They seemed so important at the timebut now you can't even recall any of the names, faces, or lines.
It is more the feeling of it all.
Well, winter is going to endand I'm going to clean these veins again.
So close to dying that I finally can start living.[There is a radio interview in the end of this track]Radio dude - R
Conor Oberst - C
R: Hi, we're back, this is radio K[beep]x and we're here with Conor Oberst of the band Bright Eyes.How are you doing Conor?
C: Fine, thanks, just a little wet...
R: Oh its still coming down out there?
C: yeah, I sort of had to run from the car...
R: well, we are glad you made it! Now, your new album, Fevers and Mirrors.. tell us a little about the title,I know there's a good deal of repeated imagery in the lyrics; fevers, mirrors, scales, clocks...Could you discuss some of this?
C: Sure. Let's see, the fever's...
R: First, First let me say that, this is a brilliant record man, we're all really into it here at the station, we get lots of calls, its really good stuff.
C: Thanks... Thanks a lot...
R: So talk about some of the symbolisms...
C: the fever?
R: sure!
C: well, the fever is basically, what ever ails you, or presses you... It could be anything, in my case its my neurosismy... depression...but I dont want it to be limited to that... it's certainly different for different people...so, what ever keeps you up at night...
R: I see...
C: and the, and the mirror's like, as you might have guessed, self examination, or reflection, or whatever form...this could be vanity, or self loathing... I, I know Im, Im guilty of both...
R: Thats interesting... How about the scales?
C: The scales are essentially our attempt to solve our problems quantitatively, through logic or rationalization...In my opinion its often fruitless, but... always, no not always... And the clocks and calenders is uh... is just... time... our little measurements, its like, its always chasing after us.
R: It is... It is...Uh, How about this Arienette, how does she fit into all this?
C: Umm, Id prefer not to talk about it... in case she's listening...
R: Oh, Im sorry; I didn't realize she was a real person.
C: She's not. I made her up...
R: Oh, So she's not real?
C: Just as real as you or I...
R: I dont think I understand...
C: Neither do I, but after I grow up, I will. I mean a lot... A lot of thingsare really unclear for me right now...
R: Thats interesting. Ah, now you mentioned your depression...
C: ...No I didnt...
R: You're from Nebraska right?
C: Yeah... so?
R: Now, let me now if Im getting to personal, but there seem to be a pretty dark past back there somewhere...what was it like for you growing up?
C: Dark? Not really... uh... actually I had a great childhood, my parents were wonderful, I went to a catholic school.They have... they had money so... it... It was all... easy... basically I had everything I wanted... handed to me...
R: Really? So some of the references like babies in bathtubs, are not biographical?
C: Well I do have a brother who died in a bathtub, drowned... actually I had five brothers who died that way...
R: Hah!
C: No, Im serious... My mother drowned one every year for... five consecutive years... they were all named Padriac, so, thatsthey all got one song...
R: Hmm...
C: Its kinda like... Walking out the door, to discover its a window...
R: But your music is certainly very personal.
C: of course, I put a lot of myself into what I do. But Its like, being an author you have to, free yourself to use symbolism and allegory to reach your goal...and... And a part of that is, compassion, empathy for other people and, and their situations.Some of what I sing comes from other peoples experiences as well as my own...ItIt shouldn't matter; the message is intended to be universal.
R: I see what you mean...
C: Can you make that sound stop please?
R: Yes! And your goal?
C: ...I dont know... uh, create feelings, I guess... a song... it never ends up the way you planned it though...
R: Thats funny that you say that, do you think that...
C: Do you ever hear things, not really there?
R: Im sorry, what?
C: ...never mind... how long have you worked at this station?
R: Oh, Just a few minutes...uh, now you mentioned your empathy for others, would you say that, that is what motivates you to make the music that you make?
C: No not really, its more, a need for sympathy, I want people to feel sorry for me.I like the feel of... the burn of the audience's eyes on me when Im whispering *all my darkest secrets* into the microphone.
When I was a kid, I used to carry this safety pin around with me, everywhere I went in my pocket. And when people weren't paying enough attention, Id dig it into my arm until I started crying...Everyone stopped what they were doing, and asked me what was the matter, I guess, I guess I kinda...
R: Really? Youre telling me you're doing all this for attention?
C: No, I hate it when people look at me, I get nauseas. In fact, I could care less what people think, about me.Do you feel that?... wanna dance?
R: No... I'm feeling sick...
C: I really just wanna be warm yellow light that pours all over everyone I love...
R: So... uh, youre gonna play something for us now, is this a new song?
C: Yeah, but I haven't written it yet... its one Ive been meaning to write... uh...called... A Song To Pass The Time...
R: oh, thats a nice title...
C: ...no it isn't...You should write your own... scripts...
R: yeah, I know!.. Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

