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Ry

As I Await My Fate, I Stand With My Hand Held Out, In The Shadow Of A Willow, As A Statue For You -

About Me


I love The Trinity.
I love family.
I love (loyal) friends.
I love life too.
I am a romantic.
I am almost always lonely.
I am Irish.
I am spiritual, not religious.
I don't like being led on, romanticly, or in friendship. If you don't care for me, tell me, so I won't find out the hard way.
I write poems and songs. Some of them are really good.
I like video games, pretty much just RPG's (Role Playing Games). I only own a PlayStation 2 right now. I have been playing games since I was 6 years old, and plan on listing all of the ones I have beaten here in my profile sometime soon.
Welcome to Ryan-World :)
Personal Survey (400 Questions)
Basic Information
Full Name: Ryan Christopher Scales.
Gender: Male.
Sexuality: Heterosexual.
Single?: Right now I am (01-01-07).
If Yes, Are You Currently Interested In Somone?: Yes. I'm picky. I'm only interested in intelligent Christian women. It goes a lot deeper than that though.
If so who?: Someone named Adrienne. I don't know her well though. She's cool.
If No, Who Are You Dating?: I'm dating no one.
For How Long?: I haven't been in a relationship for about a month and a half.
Birthdate: September 21, 1986.
Age: I'm 20.
Age You Act: Older than I actually am.
Age You Wish You Were: I'm happy with my age.
Height: 5 '11.5
Weight: 155 - 160 lbs.
Eye Colour: Gray.
Hair Colour: Brown.
Lefty/Righty/Ambidextrous: Righty.
Living Arrangement: I pay my mom rent.
Do You Have Any Siblings?: Yes.
If So What Are Their Names?: Raleigh.
Have Any Pets?: Yes. A dog named Buddy, and a cat named Simba.
What Is Your Job?: I'm not working at the moment. I have an online job I'm starting soon.
Piercings?: My left ear, but it healed over.
Tattoos?: Nope. I designed a cross I'm going to get a tattoo of someday.
Obsessions?: Yes.
If So What Are They?: Jesus Christ.
Addictions?: Yes.
If So What Are They?: God's love.
Do You Speak Another Language?: Yes.
If So What Language?: Gibberish.
Do You Have A Favourite Quote?: Yes.
If So What Quote?: "Spiritually speaking, Jesus is my soul-mate." - Me
Do You Have A Webpage?: Yes. www.myspace.com/ryanscales

About Your Life
Do You Live In The Moment?: Yes. The past is behind me, and tomorrow eventually becomes today.
Do You Consider Yourself Tolerant Of Others?: Yes.
Do You Have Any Secrets?: Yes, I do.
Do You Hate Yourself?: I hate my sinful nature, but otherwise, I love myself.
Do You Hate Your Handwriting?: No.
Do You Have Any Bad Habits?: I can be blunt.
What Is The Compliment You Get Most From People?: Creativity.
If A Movie Was Made About Your Life, What Would It Be Called?: "Alive Poet Society"
What's Your Biggest Fear?: Losing my brother.
Can You Sing?: Not very well, but I like to.
Do You Ever Pretend To Be Someone Else Just To Look Cool?: No.
Are You A Loner?: Sometimes.
What Is Your Number One Priority In Life?: Honor God with how I live my life.
If You Were Another Person, Would You Be Friends With You?: Of course!
Are You A Daredevil?: No.
Is There Anything You Fear Or Hate About Yourself?: I fear misrepresenting Christians.
Are You Passive, Aggressive, Or Both?: I'm protective of those I love.
Do You Have A Journal?: Yes. It's at blog.myspace.com/ryanscales
What Is Your Greatest Strength?: Jesus Christ is my strength.
What Is Your Greatest Weakness?: I don't know...
If You Could Change One Thing About Yourself, What Would It Be?: It's not "could", it's "am", and my life.
Are You Emotionally Strong?: Yes and no.
Is There Anything You Regret Doing In Life?: Dropping out of college.
Is There Anything You Regret Not Doing In Life?: Hanging out with Randy Cook.
Do You Think Life Has Been Good So Far?: Yes, God has been very good to me.
What Is The Most Important Lesson You've Learned From Life?: LIVE!
What Do You Like Most About Your Body?: I don't care.
What Do You Like Most About Your Personality?: It's mine.
Do You Think You Are Good Looking?: People say I am, so I believe it.
Are You Confident?: I try!
What Fictional Character Are You Most Like?: Richard Crick, from Stranger Than Fiction, except for the hearing voices part.
Are You Perceived Wrongly?: I'm sure I am by some people, but that comes with being Christian.

