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♪♬Heidi♬♪

Do not grieve. Anything you lose comes round in another form. (Jalal al-Din Muhammad Rumi)

About Me

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My Interests

Writing poetry at 4am * Pugs (especially pugs in costume) * Laughing to the point of becoming light-headed * Cheap red wine (especially Lambrusco) * Chivalrous men * Kraft Mac & Cheese * Stilletos * Wanting what I can't have * Mitch Hedberg * Walking in the rain * Role playing * Feeling sand between my toes * Wearing granny panties proudly whenever I want * Dancing in front of the mirror * Tera Patrick * Musicals * Being a dork in public and not caring * The Golden Girls * Kisses that make my heart sink into my stomach * Reading the works of tragic poets * "Cat food" tacos from Jack in the Box * Cuddles * Facial stubble (on guys, not women) * Pampering myself * Jazz scatting * Candy necklaces * Hand massages * Cheesy pick-up lines * Stargazer Lilies * Leslie Nielsen movies * Debating politics * Falling asleep to black and white movies * Vanilla scented candles * Road trips * Crying while watching the Animal Planet Channel * 80s B-movies * Fantasizing about the impossible * Solitaire * Cooking in the nude * Being in my twenties and STILL having slumber parties * Inventing new words * Feeling sexy while walking around the house in glasses, slippers, and my little black dress * Art galleries * Late night runs for Mexican food * Being inspired by a complete stranger *My Moz Tat!

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I'd like to meet:



Music:

The Smiths * Morrissey * Jeff Buckley * Ours * Cocteau Twins * Elliott Smith * Tool * Metallica * STP * Imogen Heap * Lou Reed * Buckethead * Edith Piaf * The Autumns * Velvet Revolver * Chris Cornell * Nina Simone * Ani Difranco * New York Dolls * Cat Power * Disturbed * Regina Spektor * Martin Sexton * Iron and Wine * Pixies * Ray Lamontagne * Tom Waits * Madrugada * The Decemberists * This Mortal Coil * Helmet * Pantera * Xiu Xiu * Damien Rice * Magnolia Electric Co * 10,000 Maniacs * Nouvelle Vague * Pyschedelic Furs * Ben Harper * Thievery Corporation * Audioslave * Talk Talk * Damageplan * Frank Sinatra * Songs:Ohia * Morcheeba * Elvis Costello * Will Oldham * Chris Isaak * Janis Joplin * Sufjan Stevens * Sigur Ros * Queen * Siouxsie and the Banshees * Coldplay * Pearl Jam * Starflyer 59 * Jane's Addiction * MC5 * The Januaries * Smashing Pumpkins * Johnny Cash * Dead Can Dance * The Cure * Neil Young * Foo Fighters * Leonard Cohen * Joy Division * CCR * Lynyrd Skynyrd * Bob Dylan * Led Zeppelin * Radiohead * The Cult * Depeche Mode * Police * The Cranberries * Chevelle * Bjork * Soundgarden * Thom Yorke * Muse * Tim Buckley * Fiona Apple * Cat Stevens * Iggy Pop and the Stooges * Nick Cave * The Black Crowes * Eric Clapton * Alice in Chains * Portishead * Tori Amos * David Bowie * INXS * Massive Attack * Velvet Underground * Natalie Merchant * The Doors * A Perfect Circle * Joni Mitchell * Jimi Hendrix * The Clash * New Order * Bauhaus * The Sugarcubes *

Movies:

"Let me explain something to you; I am not Mr. Lebowski. You're Mr. Lebowski. I'm the Dude. So that's what you call me. You know, that or uh, His Dudeness, or uh, Duder, or El Duderino if you're not into the whole brevity thing."

Television:

COPS all the way baby! Nothing makes me pee my pants more than watching the decay of American Civilization! Seinfeld, Curb Your Enthusiasm, The Daily Show with John Stewart, anything on MSNBC or Fox News (Bill O'Reilly, Hannity and Colmes, etc)

Books:

Oscar Wilde * Ezra Pound * Kavafis * Johann Von Wolfgang Goethe * Hemingway * Edgar Allan Poe * Rainer Maria Rilke * Sylvia Plath * Rumi *

Heroes:



My Blog

Lover’s Requiem

LOVER'S REQUIEMBy: Heidi Arentz02-08-01 A kissIs just a whisper into another's soulA silent, euphoric blissOf a passion fortoldLet's dance to our departureLet's kiss our breath awayCome and hold my ha...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Tue, 27 May 2008 10:06:00 PST

Heartburn

HEARTBURNBy: Heidi Arentz07-10-07 The venom you spit Corrodes and eats awaySuch a bitter tasteSuch a rapid decayToxic poisonSpills from your tongueLeaving me crippled and weakShe's shifted in her grav...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Tue, 27 May 2008 09:50:00 PST

Masterpiece

MASTERPIECEBy: Heidi Arentz12-23-01 This winter is more painfulThan the lastLife is a lot slower,Rather than fastWhen will it all subside?Just let me hideI've destroyed his templeWith my art,My master...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:12:00 PST

Unjust January

UNJUST JANUARYBy: Heidi Arentz09-10-06 A meaureless bondSomething unmistakingly pureA life-long friendshipAnd promising futureUntouched, unharmed Invincible to painAnd now the tears burnBehind your ey...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:02:00 PST

A Final Resting Place

A FINAL RESTING PLACEBy: Heidi Arentz Sitting in the carI'm on my wayThe place isn't that farBut the ride feels like days My heart is pumping fastI don't think I can do thisMy mind is still stuck in t...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:35:00 PST

This Mistake

THIS MISTAKEBy: Heidi Arentz03-13-03 I've gambled with my heartNo matter what the costI took a shot at love,And bitterly lost. Oh when will I ever learnFrom this mistake? I've gambled with my lifeAnd ...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:22:00 PST

The Kiss

THE KISSBy: Heidi Arentz05-11-01 Your lips taste of saltAs your eyelashes graze across my facePerfect momentPerfect placeCup my face in your gentle handsAs a warm chill travels up my spineFor a second...
Posted by jlHeidilj on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:16:00 PST