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misalarious madman

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About Me

"Vell, Zaphod's just this guy, you know?" ~Gag Halfrunt, brain-care specialist,


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Each life is so very different than any other, we have innumerable similarities and innumerable differences; which outweighs the other is a subject for debate. What is clear is that only a small portion of these similarities and differences are known to us. Given this, it is my belief we know little to nothing about who we are and who we are dealing with at any given time. When assessing another being all we have are fragments, the bearers of these fragments have fragmentary knowledge of our being; fragments we may ourselves be unaware of…certainly they have an alien perspective. Yet given all this uncertainty we still move ahead. Trial and error guide us. We operate on a flawed map of reality, often without a clear goal. When we have a goal even if we are consciously trying to move towards it, we succeed or not and base our assumptions about the accuracy of our world map based on these "rewards". However our success or failure may have a cause effect chain we are completely ignorant of. Yet this is how we formulate opinions. Wars are fought over opinions. Decisions are made based on opinions. Friendships are made and lost, lovers taken and abandoned based on these instincts. Science at least admits that at the core all of its beliefs are simply theory. We do not understand the most fundamental things about matter and energy, we can however accurately predict to degree of accuracy how it will behave, to the best of our ability to perceive, under a given set of circumstances. Newtonian physics will build a sky scraper or allow you to fly to the moon, but we know that it is not an accurate model of reality. It's more like a schematic.The sorts of laboratory conditions we are blessed with in physics do not hold so well in the realm of the psyche. Humanity examining humanity and how it relates to humanity and society which is composed of humanity; how is a human undergoing this self examination of species supposed to determine what is meritus? Yet people do beleive in what they beleive. What I'm saying is we walk by our best friends unmet everyday, we shie away from the most perfect lover because we don't see them next to us. This is not to say that we cannot construct a model of belief/thought/behavior which will bring us our desired ends. Psychology is like a physics of the mind. Salesmen and self help gurus and dating advice columnists can construct simple mental mechanisms which will produce predictable results within a statistically significant portion of the population. Still "Science don't know!". I guess it all boils down to means and ends, and what it is you want. I don't know, but I find it horrifying how far we all really are from each other, and how alike, how mechanical, how willing to deceive ourselves to achieve, and by the necessity to achieve. I also think its beautiful the way we call out to each other, that we survive. The same things which make me aware, which fascinate me, terrify me. Still its better than nothing…until its not…then the universe blinks…then light moves on the water…then things are born…there is no stopping. Try not to hurt unless you are hurting, then hurt..there is no stopping…don't stoop over in the rain…smile at the moon…it's the same moon with a thousand thousand eyes cast on it…for a thousand thousand and one there is no less moon…there is one more.

My Interests

Life the universe and everything. Enthiogens. Sex. Girls. Long playing records. School. Architecture, Architects, Construction. Loud music, Quiet music, death metal, drum and bass, ambient, jass, hip hop, noise, comody records(firesign theator). One of my favorate authors is Lord Dunsany, another is H.P. Lovecraft. When i went to paris i viseted 2 graveyards, and the paris catacombs. I like the view from the top of those high mounds of dirt thingys, oh ya mountains. I like bunches of other stuff to, like cartoons, ny new 1975 chinook, and did i mention girls, they/yall provide the impetus and oportunity for dates and gentalmenly type behavior. Spell Check is cool to.

I'd like to meet:

Find me on MySpace and be my friend!nice people.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

Music:

Yes i do. Autechre. Thelonious Monk. The Residents. Snake Finger. GGFH. 242. Front Line. Lamb. Canibal Corps. Two Lone Swordsmen. Primus. Mr. Bungle. Nile. NoMeansNo. Hansom Boy Modelling School. Shotgun Weding Quintet. Craftwork. Cream. Wu Tang. Skatalites. Beasty Boys(im whearing their shirt). Chicks on Speed. Twilight Dub Sound System. more and more and more...

Movies:

THX 1138. A boy and his dog. kung fu hustle. LOTR. Zardos. Tresure of the Siera Madres. M. Max Headroom. Princes Bride. Never Ending Story. Charlets Web. Wisards. Ugetsu.

Television:

Cartoons, Sci-Fi,History, Science. Star Fuking Trek OG

Books:

Philip K. Dick UBIC. Lord Dunsany The Gods of Pegana, with lithographs by Sidny Sime. Enders Game. We. The Holy Terables. Out on Blue Six. A visual dictionary of american architechtural styles.

Heroes:

Manard G. Crebs. J.R. "BOB" Dobbs. Carry Grant. Sasha and Ann Shuligan. My Mom.

My Blog

flash cards

i love them...i will mary them...they are the true and the right...flashcards are the make you know shit tool of the century...I love flashcards...LUUUUUHHHV!!!Tristan.p.s. fukin flascards rule the ro...
Posted by misalarious madman on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 06:09:00 PST

How i spent my college education 1

intro to architecture class first assignment, read on if you like to suffer.  Historicity Effects Perception   In the catalog of buildings I have experienced personally one springs forwar...
Posted by misalarious madman on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 09:48:00 PST

amethyst info hoard

  Birthstone: FebruaryAstro Sign: Aquarius Helps user acheive higher states of awareness by cutting through the illusion of this plane. Promotes healing, inspiration, divine love, and intuition....
Posted by misalarious madman on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:12:00 PST

Deaus Absconditus

  The Catholic church maintains that hell is the absence of god. If this is true surely hell is a hotel room, that rented purgatory people are washed ashore on in the middle of their shipwrecked...
Posted by misalarious madman on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:47:00 PST

Coincidentally damned.

  If evil is ignorance and the highest mind knows less than a dram from the sea of knowledge, then we are all devils, children in the garden of Eden stepping on butterflies unaware. One to anoth...
Posted by misalarious madman on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 06:54:00 PST

Pan/Zen party

I went to bed a dawn the other night. Bad attitude billy threw a great party. There was electronic music being made in the basement, and records to play up stairs. I got to use this midi wind controll...
Posted by misalarious madman on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:33:00 PST

biksickL

rode my bicicle 7-10 miles round portland today. smelled the roses. studied pre calculus. Wrote this poem in my second bar, did 2 sketches.   Symbols drawn in the snow, in the sand; with our very...
Posted by misalarious madman on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:49:00 PST

on my way

down to CA bitchez! see you soon. Buy me beer!   t
Posted by misalarious madman on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 10:27:00 PST

advise

this is also from the old notes   tristan 24, advise to self. The second you feel friendly twards an asshole- watch out! It means they have already fucked you and you dont realise it, or they are...
Posted by misalarious madman on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 11:01:00 PST

old poem

found this in an old notebook while moving   And the wind cried, and the wind cried, and everybody else called it rain, but i knew what it was. It wasent just for me, but it was for me. I will ne...
Posted by misalarious madman on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 10:57:00 PST