Do You...
Smoke?: No.
Do Drugs?: No.
Read The Newspaper?: Rarely.
Pray?: Daily.
Go To Church?: Yes.
Talk To Strangers Who IM You?: Sure.
Sleep With Stuffed Animals?: My dog sleeps on my bed sometimes.
Take Walks In The Rain?: When it's not too cold out, sometimes.
Talk To People Even Though You Hate Them?: I don't hate anyone.
Drive?: No car.
Like To Drive Fast?: Yes.

Would Or Have You Ever?
Liked Your Voice?: No.
Hurt Yourself?: No.
Been Out Of The Country: I was born in Germany.
Eaten Something That Made Other People Sick?: My brother doesn't like vegetables, does that count?
Been In Love?: Once.
Done Drugs?: I've taken Vicodin for pain before.
Gone Skinny Dipping?: Last night, in the bathtub.
Had A Medical Emergency?: Several.
Had Surgery?: Yes.
Ran Away From Home?: Yes.
Played Strip Poker?: No.
Gotten Beaten Up?: Yes.
Beaten Someone Up?: Self-defense...
Been Picked On?: Yes, until I stood up for myself. After that, no.
Been On Stage?: No. I like going to plays though.
Slep Outdoors?: Camping.
Thought About Suicide?: Yes, but not seriously.
Pulled An All Nighter?: Yes.
If So What Is Your Record?: 111 hours with 5 hours of sleep mixed in. I used to have insomnia.
Gone One Day Without Food?: I fast sometimes.
Talked On The Phone All Night?: No.
Slept Together With The Opposite Sex Without Actually Having Sex?: No, or done it and had sex.
Slept All Day?: Yes.
Killed Someone?: In video games...
Made Out With A Stranger?: No.
Had Sex With A Stranger?: Not even with anyone I know.
Thought You Were Going Crazy?: Yes. lol
Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?: No.
Done Anything With Someone Of The Same Sex?: No!
Been Betrayed?: Yes.
Had A Dream That Came True?: Many of them.
Broken The Law?: Everyone has.
Met A Famous Person?: Bryant McGill.
Killed An Animal By Accident?: Yes, bugs.
On Purpose?: Only bugs.
Told A Secret You Swore You Wouldn't Tell?: No.
Stolen Anything?: As a kid.
Been On TV?: No.
Been On The Radio?: Yes.
Been In A Mosh-Pit?: No.
Had A Nervouse Break Down?: No.
Bungee Jumped?: No.
Sky Dived?: No.
Had A Dream That Kept Coming Back?: Yes.

Beliefs
Believe In Life On Other Planets?: No.
Miracles?: Yes. I'm alive because of at least one.
Astrology?: No.
Magic?: No.
God?: Yes!
Satan?: Yes.
Santa?: No.
Ghosts?: No.
Luck?: No.
Love At First Sight?: No, only attraction.
Yin And Yang?: No.
Witches?: Yes.
Easter Bunny?: No.
Believe It's Possible To Remain Faithful Forever?: Of course.
Believe There's A Pot Of Gold At The End Of The Rainbow?: I'm Irish, but no.
Do You Wish On The Stars?: I pray.

Theolocal Questions
What Religion Are You?: Christian.
Do You Think God Has A Gender?: He's male.
Do You Believe In The Tradtional View Of Heaven And Hell?: Yes.
Do You Believe In Organized Religion?: Yes and no.
Where Do You Think We Go When We Die?: Heaven or hell.