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.. src="http://badge.facebook.com/badge/582725723.854.664790553 .js".... Carmina Louisa Masoliver's Facebook profile ..I'm into most things, and like trying new things, - feel the fear and do it anyway. Although I can be shy, anti-social and under confident, I do stuff that would make you disagree which fills me with the sense I have accomplished something. I love going out doing stuff like ice skating, rollerblading, bowling, theme parks (thorpe park). gigs (signed and unsigned bands,) poetry events, clubs. parties, parks, cinema, galleries... and more! I love writing and art so I want to be a writer and artist... I hate buses and prefer to walk - music is a must and I like long journies. I am obsessed with Reading Festival after going in 2005, amd I think the time I miss it to go to Camp America I would like to go to Latitude if that would fit in as it has a literture section with writers!..
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I'd like to meet:

.. ♥ i want to meet in person strangers that I speak to over MySpace and msn, cos that's the point, CMC can be tiresome if it's going nowhere.♥ People who you can have a laugh with yet also is able to engage in interesting debates and honest discussions. One or all of the above, hehes. Also, people at my college, Richmondo (RUTC) and those wanting to go to UEA for University, especially those wanting to read English Literature with Creative Writing. ♥ famous guys I like: alex zane, adam brody, ashton kutcher, steve bays, jonathon chase, keith murray, shia la boeff, test icicles, tom denney (hscs), julian casablancas, jesse matcalfe, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, John Patrick Amedori, Jackson Rathbone, Gael Garcia Bernal, Adrian Grenier, Daryl Palumboand and Jessie of Head Automatica, Brian of The Dresden Dolls, Dougie and Danny of McFly, Simon Amstell, Vernon Kay, Paolo Nutini, Emile Vallee, Pelle Almqvist, Adam Lamberg, Andre 3000, Benjamin Zephaniah, Jeremy Sisto, Jonathon Chase, Lou Taylor Pucci, Marc-Andre3000; Grondin, Malcolm McDowell, Orlando Bloom, Tommy Lee, Tom Payne and loads more... cos i love guys, hehes. MySpace Paradise ♥ James Frey "Everyone says the food is bad and that the English have terrible teeth, but I ate like a king and saw plenty of nice choppers." ♥ MY BABY'S PRETTY AS A CAR CRASH. SUBTLE AS A SPLINTER. YEAH MY BABY'S SMOOTH. WARM JUST LIKE THE WINTER. SCREAMING "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN" ♥ ♥ ARE YOU, ARE YOU SO SCARED, THAT YOU'RE JUST GONNA LET IT HAPPEN? ♥ ♥ I'D GIVE YOU ALL MY PENNIES FOR YOUR GALANTRY ♥

Music:

