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Rikki

I just don't want to hurt anymore.. It looks so much better on you!!!

About Me

T O M I C H A E L: FOR MY DEARLY DEPARTED COUSIN AND FRIEND: I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO SAY THINGS TO YOU THAT I HAVE WANTED TO SAY. I FEEL AS IF YOU WERE AN AMAZING PERSON AND SOMEONE IN MY LIFE THAT ALWAYS REMINDED ME TO LIVE LIFE FULLY. YOUR SMILE AND YOUR LAUGHTER BLOWS IN THE BREEZES. YOUR KINDNESS, YOUR HUGE HUGS, THAT SPARKLE IN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU WERE UP TO YOUR USUAL MISCHEIF, YOUR DRIVE, YOUR NERVE, STRENGTH, COMPASSION, HUMILITY, AND YOUR MASSIVE HEART...YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME. I KEEP MEMORIES OF YOU CLOSE AND FEEL COMFORT IN KNOWING THAT I WAS ONE OPF THE BLESSED PEOPLE WHO KNEW YOU WELL. I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN. UNTIL THEN, I KNOW YOU ARE STRUMMIN AWAY UP THERE AND SMILING DOWN AT ALL OF US.I AM SORRY. I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU.ALWAYS, CUZ
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My Interests

Music, BEER, music, skating, running, hiking, music, shooting stick (pool), did I mention music
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I'd like to meet:

If given an opportunity, I'd like to meet my mom, Janis, Jimi, Eddie Vedder, Bettie Paige, Kurt Cobain, Ernest Hemingway, Myspace Graphics
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Music:

Love It!!! A Perfect Circle, TOOl, Godsmack, Three Days Grace, Cold, Coal Chamber, Down, Pantera, Sepultura, Fear FactorY, Sublime, Jack Johnson, Ani Difranco, Pink Floyd, Janis Joplin, Hendrix, CCR, Bad Company, Traffic, Tori Amos, The Cranberries, Rage Against The Machine, Audioslave (The good album)
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Movies:

Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Natural Born Killers, Blow, Pulp Fiction,
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Television:

no time 4 tv!

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Books:

Poe!
You are Bettie Page
Girl next door with a wild streak
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Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
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Heroes:

my daughter, my sister, my grandmother, my father, my family.

My Blog

newness

I have entered a new phase in my life. I have started my entire life completely over, it seems. Things are wonderful. Peace. Hmmm, thought I would never have any in my life. I am at a point where ther...
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:47:00 PST

newness

I have entered a new phase in my life. I have started my entire life completely over, it seems. Things are wonderful. Peace. Hmmm, thought I would never have any in my life. I am at a point where ther...
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:05:00 PST

some say...

Another day, another dollar...for me, it's another disappointment. What is it? Why is it? Cosmic bullshit, maybe, but I wish the stars would move an inch or two in either direction and quit pointing m...
Posted by Rikki on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 07:34:00 PST

Bummed...again.

Why is it that the only time I am motivated to write, I am aching inside?  Whoever reads this is gonna think i do nothing but bitch and moan.   Well, let me do it some more...   I hurt....
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:45:00 PST

Not For me.

Things that I cannot accept are things like having things expected of me.  Contimue to read before you accuse me of being an idiot....  I will NOT just have something thrown at me and b...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 06:55:00 PST

well, well, well!!

So recently a bomb fell on my head and I remained in limbo about making any decisions regarding the situation. I suppose you could say that I was paralyzed by fear. I wan reluctant to make any decisio...
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:27:00 PST

My thought of the day

I am at a point where I am fully prepared and aware of what is inside of me... No, I don't mean a cock, either!  What I mean is, I know how I feel, I know what I want, I know to what lengths I am...
Posted by Rikki on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 06:26:00 PST

MANipulation

Ever had a manipulative person around you?   Here's my gig. I have this person in my circle who knows a whole heap about me. I tell him everything. Recently, I was placed on medication that mad...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 07:25:00 PST

GRRRRR

Well, today is kind of odd. I feel so..um..strange. I am utterly confused. Ever get mixed signals from someone? that is what I have gotten from someone lately and it has me in a tailspin! I am not sur...
Posted by Rikki on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 08:47:00 PST

a decent day

today has been a decent day. not alot to bitch about, just the usual mindless boo hoos. my car is falling apart, my job is cool, my boss is cool, my life today is just ordinary. Isn't that strange? th...
Posted by Rikki on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:48:00 PST