Friends
Do You Have Any Homosexual Friends?: I don't know.
Who Is Your Best Friend?: No one right now.
Who's The Person That Knows The Most About You?: Sharon.
What's The Best Advice That Anyone Has Ever Given You?: Everything in the New Testament.
Your Favourite Inside Joke?: "Mom! Monkeys!!!!! In the backyard!!!! Monkeys!!!!" - Me
Thing You Are Picked On Most About?: I don't get picked on.
Who's Your Longest Known Friend?: Jeremy.
Newest?: Adrienne.
Shyest?: I don't know.
Funniest?: Jordan.
Sweetest?: I don't know.
Closest?: No one. I guess whoever my next girlfriend is.
Weirdest?: Jordan.
Smartest?: Justin.
Ditziest?: Uh...
Friends You Miss Being Close To Most?: Sharon.
Loudest?: Charles.
Most Loyaly?: I don't know.
Most Caring?: I don't know.
Most Considerate?: I don't know.
Most Understanding?: I don't know.
Most Compassionate?: I don't know.
Best Listener?: God.
Gives The Best Advice?: Paul.
Has Helped You The Most?: Sharon.
Has The Best Manners?: I don't know.
Has The Worst Manners?: Raleigh.
Most Obsessive Compulsive?: Mom (lol).
Most Paranoid?: Buddy. He barks at nothing.
Most Friendly?: Simba. He can be annoying.
Most Huggable?: I wouldn't know.
Tallest?: Aige. She's 5 '10!!
Shortest?: Buddy.
Fattest?: Simba.
Palest?: I don't know.
Darkest?: Thomas.
Best Smile?: Adrienne (Aige).
Best Hair?: Adrienne.
Best Eyes?: Adrienne. Her eyes look gray, like mine. Gray is my favorite eye color.
Best Personality?: I don't know.
Most Homophobic?: I don't know.
Most Comfortable With Their Sexuality?: I don't know.
Most Arrogant?: Raleigh.
Has The Least Self Esteem?: I don't know.
Has No Self Confidence?: Sometimes me.
Has Too Much Self Confidence?: Sometimes me, too.
Biggest Jackass?: Raleigh.
Most Loveable?: Who ever my next girlfriend is.
Biggest Clown?: I thought about duct-taping the button on an air horn once, and throwing it on someone's roof. That would be awesome.
Who Do You Talk To Online The Most?: Several people on MySpace.
Who Do You Talk To On The Phone The Most?: I don't use the phone much.
Who Do You Trust The Most?: God.
Who Listens To Your Problems?: God.
Who Do You Fight With The Most?: Raleigh.
Who's The Nicest?: I don't know.
Who's The Most Outgoing?: I don't know.
Who's The Best Singer?: I don't know.
Who's The Best Actor?: Adrienne is an actress, but I haven't seen her act. She's the only actress I know at the moment.
Who's The Best Athlete?: Dan.
Who's The Best Stage Manager?: I don't know.
Who's The Best Techie?: I don't know.
Biggest Teacher's Pet?: I don't know.
Who's On Your Sh*t-List?: No one.
Who's Lost 99% Of The Time?: No one.
Most Likely To Show Up At School With No Pants On?: No one.
Most Likely To Appear On Mad TV?: Jordan.
Most Likey To Fall In Love With A Household Appliance?: I like my mini-fridge, but not romantically :-P
Most Likely To Serve Time In Prison For Indecent Exposure?: Lol...
Most Likely To Die From Tripping On The Pavement?: That's not funny.
Most Likely Win The Nobel Prize?: Bryant McGill.
Most Likely To Run Around In Red And Blue Spandex?: Jordan.
Most Likely To Run Themself Over With A Car?: That's not funny.
Most Likely To Try And Kill Themself And Mess Up?: That's definitely not funny.
Most Likely To Take Over The World?: o_O
Most Likley To Find A Way To Streak On The Moon?: Lol!
Have You Ever Thought About Having Sex With A Friend?: I won't lie - yes. I push those thoughts out of my mind though.
Who's Your Second Family?: All Christians.
Do You Always Feel Understood?: Not always.
Do You Trust Others Easily?: No.
Who's House Were You At Last?: Greg's.
Name The One Person's Arms You Feel Safe In?: Only God and Jesus.
Do Your Friends Know You Very Well?: As much as I let them, yes.
Which Friend Lives The Farthest Away?: A taxi-cab driver in London. He writes poetry, and leaves it in the back seat for others to read. He's pretty cool.
Most Loving Friend?: Jesus Christ.
Friend You Know You Can Run To No Matter What?: Some say they they are, but the reality is, no one, for right now.
Strongest Friend?: God.
Most Emotionally Strong?: I don't know.
Most Insane?: Umm... Me! lol
Seems To Have The Most Problems?: My brother.
Seems To Have The Least Problems?: Buddy.
Most Dramatic?: Mom.
Least Dramatic?: Ted.
Most Selfish?: Raleigh.
Most Selfless?: Adrienne. She donated her hair to Locks of Love 3 years ago, and is going to again soon.
Most Altruistic?: Jesus.
Most Chilvalrous?: Hmmm... Arther
Gentlemen?: Gregory House, M.D.!!! Ha, yeah right... I don't know.
Lady Like?: I don't know.
Best Looking?: Aige.
Hottest?: I prefer the word "beautiful", and I would have to say Adrienne and Lyndsay.
Best Dancer?: Keri likes to dance, so I guess her.
Worst Dancer?: Me.
Has Made You Cry The Most?: No one.
Has Never Made You Cry?: Almost everyone.
Most Valueable Friend?: Jesus.
Friend You'd Be Lost Without?: Jesus.
Friend Who Has The Biggest Affect On Your Life?: When I still knew her, Sharon.
Friend You Wish You Knew More About?: Aige.
Friend Who Has Left The Biggest Impact On You?: Sharon, and a mostly positive one.
Friend Who Has Changed Your Life?: Jesus.
Friend You Wish You'd Never Met?: Sharon, sometimes.
Most Likely To Kill You In Your Sleep?: Uh... no one...
Most Likely To Become A Saint?: Followers of Christ are all saints, according to Paul, in the New Testament.
Most Likely To Run From Coast To Coast?: If I knew him, then Forrest Gump.
Most Likely To Invent A Mobile Lazy Boy?: Some cars have really comfortable seats, so I would have to say it's already been done.
Most Likely To Live In A House Made Completely Out Of Cheese?: Bacteria?
Most Likely To Lead All Lawn Gnomes Into Battle?: The Underpants Gnome who stole Tweak's underwear on South Park.
Friend You'll Still Talk To After Highschool?: Jeremy.
Friend You'd Marry If You Were Single?: I am single, and I don't know anyone well enough to marry them.
Friend You'll Have For The Rest Of Your Life?: Jesus.
Friend Most Likely To Live In Your Basement?: Raleigh.
Friend Most Likely To Die Before Graduation?: That's not funny.
Friend Most Likely To Live To 123?: No one.
Friend Of The Opposite Sex You'd Choose To Repopulate The Earth?: ...