Always adding more but it's hard to keep up-tp-date [may be repeats]...
♥ the blood brothers x2
♥ bright eyes
head automtica ♥
funeral for a friend x3
test icicles
help she cant swim x3
lethal bizzle x3
♥ regina spektor
♥ rhcp
♥ amy winehouse
♥ aqualung
♥ aliica keys
♥ avil lavigne
bloc party x2
the killers
♥ the strokes
♥ dead kennedys
♥ Madness
♥ bobby valentino
the cribs x2
♥ the go team
juliette lewis and the licks
incubus
♥ coldplay
razorlight x2
♥ damien rice
♥ charlotte hatheley
we are scientists x2
♥ emanuel
♥ kasabian
♥ million dead
♥ queen
♥ brooke valentine
♥ linken park
♥ le ligre
♥ amy studt
alkaline trio
♥ papa roach
♥ jamieson
♥ ashanti
♥ ash
bullet for my valentine
♥ the offspring
♥ generation x
♥ the clash
♥ the cure
♥ the specials
♥ motley crue
♥ missy elliot
♥ stiff little fingers
♥ nirvana
yeah yeah yeahs x2
♥ transplants
♥ blink 182
♥ boomkat
♥ brandy
♥ britney spears
♥ christina aguilera
♥ feeder
♥ evansance
♥ graham coxen
foo fighters
♥ white stripes
♥ snow patrol
♥ mcfly
♥ misteeq
franz ferdinand
♥ courtney love
♥ hole
♥ the coral
♥ city high
craig david
♥ fatboy slim
♥ basement jaxx
♥ the chemical brothers
jet
♥ kaiser chiefs
♥ green day
the futureheads x2
♥ honeyz
hot hot heat x 2
♥ kelis
♥ kt tunstall
♥ kylie
♥ maroon 5
♥ mary j blige
♥ jennifer lopez
♥ michelle branch
♥ kelly clarkson
♥ N.E.R.D
muse
♥ mya
♥ nelly
♥ nelly furtado
♥ no doubt
♥ gwen stefani
♥ outkast
nofx
♥ pretty girls make graves
♥ pink
♥ tatu
♥ stacie orrico
♥ steriogram
♥ the streets
♥ hard-fi
♥ the thrills
♥ tlc
♥ sugababes
the spice girls
violent delight
♥ india arie
♥ fountains of wayne
♥ robbie williams
♥ madonna
♥ hundred reasons
Arctic Monkeys x2
♥ Alien Ant Farm
♥ Ashlee Simpson
♥ Ateed
♥ athlete
♥ Avenged Sevensfold
Baby Shambles
♥ B.E.P
Be Your Own Pet
♥ Beverly Knight
Biffy Clyro
♥ Blur
Brand New
♥ Broken Social Scene
♥ Caesars
♥ Clarkesville
♥ Destinys Child
Death from the above 1979
♥ The Distillers
♥ Dogs
Do Me Bad Things
♥ The Donnas
♥ Doves
♥ Eminem
♥ Estelle
Fall Out Boy
♥ Feeder
♥ Fefe Dobson
♥ Fountains of Wayne
♥ Garbage
♥ Goldfrapp
♥ Good Charlotte
♥ Hoobastank
♥ Interpol
♥ Jay Z
♥ Jack Johnson
jimmy eat world
♥ Jem
♥ Kanye West
♥ Kings of Leon
♥ Lenny Kravitz
♥ The libertines
♥ Limp Bizkit
♥ The Magic Numbers
♥ Mars Volta
♥ Willy Mason
♥ Matchbook Romance
Maximo Park x2
♥ Christina Milian
♥ The Mooney Suzuki
♥ Katie Mula
The Kills
My Chemical Romance
Ms Dynamite
♥ Nas
♥ Nine Inch Nails
♥ The Open
♥ The Ordinary Boys
♥ Akayzia Parker
♥ Phantom Planet
♥ Placeblo
♥ Rhianne
♥ Rooster
♥ Scissor Sisters
♥ Sirens
♥ Simple Kid
♥ Simple Plan
♥ Stereophonics
♥ The Stills
♥ Shakira
The Subways
♥ System of a down
♥ Taking Back Sunday
♥ Trapt
♥ Travis
♥ Tsunami Bomb
♥ Turin Brakes
♥ Usher
♥ Weezer
♥ Yellowcard
yourcodenameis:milo
♥ The Zutons
♥ the shins
the dresden dolls x2
♥ boy kill boy
