with a piece of me taken away
i begin to understand
hollow out this machine like chest
with its gears that turn to make me feel
and assembled thoughts that fade away
remove from me
this deception that i called love
+ :The warm smell of chamomile tea before the cup hits my lips. The origional NES Legend of Zelda music. The smell of burning wood in crisp air. Jo.
- :Life. Humanity. Going to bed. Waking up. Lies. Drugs. Dishonor.
About me:
I'm a 4.0 student, I'm nothing like you would expect me to be. I like video games, i like computers, I love to read. I love flowers, walks in the rain, at one point I really liked romance. I adore cute little animals.
I love going out into the country alone and hitting 170+ mph. One of the only things that calms me is betting my life against skill, road conditions, and luck.
If I two wishs, one of them would be for society to be destroyed, and rebuilt in a positive life. For humanity to focus on a common goal, for happiness and care to be the driving factors instead of selfishness and greed. That, would be the day I could step out of my house again and enjoy life instead of waiting to die. I suppose that's a big part of why I like a lot of zombies movies--- the humanity that is born out of the worlds destruction is beautiful.