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Jen

About Me


About me:
I laugh a lot, and enjoy doing so. I have five thousand different giggles and I mean each and every one.
I love math, computers, science, and technology. I also love art, writing, and music... This has been my biggest inner conflict since day one. Being able to appreciate both sides allows me to gain a balance I would not have otherwise, but often times I feel torn between the two.
I absolutely love quantum physics and have so much more to learn about it all.
If I don't like your opinion I am more likely to walk away then try to feed you mine... unless I already know you well... then I'm known to be very blunt. Almost always tactful, but always blunt.
I always take a while to get comfortable with new people. I listen for a while before I ever invest any of myself.
I get high on positive energy and good conversation.
You can tell when I really like a song because I close my eyes and smile.
I try to use only non-toxic cleaners. I would eat only organic food if I had the money and time for proper cooking. I know that non-organic food tastes better.
I love stupid human tricks. Show me yours and I'll show you mine.
I have an absolutely horrid memory. If you are offended that I don't remember your name until I've met you at least a few times, you can not be my friend.
My hands are always a little shaky. I write like a boy. I have gotten hiccups at least once a day for MY ENTIRE LIFE!
I love food but can't cook. I used to be really good at cooking but I forgot how.
Sometimes I feel annoyed when I get hungry because I'm in the middle of something and don't want to stop. Sometimes I feel the same way about getting tired.
I think that women who wear strong, stinky perfume should be shot!
I am eternally optimistic but always realistic. I am extremely talented at being cynical but I prefer not to live life that way. I would rather laugh with people, not at them.
I always try to see all sides to a story or situation before formulating an opinion. If you have a valid point, I'm not scared to change my opinion.
I don't think I know everything. I don't bother with people that truly think they do. I appreciate confidence though, a lot.
I was told once that my inner animal is a swan.
I have very, very bad hearing. My eardrums never grew. Seriously.
I hate when people talk softly. It's a pet peeve of mine and it makes me think they are insecure. The point of speaking is to let ourselves be heard!
I love words. I really love them when they are put together with other words in just the right way. That actually changes my entire world sometimes.
I am my own therapist. I will never stop working to better myself.
  • hmm...

  • gender roles?

  • receiving joy

  • mind, body and soul

  • What I have learned...

  • infinity, exploding brains, vixens, and circle madness

  • an honest thief

  • Rx prices!

  • Halloween Pictures!

  • "Beware of associating with the devil, even in dreams."

  • ...

  • i apparently overwhelm myself

  • pieces

  • losing control

  • I'm ready.

  • Existential Crisis

  • Save the Internet!

  • livin on the edge!

  • silent but visible screaming

  • like-minded connections...

  • my favorite poem!

  • choices?

  • MEGAtron

  • balance

  • Fun Facts

  • I have

  • overall

  • coincidences

  • magic 8 ball

  • i need coffee

  • my easter

  • ...

  • my morning

  • I guess I'll just know when I know

  • if it's not absolutely amazing...

  • want/want!/want?

  • happy girl

  • Flippy excitement over something unknown... but wait brain, shut up! Unknown is scary!

  • anal

  • Forbidden dreams

  • blood red

  • observations

  • cause and effect?

  • Megatron make out

  • not sure

  • if we don't analyze our actions, we can never better ourselves

  • time to take out the trash

  • first impressions

  • i eat them alive

  • recent news

  • leather gloves are good for gripping

  • my preferred list

  • hahahaha

  • oh god i'm suddenly sleepy

  • ...

  • butt hole

  • open for business

  • sushi for my brain

  • super retardo

  • wimper wimper - help!

  • on and off again attraction

  • Still filled...

  • abuse

  • overtired??

  • fuck this

  • Caught Up In The Joys Of Being Human

  • My Interests

    I joke about how I'm going to live forever and how I'm going to take over the world. I'm really not joking though. "Look, I don't want to wax philosophic, but I will say that if you're alive you've got to flap your arms and legs, you've got to jump around a lot, for life is the very opposite of death, and therefore you must at the very least think noisy and colorfully, or you're not alive."
    -Mel Brooks

    "I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman."
    -Anais Nin


    I'd like to meet:


    "The ones for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars. "
    - Jack Kerouac

    [THE LEAGUE] This is a "national, youth-driven, power-building organization that uses hip-hop and the creative arts to reframe politics." Totally awesome.

