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Allie B.

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About Me

http://someoneyouoncewouldvediedfor.blogspot.com/
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From allieI'm late...always - never fashionably or intentionaly. But in my own defense I feel compelled to raise the issue of the ever-so-vast & changing meanings of the word "late" "too late" = not on time. Whereas - late-evening, late-blossom, late-autumn - are perfectly punctual. Dead persons have certaintly got themselves beyond time, but then what difficult temporal longing lurks in our calling them "late"? Lateness doesnt name a single relation to time, but it always brings time in its wake. It's a way of recognizing time, whether it be missed or met or gone... so there.My heart feels more than I intend for it to. It's both a blessing & a curse. I'm am just a lover with an opinion on just about everything...but the majority of my opinions are open for debate. I crave substance - depth... color in my life. I have a proclivity to judge the music you listen to and have been harassed for my music snobbery. I love to travel and I love children. I'd rather be alone than be in bad company. I know when speech is proper and where silence. I love most people with good hearts and good intentions. My heart hurts more often than not but i trust there is advantage in the wisdom won from pain. I believe in healthy fear - as it must keep its watchful place at the heart's controls. I believe that words are the physicians of a mind dis-eased & I believe the mass media causes sexual misdirection. It prompts us to need something deeper than what we want. It makes it almost impossible to fall in love with any acumen of normalcy. Impracticality seems almost cool. Self-deprecating cleverness has become a virtue. This is why Woody Allen has made nebbish guys cool; he makes people assume there is something profound about having a relationship based on witty conversation & intellectual discourse. There isn't. Its just another gimmick, and it's no different than wanting to be with someone because they are thin or rich or the lead singer of The Cure and actually it might be worse because intellectuals are far more complicated.. yet inspiring i suppose..
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My Interests



From ...head all f... poetry, art, far away trains, foreign films, love, world religons, values, & a strangely isolated place.

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I'd like to meet:



From ...head all f...dont banish me for digressions - my nature is a quagmire of unresolved confessions...

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Music:

no particular order... Stars, The Cure, New Order, The Stone Roses, The Smiths, Morrissey, Telepopmusik, Interpol, Saint Etienne, Sia, Sterolab, The Pixies, Meiko, The Magnetic Fields, Sinead O'connor, Gomez, Jo Mango, Yo La Tengo, Digable Planets, Ulrich Schnauss, David Bowie, Kate Bush, Everything But the Girl, Goldfrapp, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Mogwai, Sigur Ros, Bloc Party, The American Analog Set, The Postal Service, Death Cab For Cutie, Kaskade, VHS or BETA, Augustana, Emm Gryner, Clap You Hands Say Yeah, Beth Orton, Fiest, Broadcast, Vincent Gallo, Lali Puna, Headlights, Her Space Holiday, Pinback, Styrofoam, Zero 7, Thursday, Brand New, Massive Attack, Tricky, Frou Frou, The Velvet Underground, Momus, Sparklehourse, Ms. John Soda, Ani DiFranco, Emiliana Torrini, Jem,.... & Fiona Apple.

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Movies:

Amorres Perros, The Motorcycle Diares, 5x2, Amelie, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Those Who Love Me Can Take The Train, Bottle Rocket, Sideways, Big Fish, Big Lebowski, The Royal Tenenbaums, The Graduate, Rushmore, Swingers, Eternal Sunshine, The Science of Sleep, Reality Bites, Frailty, Casablanca, The Departed..

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Television:



From a fit of poetryhalo - high - home

Books:

Me Talk Pretty One Day, Odes to Common things, Naked, Sonnets from the Portuguese

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Heroes:

Robert Smith, Fiona Apple, Rumi, Pablo Neruda, Walt Whitman, Emerson, Yeats, E. B. Browning... my mother, brother & more than anyone my father.. my best friend & love of my life.

From favorite things"It's so pitiful when 'goth' is still tagged onto the name The Cure," he said. "We're not categorisable". ..

My Blog

**the way nets cannot hold water...

**the way nets cannot hold water... I wont write the sad lines my hearts accustomed toI'll shove them down & falsify felictyI wont.. I'll let the night wind twists in the sky & singSing me pr...
Posted by Allie B. on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 09:49:00 PST

...letter to jeffrey

jeff: I saw someone walking down the boardwalk as I had brunch with friends in Venice yesterday. I swore it was you & although it was not, I had to say to myself -"that's just his body, it's not h...
Posted by Allie B. on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 02:57:00 PST

***~how to breathe in a fire...

 Each breath was deep - beathing was easywhen you shared space with me. My heart was full until it burstbut it was always yours  before i even realizedto buy or beat...
Posted by Allie B. on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 06:23:00 PST

paper.airplane.dreams.

...In a dream I am wrapped around you - but, I'm pained & I stare up in confusion -caught in webs of discomposure - tangled intricacy. But, still,  even in dreams i know that you're...
Posted by Allie B. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:04:00 PST

*Gestures & Constellations*

- Caught somewhere in the middle of in-betweenLike an autumn leaf   so politely disarmingSetting fire to bridges and the things we said but didn't meanIs a saccharine smile still effectively cha...
Posted by Allie B. on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 10:45:00 PST

**infinity girl**

Infinity Girl I'd hate to be the wrong infinity girl...with new realities & new conditions -both sides, wanting to yield a new use of life... Both sides, losing sight of forever... You're nothing....
Posted by Allie B. on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 06:54:00 PST

*an irregular star

...the condition of such a person, though not inconsistent of her being aware of what passes in the world, is an insurmountable bar to her taking any part in it. To extinguish, therefore, an irregular...
Posted by Allie B. on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 07:34:00 PST

c.o.m.p.o.s.u.r.e.

*Composure* This is no war;  Only the mad belief that the will of God can be attacked and overthrown. I've seemed to meet and make my strange alliances on grounds that have no meaning...I met a ...
Posted by Allie B. on Thu, 17 May 2007 10:46:00 PST

*en bloc*

So many colors, shapes, & sizesSame malady - Same spiritual depravityDistinctive members of the One -Same Eternal Family.& now I see my role...To consolidate the spectrum -Into a single, more ...
Posted by Allie B. on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:19:00 PST

*heavy as empty*

 ..stayed true to the things I knew when I was youngerAnd food and love was all but left to hunger.cause when I stray from my truth as I grow olderToo much leaves an empty hollow hunger.I th...
Posted by Allie B. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:46:00 PST