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Jaxob

The Sun is an Hell of an O

About Me

I am called many things, but seek to be called no-thing. I will be no-thing once again. All is no-thing. And no-thing is LUSD.

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You scored as Alice. You're a dreamer with a vivid imagination and the curiosity of a cat (perhaps YOUR cat?). You enjoy nonsense, and prefer it to the real world.

Alice


75%

Cheshire Cat


69%

Tweedle Dee & Dum


63%

The Mad Hatter


56%

White Rabbit


44%

Caterpillar


44%

Queen of Hearts


19%
Which Alice in Wonderland Character are YOU?
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You will swallow some tacks. You are a little weird, maybe not so much in a good way. Buy a yellow tie and wear it on your head.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jason Salvation
Birthday: Born again daily (not in that way you closet christian!)
Birthplace: In the NOW
Current Location: Seattle
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: R
Your Heritage: Inbred
The Shoes You Wore Today: Mercurial slippers
Your Weakness: Distractions from consciousness
Your Fears: The Wonderment
Your Perfect Pizza: Face shavings.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Indefinite "no mind" state of consciousness
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Get knotted.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Am I?
Your Best Physical Feature: My fist
Your Bedtime: No time
Your Most Missed Memory: None. To hell with memory.
Pepsi or Coke: Piss
MacDonalds or Burger King: Dicks
Single or Group Dates: Only one
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Guarana
Chocolate or Vanilla: Mollasses
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: Is it smokable
Do you Swear: Right cunt
Do you Sing: Scream
Do you Shower Daily: Golden, rainbow
Have you Been in Love: In it
Do you want to go to College: Been there
Do you want to get Married: ?
Do you belive in yourself: Of course not
Do you get Motion Sickness: Of course
Do you think you are Attractive: Like a magnet
Are you a Health Freak: Slow death
Do you get along with your Parents: The dead one
Do you like Thunderstorms: When I'm in 'em
Do you play an Instrument: The skin flute
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Through my nose once
In the past month have you Smoked: Ditto
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Comin' off
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Who dates?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: For dirt
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Off the boat
In the past month have you been on Stage: In a lineup
In the past month have you been Dumped: Felt like it
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: By myself
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Your souls
Ever been Drunk: WTF
Ever been called a Tease: Only before I'm in some guts
Ever been Beaten up: By my Brothers
Ever Shoplifted: Pounds
How do you want to Die: Like Cleopatra
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: It
What country would you most like to Visit: Morrocco
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My Interests

LUSD Nothing else interests me...especially you.

I'd like to meet:

My anima...once again, for a revisit to all those previous encounters in which she manifested as a variety of incarnations (and masturbatory phantasmago-go girls) which systematically teased my labido and tricked my subconscious into sabotaging every meaningful relationship or promise thereof, thus initiating the LUSD. Thnx Ms. A. ............................................................ .....("Laughter, laughter!" [THE READER {and i always} HEARS AN INCESSANT CACOPHONY OF FEMENINE JILES AND WILES]Extended Network Banner made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse || 10%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Your Birthdate: December 10
Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||| 38%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 66%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 66%
Borderline |||||||||| 34%
Histrionic |||| 18%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||| 62%
Avoidant |||||| 26%
Dependent |||||| 26%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 38% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
"Goodbye. I am leaving because I am bored." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Music:

