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Hudak

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About Me

"Introduction/I Am the Poet"

I am the poet!I will exhaust you, pulling you blind with sun in your eye as I hold your sweaty hand, careful not to let you slip but making sure your grip is never complacent.I am the poet, he who speaks to generations, words on paper to be treated as guns in the hands of children.I am the poet!Broken universes collide at the tip of my pen in scribbled lines, men fighting for the power of the apocalypse laureate.I am the poet, the word criminal and purveyor of that black on white crime of ink on paper, a crime committed to memory and rehearsed at every opportunity, a hate crime against the barren mind.I am the poet!My mind cums on napkins and notebooks, legal pads and scraps of paper, sticky thoughts illuminated under black lights on black nights alone in a bedroom.I am the poet and words flow under the door like a light through cracks and depths to make scurry unnamed species seldom seen.I am the poet, dear reader. I speak to your children's children's children, read by them in volumes quoted as the words of the ancients of different eras, different times and time again.


"He wanted to write, but something held him back..."
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My Interests

Writing, Music, Movies, Reading, Photography, Travelling, Baseball, Soccer, Poker, Beer.

I'd like to meet:

Maynard Keenan. David Lynch. Trent Reznor. Anyone famous. Anyone who gets it. People with talent--no matter what the talent is. People who have the capacity to create.

Music:

Alice in Chains, Amen, American Head Charge, Tori Amos, The Anniversary, A Perfect Circle, Fiona Apple, At the Drive-In, Battles, The Beatles, Beck, Bjork, Black Sabbath, Blind Melon, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, David Bowie, Jeff Buckley, Busta Rhymes, Coal Chamber, Dave Matthews Band, Deftones, The Distillers, Dog Fashion Disco, The Doors, The Dresden Dolls, Eyehategod, Faith No More, (hed)p.e., Insane Clown Posse, Milla Jovovich, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Lake Trout, Lamb of God, Led Zeppelin, Lollipop Lust Kill, Marilyn Manson, The Mars Volta, Mastodon, Meshuggah, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Miracle of You, Mos Def, Mr. Bungle, Mudvayne, Muse, Mushroomhead, Nine Inch Nails, Norma Jean, Of Montreal, Oysterhead, Mike Patton, Pharoahe Monch, Portishead, Puscifer, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Rodrigo y Gabriela, She Wants Revenge, Sigur Ros, Slipknot, Strike Him Centurion, System of a Down, Talib Kweli, Team Sleep, Tech N9ne, Tenacious D, Tomahawk, TOOL, Twista, VAST, Velvet Revolver, Rufus Wainwright, White Zombie, Wicked Wisdom, Saul Williams, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Rob Zombie

Movies:

Anything by David Lynch, Takashi Miike, Quentin Tarantino, Kevin Smith; 21 Grams, Amélie, Anchorman, American History X, Audition, Big Fish, Closer, Count of Monte Cristo, Cube, The Departed, Dogville, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Evil Dead, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, The Godfather I & II, Halloween, Hero, House of Flying Daggers, Ichi the Killer, Last of the Mohicans, Memento, Musa, Mystic River, Oldboy, Pan's Labyrinth, Pi, Requiem for a Dream, The Royal Tenanbaums, Rules of Attraction, Se7en, Shaun of the Dead, The Science of Sleep, SLC Punk, Sympathy for Mr. Vengence, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Tombstone, Zoolander; Tadanobu Asano, Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt, Christopher Walken, Naomi Watts, Jennifer Connelly, Rose McGowan, Ziyi Zhang, B-horror

Television:

The F Word, Jackass, The OC, The Office, Project Runway, Rocko's Modern Life, Scrubs, Seinfeld, The Shield, Spongebob Squarepants, Stella, Viva La Bam, West Wing

Books:

Mark Z. Danielewski, John Fowles, Jerzy Kosinski, Jeffrey Eugenides, A Clockwork Orange, Being There, The Book of Daniel, The Collector, Dark Tower Series, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The French Lieutenant's Woman, Glamorama, House of Leaves, I Am Legend, Lolita, The Magus, Middlesex, On a winter's night a traveller, Only Revolutions, The Painted Bird, Steps, The Virgin Suicides, Wild at Heart

Heroes:

Maynard Keenan, John Fowles, Barry Gamble, Dr. David Lipani, Chad Luibl

My Blog

MSNBC, Don Imus, hypocrisy and lack of integrity.

I was listening to Opie and Anthony today and they were making excellent points all day long about MSNBC's coverage and treatment of the video footage they received from Cho Seung-Hui.  There are...
Posted by Hudak on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 01:42:00 PST

Internet Message Board Drama and My Life.

Sounds pathetic, right?  Not many people realize how in-depth the relationships forged over an internet message board can be.  Over the last two-plus years I was gradually sucked into two of...
Posted by Hudak on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 10:51:00 PST

Untitled 2

Untitled 2This race I run is not for me,though stubbornly continued on.I grew tired of running behind you long ago,my smoker's lungs throwing me downand my pale heart driving me on.So much easier to w...
Posted by Hudak on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 11:10:00 PST

Promise

Promise.   1. This smooth park bench, wood worn through years of service is now an afternoon home, now mine through an unspoken agreement with squirrels and pigeons the quiet keepers of a natura...
Posted by Hudak on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 08:48:00 PST

The Last CigaretteA Conversation

The Last CigaretteA Conversation   You are the last, I tell this cigarette, so I obviously love you more than any of the others. A lie, I know, but the cigarette believes and glows happily. Wher...
Posted by Hudak on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:57:00 PST

Dream Over

Dream Over   Candles sitting sentinel over quiet lives, lighting just enough to let us know the other is still there.  A quick flicker and you ask, "Why ponder life? Why give it the satisfa...
Posted by Hudak on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 09:09:00 PST

Dance

Dance The dreams I see script two of usas I take your handand offer a dance through the cool spring breeze.The treetops bow to us,boughs giving permissionand offering to reach our misgivingsto an unkn...
Posted by Hudak on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:02:00 PST

Over Madness and Ecstasy

Over Madness and EcstasyA smile so brightI can only think in clichésabout how I want to cleanse myself in your soul so clearand use your name toform words that haven't yet been thought.I want to rhyme...
Posted by Hudak on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 11:25:00 PST

Latest Song Stuck in My Head

Walls of Jericho - Fixing Broken HeartsYou can't imagine how much this fucking hurts. How torn apart my mind has become. I need to spare myself, from these endless tears. I no longer want to look into...
Posted by Hudak on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 08:21:00 PST

Fading Roses, This Garden's Over

Fading Roses, This Garden's OverFading roses,this garden's over;wilted downand left for dead.Another seasonrolled among us,another flowerlost in bed.Alluded colorsmuted by falling leaves;fooled againa...
Posted by Hudak on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 08:10:00 PST