♥ 65daysofstatic
♥ adam kay and suman biswas
♥ pendulem
♥ audioslave
♥ al green
♥ alanis morisette
♥ auidobullys
the long blondes x2
♥ death cab for cutie
♥ de la soul
♥ diana ross
♥ diansaur jr
♥ belle and sebastian
♥ the beatles
queens of the stoneage
♥ the academy is
good shoes x2
♥ dirty pretty things
dizzee rascal
♥ dj evelotion
♥ editors
♥ rakes
♥ ELO
♥ eels
♥ mull historical society
♥ cake
♥ elvis presley
♥ embrace
♥ everlast
♥ fat boy slim
♥ hilary duff
♥ inme
♥ james blunt
♥ jamiroquai
♥ jay z
♥ jesus and mary chain
♥ jimi hendrix
♥ jurassic 5
♥ jose gonzales
♥ thursday
♥ travis
♥ twisted individual
♥ wheatus
metric
♥ POD
♥ garbage
♥ the undertones
♥ the verve
♥ the kinks
♥ the fugees
♥ fun lovin crinimals
♥ rage against the machine
♥ the game
♥ gypsey kings
the fratellis
♥ the brakes
♥ les incompetents
♥ ladytron
♥ lauren hill
♥ goldfrapp
♥ bikini kill
♥ led zepplin
♥ macy gray
♥ marvin gaye
♥ lenny kravitz
♥ meet me in st louis
♥ melissa auf der maur
milburn
mystery jets
♥ morcheeba
jet
♥ the neptunes
♥ gorillaz
♥ nine black alps
♥ the rolling stones
♥ roots manuva
♥ robots in disguise
♥ the police
♥ nizlopi
♥ remy zero
♥ okgo
♥ peaches
♥ rufus weignwright
♥ nick drake
panic! at the disco
♥ sleeper
♥ pussycat dolls
♥ oasis
♥ REM
♥ the paddingtons
♥ pj harvey
♥ radiohead
♥ the prodigy
♥ orson
♥ rammstein
♥ the smiths
♥ shy fx
♥ sex pistols
♥ sherly crow
♥ the specials
♥ teenage fanclub
♥ the spill canvas
♥ thursday
the spinto band
♥ sway
♥ spymob
♥ white rose movement
♥ snow patrol
the noisettes x2
♥ the pink spiders
duels
the marshalls
♥ guillemots
giant drag
♥ the automatic
♥ the fall
♥ clap your hands and say yeah
enter shikari
♥ sick of it all
alexisonfire
♥ the raconteurs
forward russia
the kooks
♥ boy kill boy
the klaxons x2
the maccabees
♥ larrikin love
♥ the organ
♥ the like
♥ nouvelle vague
goodbooks
♥ tv on the radio
♥ little man tate
♥ rattattagg
♥ lightspeed championship x2
♥ blondie
♥ Naz
♥ Jay Z
♥ Common
♥ boysetsfire
♥ the ripps,
♥ neon blonde
blood red shoes x2
crystal castles
foals
kid harpoon
patrick wolf
the teenagers
late of the pier
vincent vincent and the villains
cajun dance party
jack penate
the pipettes
little man tate
the horrors
the enemy
get cape, wear cape fly
paramore
nine black alps
tokyo police club
the young knives
the pigeon detectives
silversun pickups
new young pony club
kate nash
♥ good shoes x2
♥ rhcp
♥ we are scientists x3
♥ Haduoken x2
♥ CSS
♥ lost prophets
♥ LCD soundsystem
and a whole load more, constantly growing, everyday
[a shout out to the unsigned bands:
♥ prozak - now jeopardy jackson
♥ icarus burning
♥ syfer
♥ four simple rules
♥ madriax - now arko volcano and the chase
♥ stunned bunnies
♥ the distance
♥ the downbeats
♥ the hellfire club
♥ plastic fang
♥ paid to smile
♥ luxemburg
♥ dumb excuse
♥ southport
♥ 8 idle hands, now just singer