Currently enjoying the work of: Ulver. There is nothing outside.Some others (in no particular order: Boyd Rice (NON), Anton LaVey, Today is the Day, Psychic TV, Bauhaus, Christian Death, Marilyn Manson, Skinny Puppy, Frontline Assembly, Cevin Key, Merzbow, Dino Filepe, Richard Devine, Roto Visage, Wolfeyes, Nurse with Wound, Painkiller, Naked City, OGHR, Dave Oglivie, :WUMPSCUT:, Haujobb, Velvet Acid Christ, Hoccico, Dismantled, Bjork, Ministry, Revolting Cocks,, Pigface, Das Ich, Electric Hellfire Club, Autechre, Otto von Schirach, Richard D. James (in all his incarnations), Luke Vibert (PLUG, WagonChrist), Square Pusher, Mindless Self Indulgence, Burzum, 1349, Zyklon, Despised Icon,Behemoth, Mayhem, DarkThrone, Emperor, Dark Funeral, Lord Belial, Tiamat, Anathema, Paradise Lost, Rotting Christ, Twilight, Immortal, Mortiis, Cradle of Filth, My Dying Bride, TOOL, Morbid Angel, Soilent Green, Meshuggah, !2 Rounds, Portishead, Nirvana, Sonic Youth, Alice in Chains, Eminem, Benefit, Dizzee Rascal, Brotha Lynch, Vivaldi, Chopin, Debussy, Beethoven, Mussorgsky ................................................ Ad Infinitum.The musick of the current interaction of thought-forms--(though, ultimately, this is to be supressed) The musick of drugs drumming, drilling deep. (this too, supress it) The musick of sleep deprivated audio hallucinations. The musick of the astral realisation begot by the lucid dreamer. The musick of grey skies raining. The musick of virgins pain(t)ing. The mu-sick of becoming sick. The musick of going deaf.........

Movies:

Directors: Cronenberg (Naked Lunch, Crash, Spider), Lynch (Twin Peaks, Lost Highway, Blue Velvet), Jean Cocteau (Orpheus Trilogy), Juno and Caro (Delicatessen, City of the Lost Children, Amelie'), Kubrick (Dr. Strangelove, A Clockwork Orange), Polanski (The Immigrant, Rosemaries Baby), Tim Burton (A Nightmare..., CorpseBride), Chris Cunningham (aphex twin vids [rubber johnny!]), Helmut Herbst (Germany Dada), Brothers Quay, Gus van Zandt (drugstore cowboy, .... more later. Movies: 'Natural Born Killers', A Scanner Darkly, American Astronaut,Brothers Quay, The Heart is Above All Decietful, Saw II, Maybe Logic (Robert Anton Wilson), Henry and June, Naked, Caligula, Titus (Andronicus), DemonHunter, Lycantropen, Triumph of the WILL ( but only with sunglasses on), Waking Life, Fear and Loathing..., Donnie Darko (D.C.), Batman Begins, King Kong...etc. Actors: We are the actors

Television:

If I do watch it ( I don't have cable) it's usually Adult Swim (Harvey Birdman), MTV2 (wondershowzen) some comedy or movie channels. Maybe.

Books:

Currently reading: Stillnes Speaks: Eckhart Tolle; Collected Works: Jung; Qaballa of the Golden Dawn: Zalewski; Secret Teachings of All Ages: Hall; Confessions: Crowley; Prime Chaos: Hine; Complete Works: Lewis Carroll; Planet r-101 Here To Go: Gysin; The Adding Machine: Burroughs; The I Ching: Lao Tzu; City Magick, Giant Book of Illusions, Cocteau: Opium, Lots of Vice Magazine (back issues + currents)

Heroes:

Vllians: Crowley, Spare, Bardon, Tolle, Carroll, Hine, Burroughs, Gysin, Jesse Bernstien, Bukowski Genisis P. Orridge, Robert Anton Wilson, Otto von Schirach, Varg Vickerness, Mike Patton, Richard D. James, Marilyn Manson, Garm (ulver),Little JimmyUrine, My Holy Guardian Angel, K.

My Blog

Family

The question was always, who. Where? The answer, eternally, YOU, here. NOW. Whether from the red blood of my heart, or by the white blood of my soul (as Cocteau expression ascertains): I bleed and hav...
Posted by Jaxob on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:09:00 PST

What's ne(o)w [not to be confused with meow] Still.

What's ne(o)w:Currently getting back on track from a 9 month hiatus due to drugs and drudging and digging for the demi-urge-- This involves the re-instatement of a personal regimen including, ritual m...
Posted by Jaxob on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 11:20:00 PST

Worm words undergoing transmutation into computer scribbles

Herein contains a portion of my words written. This may well become 'thee' poetry folder, yet may just as well prove incompetant in the folder field. 13.   "listener" Who am I talking to?Is it ju...
Posted by Jaxob on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 07:52:00 PST

A Self Fulfilling Prophecy

   Elusive signals (to which my awareness apparently is no longer censored), capture my attention with riddles conveyed by clandestine occult symbols I observe through profound abstractions-...
Posted by Jaxob on Thu, 25 May 2006 02:19:00 PST