All That Crap...I Mean Love
Do You Consider Love A Mistake?: No.
What Do You Find Romantic?: Holding hands, and poetry.
Turn-On?: Depends on the person.
Turn-Off?: Smoking, cursing, drinking, revealing clothes.
First Kiss?: Yet to have it!
If Someone You Had No Interest In Wanted To Date You How Would You Feel?: It's happened, and I've felt sympathetic.
Do You Prefer Knowing Someone Before You Date Them?: Yes.
Have You Ever Wished It Was More Acceptable For A Girl To Ask Out A Guy?: Yes.
Have You Ever Been Romantically Attracted To Someone Unattractive?: Yes.
Do You Think The Opposite Sex Finds You Good Looking?: According to them, I am.
What Is The Best Thing About The Opposite Sex?: Everything.
What Is The Worst Thing About The Opposite Sex?: Nothing.
What's The Last Present Someone Gave You?: A picture frame and a poem, over 2 years ago...
Are You In Love?: No.
Do You Consider Your Significant Other Hot?: I don't have one.
Who Was Your First Love?: Sharon.
Have You Ever Been Close To Love?: Yes, until I was.
If So, Who Did You Come Close To Falling In Love With?: See above.
Has Anyone Ever Fallen In Love With You?: Friends have said they have, but I never believed them. You have to know me on a personal level to fall in love.
If So Who?: No one.
Who Do You Want To Be In A Relationship With?: If we get to know each other better, and she ends up interested in me, than Adrienne. I don't want to rush.
If You Could Make Any Relationship Possible Who Would It Be With?: Adrienne.
Do You Love Jarad?: The Subway guy? No.
Do You Think He Is Sexy?: No.
Yea That's Right You Better Say Yes To Those Two Questions: No, and no.

Who Was The Last Person...
That Haunted You?: Memories of Randy Cook.
You Wanted To Kill?: No one.
That You Laughed At?: Me.
That Laughed At You?: Me.
That Turned You On?: Aige.
You Went Shopping With?: Mom.
That Broke Your Heart?: Sharon.
To Dissappoint You?: Sharon.
To Ask You Out?: Ninja Jes was my last girlfriend. I asked her out though.
To Make You Cry?: Jesus.
To Brighten Up Your Day?: Aige.
That You Thought About?: Adrienne.
That You Saw A Movie With?: I saw Stranger Than Fiction with a theatre full of strangers a couple months ago.
You Talked To On The Phone?: Mom.
You Talked To Through IM?: Ninja Jes.
You Saw?: Greg.
You Lost?: Sharon. More like she lost me though.
You Had A Relationship With?: Jes.
You Had Sexual Fantasies About?: No one.
You Kissed?: No one.
You Hugged?: I have no idea.
You Made Out With?: No one.
You Sat On?: The cat, on accident.
Sat On You?: Buddy, my dog.
You Cried Over?: Jesus.
You Had A Dream About?: Aige, it wasn't dirty though.
You Had Feelings For?: Aige.
You Loved?: Sharon. It was a mistake.

