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Miss Satori

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About Me

I am a lot of fun... when I'm not believing the voices in my head telling me to kill, kill, kill...
I am a smart, honest and kind-hearted woman, availing myself of the Infinite Power of the Universe every day - which is good because I've got little power on my own, and it often seems I'm trapped in the past or future or both at once, which makes me want to die, die, die... But access to All Power allows me to live this glorious life in the Eternal Now... Thank Goodness!
I am actually descended from the Scottish and English thrones, and .... uuhhm... yeah, I know, so who isn't.
In the spirit of full disclosure and seeking to bond with those who relate to me, I'll admit that I'm naturally restless, irritable, and discontented, as well as intrinsically self-conscious - unless I'm drunk, which hasn't happened in almost 14 years (4/14/94), OR unless my consciousness is completely amended, which happened today and every day for more than eight years straight now, due to the formula for living I've been given, a manner of living which allows a vital spiritual experience at any time that never fails to provide relief and for which I'm ever grateful.
I strive for more free and honest AND harmonious communication everywhere with everyone - but it's my biggest challenge so I work at clearing away what's blocking it in me...
I've found that real connection, relatedness, and chemistry with others are gifts which I cannot produce, so I relish, honor and treasure them when they occur... And, I've found that they occur more and more; the more free I get from the wreckage of the past, the more open I become, and more able to avail myself of unity...
I also love to keep my self entertained and have a good laugh at myself (and at others... ok, WITH others... at everything)..........................................
Your Mind is 78% Cluttered
Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need.
Try writing down your worst problems and fears. How Cluttered is Your Mind?
You Are 76% Abnormal
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is very likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?
You are Wonder Woman Wonder Woman 100% Supergirl 95% Green Lantern 75% Spider-Man 70% Batman 70% Superman 60% Robin 60% The Flash 60% Hulk 55% Iron Man 55% Catwoman 45% You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

My Interests

Emptying my consciousness onto the page...

Transcendental Meditation...

Good Times...

Time Together...

My cat...
Movies, film, cinema, flicks, talkies... Rock 'n' Roll, funk, new wave, deep house, blues... Anything involving publishing, layout design, and editing... Writing poetry, memoirs, short stories, and screenplays... Being in the Zone (dancing)... Comedy clubs... Concerts, live bands... Plays, musicals, poetry readings... Museums and galleries... Amusement Parks of all kinds... Watching inane TV shows, great TV shows... Reading sarcastic recaps of inane TV shows on the internet... Quantum physics... cosmology... Camping, hiking, swimming, canoeing... The ocean, beaches, lakes, hot tubs... Good whole food... Food Forum silliness... Fashion, shopping... Games, toys... Outdoors, indoors... Oneness, dichotomy... Freedom... Knowledge, Power... Goodness.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is awake...

No, really, really awake, aware, and alive. Anyone who has begun to break free of the death-bearing, delusion-driven existence that much of the world has become comfortably numb perpetuating...

It's my greatest joy to reflect and share a little bit of the awake-ness I experience with whoever relates to it......... Any of my sisters and brothers who are trudging the Road of Happy Destiny!

I'd also love to have tea with the following lesbian:

Music:

An alphabetical sampling: Audioslave, Beatles, David Bowie, Coldplay, Cheryl Crow, The Donnas, The Doors, Gnarls Barkley, Incubus, Jet, Led Zeppelin, Maroon 5, Alanis Morissette, No Doubt, Pink Floyd, early Bonnie Raitt, The Ramones, Rolling Stones, The Sounds, Squeeze, System of a Down, Theo and the Skyscrapers, KT Tunstall, Stevie Ray Vaughn, The White Stripes, Stevie Wonder, Yeah Yeah Yeahs... etc.

Movies:

"I... had an experience... I can't prove it, I can't even explain it, but everything that I know as a human being, everything that I am tells me that it was real! I was given something wonderful, something that changed me forever... A vision of the universe, that tells us, undeniably, how tiny, and insignificant and how... rare, and precious we all are! A vision that tells us that we belong to something that is greater then ourselves, that we are not, that none of us are alone! I wish... I... could share that... I wish, that everybody, if only for one... moment, could feel... that awe, and humility, and hope. But... That continues to be my wish."
~ Dr. Ellie Arroway, Contact No Country for Old Men American Gangster Dan in Real Life The Departed Stranger Than Fiction Little Miss Sunshine Inside Man Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan What the #$*! Do We (K)now!? The Aviator Kill Bill Vol. 2 Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Closer Old School Lost in Translation Kill Bill Vol. 1 The Bourne Identity Secretary Minority Report Chicago Austin Powers: Goldmember Waking Life Memento Almost Famous The Matrix Fight Club Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me American Psycho American Beauty Contact Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery To Die For The Usual Suspects 12 Monkeys The Professional Natural Born Killers Forrest Gump Thelma and Louise Joe Vs. the Volcano
Goodfellas (^^^ that's my mom) Sex, Lies and Videotape Dead Poet's Society Working Girl Overboard 9 1/2 Weeks The Breakfast Club Brazil Risky Business Blade Runner The Shining Private Benjamin Star Wars Rocky Horror Picture Show Roman Polanski’s Macbeth Harold and Maude Double Indemnity Many More!

