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Alcatraasj

Where am I or what?

About Me

Not much to say. I'm working 8:30 to 5 during the week, and compensating this with artistic escapades such as drawing (FLYERS!!) and painting... altough I haven't produced much lately. Luckely I try to party at breakcore & hard core parties as much as possible, which give me the opportunity to escape from the mondaine and give me the feeling that I am not alone in getting sick and mental in this superficial world of efficiency and absurd meaninglessness.I am a nihilist, I don't believe in any exterior higher intelligence, I only believe in man's effort to create and destruct and very much aware that these are not to be taken too seriously. Science is about finding theories that are coherent with what is already known. We can only know what we can relate to what we already knew. We can't see outside the box and for me that's okay. Life is absurd and I love it!

For more drawings and paintings check: http://alcatraasj.deviantart.com

My Interests

I make flyers for free!!

Music:



Books:

"But what have I here said, that reflections very refined and metaphysical have little or no influence upon us? This opinion I can scarce forbear retracting, and condemning from my present feeling and experience. The intense view of these manifold contradictions and imperfections in human reason has so wrought upon me, and heated my brain, that I am ready to reject all belief and reasoning, and can look upon no opinion even as more probable or likely than another. Where am I, or what? From what causes do I derive my existence, and to what condition shall I return? Whose favour shall I court, and whose anger must I dread? What beings surround me? and on whom have, I any influence, or who have any influence on me? I am confounded with all these questions, and begin to fancy myself in the most deplorable condition imaginable, invironed with the deepest darkness, and utterly deprived of the use of every member and faculty. Most fortunately it happens, that since reason is incapable of dispelling these clouds, nature herself suffices to that purpose, and cures me of this philosophical melancholy and delirium, either by relaxing this bent of mind, or by some avocation, and lively impression of my senses, which obliterate all these chimeras. I dine, I play a game of backgammon, I converse, and am merry with my friends; and when after three or four hours of amusement, I would return to these speculations, they appear so cold, and strained, and ridiculous, that I cannot find in my heart to enter into them any farther."David Hume "Treatise on Human Nature"

Heroes:

David Hume, Albert Camus,