Movies:


♥ Garden State
♥ About A Boy
♥ Bruce Almighty
♥ the motorcyle diaries
♥ Bring it On
♥ Jerry Macguire
♥ Zoolander
♥ Mulin Rouge
♥ Toy Story (woody rocks, Buzz sucks)
♥ Monsters Inc
♥ Napolieon Dynamite
♥ Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
♥ Holes
♥ Alfred Hitchcock films
♥ Heartbreakers
♥ Wicker Park
♥ Uptown Girls
♥ The Ring
♥ Gothika
♥ 28 Days Later
♥ Evil Dead "groooovay"
♥ A Beautiful Mind
♥ The Butterfly Effect
♥ Donnie Darko
♥ Girl, Interrupted
♥ Ghost World
♥ Igby Goes Down
♥ elephant
♥ brokeback mountain
♥ hidden
♥ she's the man
♥ ice age 2
♥ a clockwork orange
♥ anything with woody allen.
♥ i ♥ huckabees
♥ c.r.a.z.y.
♥ death becomes her
♥ v for vendetta
♥ pulp fiction
♥ The Tiger and The Snow
♥ hard candy
♥ john tucker must die
♥ rocky
♥ take the money and run
♥ brick
♥ confetti
♥ thank you for smoking
♥ remember the titans
♥ little miss sunshine
♥ mean girls
♥ y tu mama tambien
♥ the breaskfast club
♥ the last kiss
♥ the dead poets society
♥ the history boys
♥ hostel
♥ just like that (Así)
♥ lord of the flies
♥ p'tang yang kipperbang
♥ Look Both Ways
♥ kiss kiss bang bang
♥ Taxi Driver
♥ The Science of Sleep

♥ Eating Gilbert Grape
♥ Lords of Dogtown
♥ Thirteen
♥ Trainspotting
♥ The Simpsons Movie
♥ Rushmore

Television:


♥ Life as we know it
♥ desperate housewives
♥ big brother
♥ The OC
♥ One on One
♥ Boy Meets World
♥ That 70s show
♥ my wife and kids
♥ lizzie mcguire
♥ brat camp
♥ the simpsons
♥ daria
♥ scrubs
♥ six feet under
♥ 8 simple rules (for dating my teenage daughter)
♥ Loose Women
♥ skins
♥ fonejaker
♥ music television and more reality tv that might interest me and comedy.

Books:


♥ Alice Sebold ♥ Marianne Curley
♥ Kevin Brooks
♥ Philip Ridley
♥ Malorie Blackman
♥ Jacqueline Wilson
♥ Kate Cann
♥ Mark Haddon
♥ J D Salinger
♥ Jerry Spinelli
♥ David Klass
♥ Benjamin Zephaniah
♥ Francine Pascal
♥ Philip Pullman
♥ Dodie Smith
♥ Anne Fine
♥ Ann Brashares
♥ George Orwell
♥ Anthony Burgess
♥ James Frey
♥ Alexandre Dumas
♥ Ian McEwan
♥ Sylvia Plath
♥ Rouseau
♥ Franz Kafka
♥ Nick Hornby
♥ Henry James
♥ David Madsen
♥ Thomas Pynchon
♥ Fran Landersman
♥ Kit Noyes
♥ Niall Spooner Harvey
♥ John Paul O’Neill
♥ Dominic O’Rourke
♥ Allen Ginsberg
♥ Miranda July
♥ William Shakespeare
♥ Carol Ann Duffy
♥ Simon Armitage

Heroes:

People who say nice things about me! "I think you're innocent because you're unaware and even if you are aware, you have little information on how to escape or evade or control your situation to you favour. You're still learning. I love Carmina because she's HONEST and AWARE and very progressive and determined, I love Carmina."
"You're fantastic! Don't let anyone think otherwise. x x x"
Since you started richmond you so MUCH more confident, not that you were'nt before but that was a private confidence :P It's a really good thing though. LOL my cousin goes there and he's seen you around and likes your style with your look ranging from sexy to quirky... people are noticing, you have this precense about you innit"
"You're a good student."
"I'm watching the festival on tv i had a great day thank you i think your realy nice x x"
"love you curly" ♥ "You deserve the world, you really do" "Carmina i cant wait to see ya! Was out tnyt, wish you were there like hell. Miss ur beautiful smile!xxxx" "Cant wait 2 c u2, wish i was there with u!! Even tho i only saw u this mornin! I've jus gt inta bed n i got prickd in me arse with ur badge! Lol :-D xxxx" "I loved ur poem for me. Actually made my heart drop n made me go bit flustered. Lol. I rememba at one point i was clapping so loud for u, the main in frnt of us, turnd rnd n gave me a funy look! lol xxx" "u are amazing and different 2 everyone i know." "Thanks for the lovely email youre wonderful x x x x" "U r a strong beauiful woman and should not compromise uself. people are strange and we can't get into their heads." your one of the most caring persons i know. your the sorta person i could profess my love to and you would kindly let me down in a way which would melt away my sadness with your words. your lovely and caring and artistic and talented and amazingly beutiful in what you create from within whilst being somthing else entirely at the same time The Jokes:♥ Who would actually buy a box of Carminas, let alone a singular Carmina... I can only think of one reason...KEEP HER IN THE BOX!!!! XD! NEVER REMOVE FROM BOX!!!!!! She'd be caged forever, much laughs :P!And the bad.... summed up "a disgraceful fucked up bitch" ... well, you can't win 'em all.♥♥♥♥All of her lovers all talk of her notes
And the flowers that they never sent
And wasn't she easy and isn't she pretty in pink

My Blog

Poems from Podcast Interview

Putting Out The Fire..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   Let's make love To the sound of blood. The puddle looked so dark I thought if I stepped in it I w...
Posted by Carmina on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 02:49:00 PST

Farrago open mic 16/11/07

Mess..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   Memories get tainted With new information. Long phone calls with another While you were still my lover, Contemplati...
Posted by Carmina on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 03:41:00 PST

poetry cafe poems

My Memory was Erased..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   I tried to alchemize my life with alcohol And was transformed into paralysis; The flexion of time ...
Posted by Carmina on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 11:50:00 PST

Poetry - The Billy-no-mates Session

You Say..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   You say it so right. You say it so clear. I wish I could speak as eloquently As you, my dear.   You say it...
Posted by Carmina on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 03:32:00 PST

death clock

..> Your Personal Day of Death is...  ..> .. Day of death -->  Thursday, July 26, 2068    I think that means i'll live to 77? x      ..>..>...
Posted by Carmina on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 11:46:00 PST

poems read at Farrago 16/08/07 aka results day!

Your Disgnosis..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   You lie comatose in your alabaster, Your harlequin mask covers your face But your eyes are not in disguis...
Posted by Carmina on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 02:38:00 PST

personality disorder test

Disorder | RatingParanoid: HighSchizoid: LowSchizotypal: ModerateAntisocial: LowBorderline: ModerateHistrionic: HighNarcissistic: HighAvoidant: ModerateDependent: ModerateObsessive-Compulsive: High UR...
Posted by Carmina on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:31:00 PST

short story from in-house competition that i won :D

Like a Ticking Time Bomb..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   It's death for free on Monday morning as the passengers board the train holding the murder vict...
Posted by Carmina on Mon, 21 May 2007 04:21:00 PST

18th birthday party

The party was good until about 10 when it got stopped for various reasons... people throwing up, being underage, stealing drink, going behind the bar, bringing drink in from outside, sexual shena...
Posted by Carmina on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:53:00 PST

map people XD

?MAY = SEXY?Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Sweet talkative. Calm and cool. Kind andsympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. An aweso...
Posted by Carmina on Thu, 03 May 2007 06:45:00 PST