This Or That
God/Satan: God.
Heaven/Hell: Heaven.
Kill A Friend/Kill Yourself: Myself.
Wild Sex/Make Love: Abstinence, until marriage.
Hug/Kiss: Both.
Marriage/Bachelor(ette): Marriage.
Car/Truck: Either.
Fruits/Vegetables: Both.
Cheese/Gnome: Huh??
Jarad/Jared: Neither.
Rock/Rap: Rock.
Emo/Punk: Punk.
Classical/Instrumental: Both.
Techno/Trance: They're the same, so both.
Alternative/Contemporary Christian: Both.
Blues/R&B: Blues.
Jazz/Hip Hop: Jazz.
Latin Sensation/Japanese Pop: I guess both.
Gothic/Medal: Both.
New Age/Rave: Both.
Spain/Mexico: Both.
China/Japan: Japan.
Korea/Vietnamn: Both.
USA/Iraq: USA.
UK/France: Both.
Republican/Democrat: Which ever is best for the job at the time.
Yin/Yang: Neither.
Good/Evil: Good.
Power/Wisdom: Wisdom.
Light/Dark: Light.
Night/Day: Twilight and dusk.
Winter/Summer: Summer.
Autumn/Spring: Autumn.
Noon/Midnight: Both.
Highschool/College: College.
Life/Death: Life AFTER death.

Right Now
Are You Going Out?: No.
Will It Be With Your Significant Other?: I don't have one.
Or Some Random Person?: I only date people if I know them first.
What Are You Wearing Right Now?: Gray cargo shorts, a white T-shirt, socks, boxers, and my glasses.
Body Part You Are Touching Right Now?: My feet are crossed in my chair.
What Are You Worried About Right Now?: Nothing.
What Book Are You Reading?: "The Bible - 1 Corinthians" and "Harry Potter - The Order of the Phoenix".
What's On Your Mousepad?: It's plain black.
Use 5 Words To Describe How You Are Feeling Right Now: Thirsty, not thirsty since I just took a sip of Mountain Dew, cold, content, at peace, and happy. That's 6... oh well.
Are You Bored?: No.
Are You Tired?: A little.
Are You Talking To Anyone Online?: No.
Are You Talking To Anyone On The Phone?: No.
Are You Lonely Or Content?: You can be both at the same time, which I am.
Are You Listening to Music?: Yes. "Iris", by the Goo Goo Dolls.
Are You Happy Or Sad?: Happy! :)
What Was The Last Thing You Ate?: An oatmeal cookie.
Last Thing You Drank?: Mountain Dew.
What Time Did You Get Up This Morning?: 7 AM something.
What Are Your Plans For The Rest Of The Day?: I was going to have lunch with one of my Church's ministers, but I rescheduled.
What Time Do You Think You'll Go To Bed?: Sometime between 1 AM and 2 AM.
What Are You Going To Do After You're Done With This Survey?: I'm going to post it in my MySpace profile, blog, and in a bulletin.
Do You Need To Go To The Bathroom?: No.
Have You Taken Any Breaks Whilst Doing This Survey?: Yes.
Or Have You Sat Through The Whole Thing Without Getting Up Once?: I got up.
What's Your Favorite Number?: 21.
Favourite Colour?: Gray/mint-green.
Favourite Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: I don't have a favorite one.
Favourite Song?: "Open Wounds" and "My Obsession" by Skillet, "Only Ashes" by Something Corporate, and "Silence" by Blindside.
Favourite Band?: Blink 182.
Favourite Actor And Actress?: Will Farrell, and... Adrienne! :)
Current Mood?: Content, and happy!
Do You Hate Me For Making The Survey This Long?: Not at all!
What Do You Think Of British People?: I think they're evil! No, just kidding. People with British accents make for better actors and actresses, so I think they're cool.
How Long Did It Take You To Finish This Survey?: About 2 hours.
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My Interests


Christianity
Poetry
Most Music
Baseball
RPG's

I'd like to meet:



Music:


