PamelaDawn [Ella] "What's Your ADDICTION?

I was born in Korea and raised in Maryland... *I don't have much of an accent naturally, since my first language that "I" can remember is english (LoL)... *I grew up in a typical traditional Korean home and also a very Christian home.(Im a Pastor and SGM's Daughter)
I was a really happy little girl despite alot of the stuff that I had to deal with, but my high school time really sucked...I wasn't the nicest kid in high school I guess. Although I rarely spoke to anyone at all, which is probably why I came off as really cold and mean to most of my classmates I guess. =/ .But I'm over high school..and I am a completely different person from then..since I am someone that likes to talk to anyone that is willing I guess...and I can make conversation out of almost anything. ^-^
I love my family alot ^__^ and my friends with a deep passion and loyalty!Mom and dad! Marie and June Bug:sisters! Brandi, Lauren, Ronster, Kaylia, and my babyboi ROBBY!!!Love you guys!!!! 2 Mah Right Hand (perverts...lol): Michelle bell (I love you with all my heart and miss you dearly!!!! your the best of best friends babes!!!!) Catrina (Your crazyyyyyyyyy ass of a friend....homiezzz for life..LoL) Jose (I love you with all my heart.......but michelle still comes first..j/k) Kee (My brother and heart! you make him cry I'll break you face!)
I think that I am a nice, happy person right now...happier than I have been for awhile atleast ^-^ I do have a short temper though... if you say something on purpose, that offends me..I'm not just gonna sit back and take it. Although it's probably immature of me to say something back to those rude people but I'm not someone who was taught to let people disrespect them for no reason.
I'm not one of those girls, (or people?).. that seem to be more common everyday now that have that whole "I don't give a damn what anyone says about me".personality. I do care what people think about me and I don't just tell myself that someone must just be jealous of me because they say something rude about or to me.I always take the things people say about me to heart and sometimes it really hurts me but I have to look at myself and wonder what I did or how am I coming off to everyone else if one person thinks something horrible about me. I am not sure if that is a good or bad things but I want to be a person that doesn't have people hate them always..but I expect it since some people are just miserable and have nothing better to do other than hurt and bring down other people in some way I guess.
I believe that I am a good friend...to the people that I really care about...although alot of my friends like to just come to me for advice but don't give a damn or even think to ask how I'm doing or anything else, but I don't mind I'm use to it. I don't lie to save my friends feelings and I wouldn't want anyone to do that to me either ^^ I try to help my friends as much as I can honestly but just because I don't always have the answers to everything all the time doesn't make me a terrible non-caring friend...I think that people expect too much from a person and then are disappointed when they can't be that perfect person 24/7.
I think that I know myself so much better now, and I think that I am pretty happy with the person that I am but I still am trying to change myself for the better ^_^ Because I have things about me, that hold me back from what I want to do and see happen in my life.
I really love video games heh n.n I know it's weird to alot of people a girl gamer lol...but it should be more common now I think... haha~ I'm a complete Role playing games fanatic n.n I don't even look at other games lol ^^; my favourite game of all time is Rhiata knights ~ I love sad loves storiies haha o(^___^)o I play certain other games though....like Kingdom Hearts an..... lol
And I really really love Anime ^-^ and I am a proud geek haha :D I love just about every Anime that I've seen just I hate those ones about a robot or something attacking the city lol n.n I love the lovey dovey ones best hehe.. ^.^v