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This_Body_Holding_Me

Self-destruction might be the answer...

About Me

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My name is Jacob. I live in Nebraska. Not much else to tell. I study guitar and I write stories for myself and I love communicating with interesting people, and I also battle the forces of darkness, unless said forces I consider to be kinda cool people. so if you think you qualify (in either category) feel free to email me.
I hate Steven Segal, mayonaise, and "people who think they're better than other people." I like Natalie Portman, animals, and space adventure movies.
Next, I will steal from Neil Gaiman: "I own a number of black t-shirts and I am fond of people buying me banana daquiris. "
I guess I want more here, so here're some lyrics I like from a song I don't know what it is.
"On the edge of sleep, I heard voices behind the door. The known and the nameless, familiar and faceless - my Angels and Demons at war. Which one will lose, depends on what I choose. Or maybe, which voice I ignore."
I will also say that I'm a Ninth level Fire Mage. Thank you.
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Spiritualism
Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
40% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.
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Which B-Movie Badass Are You?
Gimme some sugar baby.
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You are the Devil card. The Devil is based on the figure Pan, Lord of the Dance. The earthy physicality of the devil breeds lust. The devil's call to return to primal instincts often creates conflict in a society in which many of these instincts must be kept under control. Challenges posed by our physical bodies can be overcome by strength in the mental, emotional, and spiritual realms. Pan is also a symbol of enjoyment and rules our material creativity. The devil knows physical pleasure and how to manipulate the physical world. Material creativity finds its output in such things as dance, pottery, gardening, and sex. The self-actualized person is able to accept the sensuality and usefulness of the devil's gifts while remaining in control of any darker urges. Image from The Stone Tarot deck. http://hometown.aol.com/newtarotdeck/
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Your Brain's Pattern
Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain? Jacob --
[adjective]:
Insatiable to the point of crazy
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Twitch
People Iced: Six
Car Bombs Planted: Sixteen
Favorite Weapon Potato Gun
Arms Broken: Twenty Nine
Eyes Gouged: Twenty Six
Tongues Cut Off: Seven
Biggest Enemy: The Tooth Puller
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Your Monster Profile
War Vagabond
You Feast On: Power Bars
You Lurk Around In: Olive Gardens
You Especially Like to Torment: Dentists What's Your Monster Name?

adopt your own virtual pet! I adopted a cute lil' dragon fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' death fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! "If we spirits have offended, think but this and all is mended, that you have but slumbered here, while these visions did appear, and this weak and idle theme, no more unyielding than a dream."

My Interests

Music, History, mythology, Sex, Ideas, music, books, sex, movies, eastern philosophy, kung fu movies, sex, comic books, science fiction, good food, sex, biology, Faeries, Demons, Vampires, sex - I like visual art, paintings and sculptures and things, though I've never been that great at making it. Did I mention music? Oh, yeah - sex. Also the nature of consciousness, and mortality.

I'd like to meet:

I'm cool with just about anyone who's interesting (or pays me enough, ha ha).
I don't mind meeting new people and making friends.
Email me if you'd like, shoot the shit, whatever.
Or just add me to your friends list so everyone will think you're cool and stuff.
I'll talk to anyone who likes to discuss interesting things and share their opinion.

Music:

Blues, Metal, Rock. Good music being a matter of taste, here's some more specific examples. TOOL, Black Sabbath, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, Perfect Circle, AC DC, Metallica (older stuff), Megadeth, Led Zepellin, System of a Down, Nine Inch Nails, AFI, Orgy, Chemical Brothers, Tom Waits, Beck, Green Day, Pearl Jam, Stone Temple Pilots, Dire Straits (shutup), Kittie, Tapping the Vein, Children of Tragedy, Corrosion of Conformity, Dead Echoes, Static-X, Social Distortion, Isis, Sepultura, Kidney Thieves, Deftones, Kittie, Nirvana, the Violent Femmes, They Might Be Giants, Skinny Puppy, the Cure, Alice Cooper, Ministry, Garbage, Slayer, Avenged SevenFold, Disturbed, P.J. Harvey, Sarah MacLachlan, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Johnny Cash, T-Bone Walker, Robert Johnson, Albert King, B.B. King, John Lee Hooker, The Monkees, and oh I don't know.... Beethoven.