Adema
Billy Corgan
Blindside
Blink 182
Box Car Racer
Casting Crowns
Celldweller
Chevelle
Cure
DC Talk
Death Cab for Cutie
David Crowder Band
Evanescence
Everclear
Five Iron Frenzy
Incubus
Interpol
Jeremy Camp
Jimmy Eat World
Korn
Letter Kills
Linkin Park
MewithoutYou
Mudvayne
Muse
MxPx
Papa Roach
Pillar
Project 86
Sanctus Real
Skillet
Slick Shoes
Smashing Pumpkins
Sugarcult
Sum 41
System of a Down
Third Eye Blind
Thousand Foot Krutch
Underoath
Urge
Weezer
Zao

Movies:


The Butterfly Effect
Equlibrium
Old School
Elf
Stranger Than Fiction
A Scanner Darkly
Bench Warmers
The Matrix Trilogy
Animatrix
Dumb and Dumber
Dumb and Dumberer
Rat Race
Bean
Remember the Titans
Underworld 1 & 2
Frailty

Television:


House (my current favorite)
Bones
My Name Is Earl
Scrubs
30 Rock
CSI (all of them I guess)
Seinfeld
King of the Hill
South Park
a lot of Anime
Lost
Gray's Anatomy (sometimes)
Shark
Boston Legal
Cardinals baseball

Books:


"The Holy Bible"
The Harry Potter series (J. K. Rowling)
"Blue Like Jazz" (Miller)
"Searching for God Knows What" (Miller)
"To Own a Dragon" (Miller)
"Through Painted Deserts" (Miller)
"The Giving Tree" (Silverstein)
"Insomnia" (King)
"The Green Mile" (King)
"Red Dragon" (Harris)
"Silence of the Lambs" (Harris)
"Hannibal" (Harris)

Heroes:


Jesus, Randy Cook, Randy James, Mom

My Blog

This is not good...

My mother is impossible to talk to for more than a few minutes. It seems like everything that comes out of my mouth upsets her. She's been that way for a very long time. I've forgotten how many years ...
Posted by Ry on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 03:47:00 PST

While reading and act from Shakespeare, I realized...

Life is great, isn't it? I woke up in a great mood, ready to start the day thankful for the life I've been given, and the time I've been blessed with. Since it's Valentine's Day, I thought I'd write a...
Posted by Ry on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:57:00 PST

This is how I wait on the Lord

NOTE: I prefer this whole post be read, but if you are only reading my blog for poetry - There is a poem at the end! :)     Tomorrow is Valentine's Day! It's looking to be a lonely...
Posted by Ry on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 01:39:00 PST

What do you believe?

Since a kid at seven all I've wanted to do is something with my life worth remembering. I've been waiting hardwired by what seems like a hundred-thousand hours of digging through dreams, mysteries an...
Posted by Ry on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 11:21:00 PST

(310) "Hypnotic With Her Smile" 02/09/07

(310) February 9, 2007 Friday "Hypnotic With Her Smile" by Ryan C. Scales This is a rendezvous on a piece of paper And I can almost believe it is meant to be More than nonsense and tomfoolery I at...
Posted by Ry on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:50:00 PST

Life's meant to be LIVED, not SURVIVED!

I can't be myself and be selfless / the truth is selfishness / pride saying inside what can I gain / the thoughts rushing me / and of course greed tackling / I can't be so I change / daily I go more t...
Posted by Ry on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

My deathbed dreams, my dying wishes / My living nightmares, my life rejected

Hello readers, this is a repost of an old song. It's actually titled "The Fault Is My Own", but I figured putting two lines of some of the lyrics would be more eye-catching.BACKGROUND: This song is ab...
Posted by Ry on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:43:00 PST

Relationships - Finding the Right Girlfriend/Boyfriend

Hello readers. This is a different kind of post for me, in that I'm disabling kudos and comments on it. I'm posting this for myself, but am making it a public blog, because I hope by helping myself, I...
Posted by Ry on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:10:00 PST

400 Questions!!!

Personal Survey (400 Questions)Basic InformationFull Name:     Ryan Christopher Scales.Gender:     Male.Sexuality:     Heterosexual.Single?:   &n...
Posted by Ry on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 12:53:00 PST

Hardcore Christian

(309) January 31, 2007 Wednesday "Hardcore Christian" by Ryan C. Scales I am used up completely, tired, I'm bone-weary But the obligations I've been entrusted are important And the urgency is emerg...
Posted by Ry on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:25:00 PST