    [PostSecret]

    www.thesheepmarket.com

    Music:


    • Joan Jett
    • Joy Division
    • Lamb
    • Long Beach Dub Allstars
    • Lou Rawls
    • Loverless
    • Lynyrd Skynyrd
    • Mac Lethal
    • Madlib
    • Marvin Gaye
    • Massive Attack
    • Maxwell
    • Mel Gibson and the Pants
    • MF Doom
    • Mike Patton
    • Misfits
    • Moby
    • Moody Blues
    • Morcheeba
    • Mos Def
    • Muddy Waters
    • Nikka Costa
    • NIN
    • Otis Redding
    • P.O.S.
    • Pat Benatar
    • Pepper
    • Peter Gabriel
    • Portishead
    • The Postal Service
    • Prodigy
    • Radiohead
    • Rahzel
    • Rancid
    • Ray Charles
    • Ray LaMontagne
    • The Replacements
    • RJD2
    • Sage Francis or here
    • Sam Cooke
    • Say Anything
    • Sex Pistols
    • Sia
    • Stevie Ray Vaughan
    • The Streets
    • Sublime
    • Toad and the Wet Sprocket
    • Toadies
    • Tom Waits
    • Tool
    • The Tragically Hip
    • Tricky
    • Van Morrison
    • Weezer
    • WuTang
    • A Perfect Circle
    • Aesop Rock
    • Al Green
    • Alice in Chains
    • Alkaline Trio
    • Atmosphere
    • Barfly
    • Ben Harper
    • Bill Withers
    • Billie Holiday
    • Billy Idol
    • Bjork
    • Black Crowes
    • Blondie
    • Blues Explosion
    • Bo Diddley
    • Bob Marley
    • Bonnie Raitt
    • Cee-Lo
    • Chris Isaak
    • The Clash
    • Clutch
    • Common
    • Concrete Blonde
    • Covered In Bees
    • Crystal Method
    • D'Angelo
    • Danger Mouse
    • Danzig
    • David Gray
    • Deftones
    • Del
    • Diplo
    • Dispatch
    • DJ Wicked
    • Drive By Truckers
    • Eric Clapton
    • Esthero
    • Etta James
    • The Faint
    • Fatboy Slim
    • Fiona Apple
    • Gnarls Barkley
    • Goodie Mob
    • Gorillaz
    • Guns N Roses
    • Handsome Boy Modeling School
    • Hatebreed
    • Iggy Pop
    • Jimi Hendrix

    Movies:

    • Donnie Darko
    • Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
    • Garden State
    • Harry Potter!
    • House of Flying Daggers
    • I Heart Huckabees
    • JFK
    • Kill Bill
    • The Life Aquatic
    • Lost in Translation
    • Magnolia
    • Mirrormask
    • Old Boy
    • The Professional
    • The Secretary
    • Stigmata
    • What the Bleep Do We Know
    • 2046
    • Almost Famous
    • American History X
    • Big Fish
    • The Big Lebowski
    • Boondock Saints
    • City of God
    • The Corpse Bride
    • Crash

    Television:


    Are you being creative, or are you wasting time?

    Books:



    Dave McKean
    Charles Bukowski
    Neil Gaimon
    Jack Kerouac
    I very rarely read fiction. If I do, it is most likely poetry. I read a lot for what I consider personal research purposes though. I will forever have five million nonfiction, informative, philosophical, and/or spiritual books going on at one time.

    Heroes:



    MY Details

    Status: Single
    Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

    My Blog

    receiving joy

    Today was a good day.  There were four separate occasions where an outcome which heavily affected me was dependant on an outside source; something or someone beyond myself.  The outcome of e...
    Posted by Jen on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:18:00 PST

    mind, body and soul

    hmm...   Every thought and emotion we have produces a biochemical reaction within us.  The body communicates within itself, using neuropeptides as chemical messengers.  With each thoug...
    Posted by Jen on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:38:00 PST

    What I have learned...

    Last weekend I went about my days as I normally do, but with the specific questions in my mind "What have I learned?" and "What good can I take from all this?"  I allowed my mind to explore whate...
    Posted by Jen on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 02:52:00 PST

    an honest thief

    So... a certain someone I know posted a little something I like.  I like it so much, in fact, that I have decided I wanted to share it too!  Besides the fact that I deleted one part bec...
    Posted by Jen on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:15:00 PST

    Rx prices!

    Did you know that, just like every other product a company sells, each pharmacy has its own price for their prescription drugs? I read about this forever ago and knew it to be true, but just...
    Posted by Jen on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:55:00 PST

    ...

    I think it's pretty funny when people send me a friend request, never write a comment or email to me, and yet they then post those stupid bulletins saying "I agree, myspace is getting totally fake and...
    Posted by Jen on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 03:16:00 PST

    pieces

    I wrote a poem once about a man whose love had left him.  Yes, it was a woman, but what kind of love he had for her I do not know.  Whether she was a lover, friend, or family member, and wh...
    Posted by Jen on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 04:35:00 PST

    I'm ready.

    So it's been a month now since I took off and headed out to the West Coast on vacation.  It was absolutely the craziest vacation of my life, which I will probably never ever top, nor would I ever...
    Posted by Jen on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 10:52:00 PST

    Existential Crisis

    I've got a voidI am so hungry to fillwith no immediate fix to be foundas my answer. I can't afford to not take everything on at once.  
    Posted by Jen on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:36:00 PST

    Save the Internet! more political action from little ol' me...

    So I was just reading www.savetheinternet.com... very interesting... here's the basics: Congress is pushing a law that would abandon the Internet's First Amendment -- a principle called Network Neutra...
    Posted by Jen on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 09:35:00 PST