Television:

Television was invented and mass-produced by those in power, using Freud's ideas to manipulate and control the consciousness of American consumers, masking its true purpose as a vehicle for behavioral control to appear instead to be a must-have form of entertainment. The underlying idea in all broadcasting since TV's beginning is to pit us against one another - to train us to believe we must have the latest and "best" this or that to keep up or else we're no good - that we NEED what we formerly simply desired (or didn't). Our modern world has become a monstrously mutated consuming beast hopelessly driven by these lies...
But as long as we know that... Don't fuck with my shows!
LOST... CSI Everywhere Grey's Anatomy House Medium Heroes Six Degrees The Starter Wife Bionic Woman Journeyman Saving Grace Chuck The Office (both versions) How I Met Your Mother The New Adventures of Old Christine Samantha Who? Family Guy Will and Grace The Soup Best Week Ever Last Comic Standing Project Runway America's Next Top Model Beauty and the Geek So You Think You Can Dance Top Chef Hell's Kitchen Rob & Big The Real World (and its spawn) American Idol The Apprentice My Life on the D-List

Books:

Big Book, Bless Me Ultima, Paradise Lost, Beowulf, Anything by: Ginsberg, Plath, Whitman, more poets than I can list, Shakespeare, Moliere, Chaucer, Paul Tillich, Carl Jung, Deepak Chopra, etc.
Where the Wild Things Are,
In the Night Kitchen...

Heroes:


Bill W., Bob S., Tom D., Sylvia D., ...

Paul E. Brown, meditation teacher extraordinnaire...

uhhhm...

My fellows... really anyone who realizes that the future and the past are delusions - the wreckage of the past bubbles up and projects itself as the (doomed or grandiose) future, obliterating the only reality of the here and now. And anyone who can face and be rid of that wreckage, to stop re-creating it, to be happy, joyous, and free (at least free), right HERE & NOW...

My Blog

Saturday part 2

Michael is an exceptional person-his capacity for action used to have me riddled w resentment envy, self-pity. I used to think I cdnt be w someone so effective, overreactive as I am. So much freedom ...
Posted by Miss Satori on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:27:00 PST

Saturday

Another weekend-tg! In bkln getting setting up 4 our superbowl party. No net so on my phone. Blogging and mail is bout it on the crap. Nyway, Mike is actually painting the wall corners hes wanted to f...
Posted by Miss Satori on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:15:00 PST

this sux

maybe i dont have the right phone 4 it, but myspace mobile totally sucks balls. i cant view pic comments, cant approve any, cant post kmnts, no forum (jeez!), and i have to pay?? there must be a bette...
Posted by Miss Satori on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 04:19:00 PST

In Loving Memory of my Grandpa, Francis C. Smith, 1921 - 2007

Dear Friends and Family,I'm very sad to announce the passing of my Grandfather, Francis Cullimore Smith, a.k.a. Frank, in Kannapolis, North Carolina. He died at 1:10 this morning, peacefully in his sl...
Posted by Miss Satori on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 05:25:00 PST

Acceptance?

There is a subtle, but profound difference between passively accepting "life on life's terms," and actively clearing open space in one's perception to know the effortlessness of a life of providence. ...
Posted by Miss Satori on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:49:00 PST

My Grandpa

Dear All,Unfortunately my Grandfather is very ill. My mom, Mike and I will be at his side for the next few days... I guess it's subject to change. Please keep us in your prayers.Thanks,Jessie...
Posted by Miss Satori on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 01:33:00 PST

No Wrong Response

It is my experience that "who I am" - the real Me - is not what the past has accumulated. That stockpile of memories often becomes warped when entangled with my chronically overreactive brain. When so...
Posted by Miss Satori on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 12:11:00 PST

More About Alkie-hol-ism...

I am moved to share for those in recovery from alcoholism, and those who love alcoholics... In my experience, the real alcoholic does NOT have a choice. Perhaps the heavy drinker who doesn't have the...
Posted by Miss Satori on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:59:00 PST

Update:

The meeting with M was great - he actually read an inventory to me and the experience was amazing - there really is nothing like the 12th Step in this life! The Steps in full measure can and do amend ...
Posted by Miss Satori on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:47:00 PST

I'm on a Mission from God...

My ex and I have been apart now for 2 1/2 months, and have had very little communication in that time. Just this past week, we had an intense conversation that pushed a LOT of emotion to the surface f...
Posted by Miss Satori on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 11:12:00 PST