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Rachel

From this eternal battle, and all of this hassle, what have I learned?

About Me


In between the lines
We replace somebody
How often do I find
Revolution in me
Watch the space that's left by those who're gone
The names of men
Written for only the desperate to find
Better yet again, gather what we know and start to show
These many miles of woe, so
In between the lines
We replace somebody
How often do I find
Revolution in me
A mean design
This mind and body
When the two collide
Revolution in me
I'm tired of all these bad signs
And now there's no time to wait
For people to change their minds
Cause from now on
Their burden is mine
Without their screaming
When they say they're leaving
Now is only to remind, remind.
Revolution In Me - Siobhan Donaghy

I'll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I'll dress like your niece
And wash your swollen feet
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I'm not living
I'm just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kitten smile
Just don't leave
Don't leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave......don't leave
Don't leave......don't leave
True Love Waits - Radiohead

My Interests

Music:

Tori Amos
Jewel
Fiona Apple
Tool
A Perfect Circle
Jeff Buckley
Heather Nova
PJ Harvey
Deftones
Bjork
Skunk Anansie/Skin
Radiohead
Cardigans
Paramore
Kate Bush
At The Drive-In
Mars Volta
Hot Chip
Beth Orton
Thea Gilmore
Sia Furler
Yeah Yeah Yeah's
Haley Bonar
Alishas Attic
Cyndi Lauper
Lene Marlin
Kristin Hersh
Juliana Hatfield
Some Girls
Lemonheads
Evan Dando
Suzanna Vega
Aimee Mann
Paula Cole
Alanis Morissette
Sheryl Crow
Cranberries
Garbage
Elaine Palmer
Rufus Wainwright
Martha Wainwright
You Say Party! We Say Die!
Jim Noir
Tracy Chapman
Maria Solheim
Regina Spektor
Queen Adreena
Lacuna Coil
Nine Inch Nails
Snake River Conspiracy
The Distillers
Walls Of Jericho
My Ruin
Tura Satana
Jimmy Eat World
HORSE The Band
Misfits
Faith No More
Alice In Chains
Jerry Cantrell
Audioslave
Chris Cornell
Soundgarden
Smashing Pumpkins
Zwan
Kidney Thieves
Placebo
Kittie
Mudvayne
American Head Charge
Fear Factory
Incubus
Taproot
Mansun
Hot Hot Heat
Glitterati
Lisa Loeb
Poe
Amy Winehouse
Finch
Funeral For A Friend
Thursday
Senses Fail
Coheed And Cambria
Brand New
Blink 182
Boxcar Racer
Lostprophets
Silverchair
The Connells
Dashboard Confessional
Mineral
The Ataris
Scarling
Jack Off Jill
Tapping The Vein
Killswitch Engage
Caliban
In Flames
White Zombie/Rob Zombie
Ill Nino
Dry Kill Logic
Godsmack
36 Crazyfists
Coal Chamber
All-American Rejects
Hell Is For Heroes
Cooper Temple Clause
Vex Red
Hundred Reasons
Flogging Molly
Dropkick Murphys
Pogues
Alkaline Trio
Bad Religion
Ramones
No Doubt
Chantal Kreviazuk
Liz Phair
Charlotte Martin
Carina Round
Avril Lavigne
Siobhan Donaghy
Gemma Hayes
Butterfly Boucher
Nerina Pallot
Imogen Heap
Frou Frou
Katy Rose
Shelby Starner
Joni Mitchell
KT Tunstall
Laura Veirs
Nick Drake
Counting Crows
Mazzy Star
The Sundays
All About Eve
Sandy Denny
Raveonettes
Modest Mouse
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
The Boy Least Likely To
Giant Drag
Pixies
Massive Attack
Sneaker Pimps
Portishead
Air
Venus Hum
Boards Of Canada
Sigur Ros
The Crystal Method
Lamb
Lou Rhodes
Everything But The Girl
Avalanches
Daft Punk
Jose Gonzalez
Hooverphonic
Thievery Corporation
VAST
Hole
Auf Der Maur
L7
Lunachicks
Bikini Kill
Babes In Toyland
Bratmobile
Zombina And The Skeletones
Horrorpops
The Donnas
Dresden Dolls
Defenestration
Filter
Sunna
The Cure
Bush
Institute
The Smiths/Morrissey
The Fall Of Boss Koala
Howie Day
Tom McRae
Easyworld/David Ford
Catherine Wheel
Prodigy
Pendulum
Underworld
Chemical Brothers
Orbital

...multi-layered....multi-textured....haunting.....tortured. ...banshee-wailing vocals .....fractured...stuttering......staggered....downtempo.. beats ....soaring.....ethereal....strings....and...nigglingly...re petetively...addictive....looped....synths.....simple.....or ganic.....acoustic...guitar..... melodies .....dirty.....fluid..... basslines ...crackling....vinyl.....lo-fi.....crushing.....metal.....r ing.....industrial.....euphoric....dance....to. be. continued....

Movies:

Natural Born Killers, American History X, Kalifornia, True Romance, City Of God, Secretary, Dancer In The Dark, Requiem For A Dream, Amores Perros, Happiness, A Beautiful Mind, Donnie Darko, Vanilla Sky, The Silence Of The Lambs, Thirteen, Gia, Seven, Drugstore Cowboy, Carrie, Thelma And Louise, Girl, Interrupted, Boys Don't Cry, Stand By Me, Magnolia, Bringing Out The Dead, Pump Up The Volume, Heathers, Reality Bites, Airheads - favourite genres tend to be pretty much any cult/world cinema, 80's "coming-of-age"/slacker/stoner movie or anything dark, psychological and with a strong emphasis on what makes the character/s tick.

Books:

I struggle to get involved with books because I have a terribly short attention span and I find that generally, the act of reading doesn't engage enough of my senses to keep me interested for the extended periods of time required to endure and finish a novel. However, I did enjoy Elizabeth Wurtzels "Prozac Nation" for the simple fact that for what is essentially a few hundred leaves of paper bound together, upon reading, actually left me feeling a confliction of frustration, empathy, curiosity and apathy for the author. A result on her part, I feel! Her follow-up book "More, Now, Again" is even better - I highly recommend it to any serial procrastinators/addicts/obsessors who think they know everything there is to know about themselves. This book will prove you very wrong. I've been halfway through "Lucky: A Memoir" by Alice Sebold for about 18 months now and will eventually finish it some day. I recently concluded Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar and although I felt quite detatched from the narrator, (a purposeful intention, I'm sure...) I enjoyed the crudely vivid imagery aroused by her descriptions (although it grated at first...) One of my favourite books from recent times is Arthur Golden's Memoirs Of A Geisha. My poor attention span and terrible neurosis meant I got off to a slow start with it but once I got stuck in I was captivated and enchanted by the beautiful narrative. So delicate and graceful, yet incredibly potent. Much like a Geisha, I suppose. Chuck Palahniuk's Invisible Monsters (very addictive with an edgy, unique, fresh narrative and some cracking plot twists) was superb. Last book I read was a beautifully thoughtful, respectful and detailed Nick Drake biography which has really got me listening to his music again, as well as getting me into some of the other artists that are name-checked in the book. Current summer reading: Henry Rollins - Black Coffee Blues

Heroes:

Escape artists. And indeed all of the "ones that got away", even in light of advances in DNA technology!