Movies:

Fight Club, Fist of Legend, Near Dark, Queen of the Damned, Blade , Dark Crystal, any Alien movie, School of Rock, Adam Sandler and Will Ferrel are cool, Mystery Men, Boondock Saints, Kiss of the Dragon, Labyrinth, Evil Dead 2, Army of Darkness, Event Horizon, Amelie, The Crow, Princess Bride, Iron Monkey, Spaceballs, BulletProof Monk, Lost in Translation, Donnie Darko, Bubba Hotep, Constantine, the Life Aquatic, High Fidelity, the Matrix movies, Star Wars (of course), Kinsey, Hackers, SLC Punk, Brazil, Twelve Monkeys, Wizards, the Professional, Jesus Christ Vampire Slayer, Garden State, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Vulgar, Gods and Monsters, Dr. Strangelove, Office Space, Napolean Dynamite, Trainspotting, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Secretary, Kill Bill, Dawn of the Dead, City of Lost Children, No Escape, Spirited Away, Death to Smoochy, Ninja Scroll, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, the Last Supper, Better off Dead, Forbidden Zone, Rushmore, Sin City was the shit, Prince of Darkness - a cheesy to the max horror movie with Alice Cooper playing a bit part. Unleashed, Dario Argento usually wins plenty of points with me. Dawn of the Dead, Vampyros Lesbos, Bubba Hotep, George Romero - of course. I could keep going awhile, but I think this gives you an idea. Dario Argento. My Netflix queue has like 500 movies on it. I wish I was exagerating... Shawn of the Dead, MirrorMask, Silent Hill, Nacho Libre, Clockwork Orange, V for Vendetta. I'll go see pretty much any Natalie Portman movie just on principle.

Television:

The State, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Sealab 2021, Family Guy, Futurama, Buffy the Vampire Slayer (shut up!), Kids in the Hall, Strangers with Candy, Upright Citizens Brigade. Invader Zim. Mr. Show. Sci Fi stuff kind of.

Books:

Hobbit and Lord of the Rings, of course, Fight Club, Invisible Monsters, The High Cost of Living and Time of Your Life, American Gods (he stole my idea, damnit!), Good Omens, Neverwhere, pretty much anything by Neil Gaiman, Ishmael, Interview with the Vampire, Slaughter-House Five, yes I've been known to read a dragonlance novel from time to time, Still Life With WoodPecker, Jitterbug Perfume, lots of stuff about ancient cultures and history. Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency, Long Dark Tea Time of the Soul, Stardust, the Tao of Pooh, Frankenstein, the Neverending Story, Childhood's End - Isaac Asimov. Did I mention Interview with a Vampire? Throw the whole Vampire Chronicles (Anne Rice) on there while you're at it... I am Legend. Right now I am reading StarDust, by Neil Gaiman.

Heroes:

The Dalai Lama, Bruce Lee, Jim Henson, Ozzy Osborn, Superman, Batman... I don't know... Why don't YOU pick a hero, and let's say I said that.

My Blog

I fought a wall, and the wall lost...

I am moving on the 15th.  Woo hoo.  This weekend I punched my head through a wall.  Last night I stayed up really late, alone, drinking coffee, listening to TOOL, and reading a book a...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 01:05:00 PST

News in the life of me

My sister lost her baby.  It was a girl and she was about five months or so along.  She was at the hospital because there was some kind of problems, and the baby was stillborn.  Don't k...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:57:00 PST

In light of the company's new commitment to excellence, you're all fired.

Bored and I haven't done a blog in a long time.  So here it goes. The birthday was good.  Went out to eat with my brother and drank Irish Stout and smoked Kamel Reds all day.  A Stout H...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:13:00 PST

SuicideNote of Malachi Richter(Set self on fire/ Chicago):Jazz Musician/Conscientious American

My actions should be self-explanatory, and since in our self-obsessed culture words seldom match the deed, writing a mission statement would seem questionable. So judge me by my actions. Maybe some wi...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 12:34:00 PST

Stoic Heroism

On a friend's recommendation, given to me, I believe, years ago, which is sometimes how I work - I have read a little Nietchze.  And no, I don't care if I'm spelling it right.    Stoic...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 08:32:00 PST

Astrology crap

July 5, 2006 You have control over most of the elements in your life right now, but a few are still beyond your capacity to deal with. This may be a very frustrating fact, but it's a fact nonetheless....
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 08:38:00 PST

Good grief

Horoscope for Aquarius on 6/9/06   This delay is actually fortuitous. You've been feeling rushed and unprepared, and now this unexpected gift of time gives you the space to relax and grow into th...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:56:00 PST

Old Scratch at the door...

Should I put up new pictures?
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 04:38:00 PST

Hell, yeah

Here's something I found on Darkhorizons.com   The Jim Henson Company will produce a feature film sequel to The Dark Crystal, the 1982 fantasy classic directed by Jim Henson and Frank Oz with con...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 11:50:00 PST

I hated you before it was cool.

I'm reading "the Quotable Sandman"  I love it.  Here's some that I liked. "Things need not have happened to be true.  Tales and Dreams are the shadow-truths that will endure when mere f...
Posted by No_Life_Till_Leather on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:15:00 PST