Anita

I am writing it again! I am complicated yet silly sometimes, very untidy but organized, logical but contraditory, hard working but somehow can never wake up on time. I believe in God, "try" to be good, but m only human. I guess i am lucky. I am a spoiled child. I smoke, I buzz, I dance, I play, I hate, I enjoy, I like to feel. I try not to be judgemental. I try not to desparate for love. Am emotional when I get into serious relationship. I love animals. I lost 10lbs when Jaffery (my cat) passed away. I hate bull fighting, it makes me cry. I love this planet. I want to safe the world. Don't know what I am talking but only make sense to myself. I like visiting new places, seeing new things and new faces. I born in this material city. I got enough physical things more than I need. I want to experience something real. I have corrouge to try because basically I have nothing to loose. I do what I plan, as quick as possible. I change my mind easily. I experienced extrem laugthers and sorrows, ups and downs like rollercoaster. I survive. Am definately a happy girl. thank you to my family, loving frens and Abo, my BIG golden. I want to enrich my diary so m planning to backpack to see the world. First step, find a partner.