NEW YEAR....NEW PERSON!!!!
YES I LIVE BACK IN AZ, FOR NOW. I LIVED IN NEW JERSEY FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND IN MY HEART I MADE IT MY HOME. PHILADELPHIA IS MY 2ND HOME! RIGHT NOW IN 2008 I KNOW MORE ABOUT MYSELF THAN EVER BUT DON'T KNOW REALLY HOW TO DESCRIBE "ME". I GUESS FIRST WOULD BE I LOVE TECHNO IN ALL IT'S FORMS, SINCE THE YOUNG AGE OF 15 I HAVE BEEN PLAYING @ PARTIES, THROWING PARTIES, AND GOING TO PARTIES. I AM VERY OLD SKOOL WHEN IT COMES TO TECHNO AND THE UNDERGROUND SCENE. SO MUCH SO I BELIEVE I INTIMIDATE MY FELLOW DJ'S BECAUSE OF ALL THE KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE I HAVE ABOUT THE RAVE CULTURE. THE TUCSON SCENE WAS ONCE ALIVE AND BANGIN. I LEFT BECAUSE IT DIED A HORRIBLE DEATH AND I RETURNED TO IT'S SAD ATTEMPT OF RESURRECTION. BEFORE THE YEAR ENDED I WAS BOOKED @ A "RAVE" WHERE SOME PERSON OVERDOSED AND NO ONE WANTED TO CALL THE AMBULANCE FOR HIM IN FEAR THAT THE PARTY WOULD BE BROKEN UP. IT WAS THE MOST PATHETIC SCENE TO SEE OTHER FUCKED UP KIDS SHINING GLOW STICKS IN HIS NON RESPONSIVE EYES TO SEE IF HE WAS DEAD OR NOT. BUT DID ANYONE CARE? NO. MY FRIENDS AND I FOUND HIM THROWN ON THE SIDE OF THE HOUSE ALL ALONE. OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND RIGHT? WELL FUCK THAT WE TOOK HIM TO EMERGENCY AND LATER HEARD FROM HOSPITAL STAFF THAT HE WAS SO DOPED UP ON E, SHROOMS, AND ALCOHOL THAT HIS HEART WAS CLOSE TO STOPPING. NOW WAS THAT REALLY P.L.U.R.? I LOVE DJING. IT'S ALL I'VE EVER KNOWN SINCE I WAS A KID. BUT IT IS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE. YES I'M RAMBLING RIGHT NOW BUT THIS IS WHAT'S JUST FLOWING OUT OF MY MIND RIGHT NOW.
IN ONE YEAR I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I KNEW. WHOSE FAULT WAS THAT? NO ONES. I HAVE STARTED OVER FROM NOTHING. I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS, I HAVE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, AND I HAVE BATTLED AND BEATEN ADDICTION. I HAVE FOUND LOVE BEYOND MY WILDEST IMAGINATIONS. I HAVE FOUND PAIN BEYOND MY WILDEST IMAGINATIONS. BUT I AM HERE AND I AM ALIVE.
I AM AND WILL ALWAYS BE DJ CELINA, BUT NOW I AM JUST AN OLDER WISER VERSION OF MY OLD SELF. I WAS GIVEN A GIFT OF MUSIC AND IT HAS BEEN VERY GOOD TO ME. OTHER THAN NEVER LEARNING TO SCRATCH I HAVE MASTERED THE SHIT OUT OF TURNTABLES AND MIXING RECORDS TO ME IS AS NATURAL AS BREATHING. I NOW AM ON MY JOURNEY TO BEING THE TRUE LATINA WARRIOR THAT MY ANCESTORS WERE BEFORE ME. MY DAYS OF TRYING TO IMPRESS STRANGERS BY LISTING HOW MANY PARTIES I'VE PLAYED AT AND HOW MANY BIG NAMES I'VE PLAYED WITH ARE OVER. I AM JUST 1 PERSON IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD TRYING TO FIND HAPPINESS.
THIS IS ME IN 2008 MAYBE IT WILL CHANGE MAYBE IT WON'T. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP MUSIC IN MY LIFE BUT THE "SCENE" IS GONE. UNTIL IT IS REINVENTED I WILL ALWAYS STAY UNDERGROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TECHNOGANGSTARR DJ CELINA!!!!!!!!!
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