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i love coleen!!!

today i was dirty, want to be pretty, but i know now that i am forever dirt

About Me

my name is michelle. im emo, but i like to be goth some days. a punk rocker turned emo-goth, thats me in a nutshell. i go to topeka high. i cut myself freakuently. i love to vist graveyards for no reason. im prety hyper when i drink coffe. i love death. my philosophy is "same shit different day". im a metal head. ive got a girlfriend, who i apsolutly love her so much that that i would take a bullet in the head for her any day. i like to light insents for no reason at all. my base religion is wiccan, and it runs throw my family. um i love spending time with my bff, cut. i love haveing people who i can talk to about anything. my favorite store in the fuckin world is hottopic! i have sayings that i keep, im thinking of putting them in a blog, but ill need more first.: I wasnt born with enough middle fingers. 13-3-2-21-1-1-8-5 O, DRACONIN DEVIL! OH, LAME SAINT! SO DARK THE CON OF MAN As I fell from the heavens, thy angels did cry. I had fought a war against god,thus then did I die. youve pushed me to far this time I'll open up my eyes i see your demise thew this disquise..... I dont love you.... like i did.. yesterday.. die romantic for me... my soul is on fire and nothing can put out my burnning fealing, i guess ill just have to burn then... (baby join me in death) would you die tonight for love? would you join in love. this life aint worth livin, baby join me in liveing, baby join me in death. thinking is the link! thinking is the link! what am i thinking? what am i thinking? here it comes, here it comes! so close to the flame, burning brightly, wont fade away, leave us lonely. would you die tonight for love?
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The Nine Satanic Statements1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his divine spiritual and intellectual development, has become the most vicious animal of all!8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!from The Satanic Bible, 1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey15 Statements Of The Inner Circle:1. Never deny Lust.2. Respect And Follow Desire.3. Live without regret.4. Relinquish given morality.5. Use fear as a guide to pursued action.6. Strive for continued advancement of mind and body.7. Die rather than fail or submit.8. Reject illusions created by words.9. Live life through action.10. Develop conscious discipline.11. Take full responsibility for your actions.12. Always be aware from signs of the God-aspect.13. Seek all forms of power.14. Renounce all rigid existence.15. Complete all that you begin.Matt Zane, "Transcendental Satanism: Wisdom of The Inner Circle

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My Interests

hanging out with my best freinds, and doing other things..... , listening to metal music, watching tv, and talking to all of my friends MySpace Ticker
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I'd like to meet:

ummmm. my two favoret things in this world are a7x and my best freind cut!!!!! but i do love the rest of these guys too: marilyn manson,hes hot,. gerard way, i would do him,. ville and bam, i saw a him concert awile ago. i like emo, and goth guys, posers will die,. also, I LOVE ALL THE CAST MEMBERS OF JACKASS 2 A7X FOREVER !!!!!!!! A7x stuff!!! Hope thay don’t get pissed that I stole this!

Music:

Avenged Sevenfold ,lamb of god, my chemical romance, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, +44, godhead, HIM, slipknot, korn, ozzy ozborne, marilyn manson, bleed for me, red jumpsuit apparatus, system of a down, hawthorn hights, alice cooper , seether, king diamond, society 1, alice in chains, darkest hour, aiden , atreyu, rush, motly crue, guns and roses, velvet revolver, nothing to gain, all american rejects, panic! at the disco, disturbed ,and many others in that catagory. ive got music videos below. enjoy. afi-love like winter object width="425" height="350" .. mcr-helena .. width="425" height="350" .. a7x-seize the day .. width="425" height="350" .. a7x-bat contry .. width="425" height="350" .. mcr-the ghost of you .. width="425" height="350" .. godhead-trapped in your lies .. width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

,the crow1,2,and 3 ,the corpse bride ,the nightmare before christmas ,nightmare on elm street all of them ,friday the thirteenth again all ,holloween the movies all of them ,the davinci code ,night at the musuem ,that sort of thing

Television:

toonami, heros, my name is erl, mtv, mtv2, vh1, anima chanel. ,family guy ,toonami ,super group ,adult swim ,family jewels ,futurama ,i pity the fool ,dog the bounty hunter ,the simpsons ,etc...

Books:

the davinci code ,inuyasha graphic novils ,inuyasha ani-manga ,naruto ,h. p. love craft ,stephen king ,brothers grim ,etc..

Heroes:

A7X HIM my chemical romance(mcr)

this is my second hero, its the amazing computer guinny pig, du du dundada= the amazing cocoa puff! =]

My Blog

saku

thats right, just ask that pig with meatthat you lose your heart because you spend money to fulfillthat girl laughs at your sorry facethats right, the love underneath the suit even if you dont know th...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 09:47:00 PST

kodoku ni shisu, yueni kodoku.

i have lived in restrict  i want to dissapear more than to forgeti laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand you poeple just live on laughing, saying something good will happen t...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:59:00 PST

KILLING LONELINESS

MEMORIES SHARP AS DAGGERS PIERCE INTO THE FLESH OF TODAY THE CUICIDE OF LOVE TOOK ALL AWAY THAT MATTERS AND BURRIED THE REMAINS IN AN UNMARKED GRAVE IN YOUR HEART WITH THE VENOMOUS KISS YOU GAVE ME I'...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 02:35:00 PST

dead soul

i have been reborn into a dead soul wich lied dormant do to the wounds suffered from past agresers. this tiny minute corner (which seems ocupied)seems so loosid and pain full, that the blackness ...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:32:00 PST

BLACKEN THE CURSED SUN

SIEZE THE DARKEND DAYTHERES ONLY HELL TO PAY.AND NO ONE LEFT TO SEE THIS PRODIGAL RETURN.SWEET APATHY'S BLACK TOLL.YOU'LL MORN THE TRADED SOUL.I'LL DIG A DEEPER HOLE, SANCTITY A BREATH AWAY.JUST A BRE...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:31:00 PST

HIM: funeral of hearts

loves the funeral of hearts and ode for cruelty- when angels cry blood on flowers of evil in bloom- the funeral of hearts and a plea for murcy- when love is a gun separating me from you. she was the s...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 01:29:00 PST

we are all pawns on this chess board of life.....

it has come to my attention that..that say buy day,we as natural humanbeings are nothing more than pawnspawns on this chess board of lifewe march in line,one by one in a collon,(sometimes mulitples)we...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 03:41:00 PST

BLOOD (the extra song on mcr's the black parade)

well thay encourage your complete coopuration send ya roseswhen thay think ya need to smile. i cant controle my self because i dont know how and thay love me for it honestly ill be here for a while. s...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:11:00 PST

im not okay (i promise)

well if you wanted honesty thats all you had tosay.i never wantd to let you downor have you go.its better of this way.for all the dirty looks. the photographs your boyfriend took. remember when you br...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 02:32:00 PST

life is fucked up!

you thought you knew me, you though i had it all! well i got news for ya sonny im not that type of person at all! i am so all american ill sell you suicide, i am so talitarian ive got abortions in my ...
Posted by i love coleen!!! on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 02:01:00 PST