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Rachel

The leaving is a gift, to whom you'll never know...

About Me

My name is Rachel.
This is my Myspace.
The End.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Rachel
Birthday: 3/27/88
Birthplace: Waterloo, Iowa
Current Location: Same
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, French, German, Bohemian
The Shoes You Wore Today: Muh Black Vans
Your Weakness: Helping people, apparently thats wrong
Your Fears: Being useless, alone, and OVERLY cynical. Not a big fan of hell either.
Your Perfect Pizza: Without all the crappy stuff.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I'd like to live on my own while actually being able to afford it and not borrow money.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: The hell if I know, I hate Instant Messaging.
Thoughts First Waking Up: No fucking way that was eight hours!
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes (cliche)
Your Bedtime: Whenever I can.
Your Most Missed Memory: Driving around with my Mom when i was like 4, that was a great day.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: It really depends on what menu I'm wanting.
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: More than i should.
Do you Sing: When I'm alone or when I'm being obnoxious to entertain people.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: When I figure out what I want to do.
Do you want to get Married: I'd like to.
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: I can be when I take the time to make it that way.
Are you a Health Freak: I'm reasonable
Do you get along with your Parents: Usually
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Kind of?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No, not my favorite.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: Yes, by stupid people who thought that was a compliment.
Ever been Beaten up:
Ever Shoplifted: Yes, but, my time of anarchy has come to an end.
How do you want to Die: With some sort of honor and dignity.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Financially stable and not miserable.
What country would you most like to Visit: The country with the least chance of me being raped or murdered in?
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I can appreciate any color
Favourite Hair Color: Same
Short or Long Hair: Same, but, wash it please.
Height: Shorter than me would just be wierd.
Weight: Nothing too extreme
Best Clothing Style: I really like the Seatle Grunge look but i can deal with pretty much anything. (again, nothing too extreme.)
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 (could hardly call it a drug... its a plant that grows behind alot of people's garages... seriously)
Number of CDs I own: Alot
Number of Piercings: I used to have seven. most of them have closed up.
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Regret accomplishes nothing.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!Aftermath
Compelled by calamity's magnet
They loiter and stare as if the house
Burnt-out were theirs, or as if they thought
Some scandal might any minute ooze
From a smoke-choked closet into light;
No deaths, no prodigious injuries
Glut these hunters after an old meat,
Blood-spoor of the austere tragedies.
Mother Medea in a green smock
Moves humbly as any housewife through
Her ruined apartments, taking stock
Of charred shoes, the sodden upholstery:
Cheated of the pyre and the rack,
The crowd sucks her last tear and turns away.
by: Sylvia Plath
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||| 30%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Anxiety Disorder
Diagnosis: General Anxiety Disorder. Excessive anxiety or worry occurring more days than not over a significant period of time. These worries can be associated with a number of events or activities. In addition, the individual finds it difficult to control the worry. Can be marked by physical signs of tension, hyperactivity, and lack of ability to respond in a positive or productive manner to problems or difficulties as they arise.

My Interests

I have a slight obsession with Jimi Hendrix.

I really love movies. Basically all kinds. Every kind of movie i watched with a different person thats meant something in my life. Certain movies put me in a certain place and can bring me back to different times.

Music can bring me back too. You give me music from my childhood and I practically go into a trance. Music has always been a big part of my life. It's an escape for me. I'm the type that will lock myself in my room listening to music for three hours straight.

I used to be really into poetry and literature but now that I don't really have anyone to discuss it with thats interested in the same kinds as me I've kind of backed down on that. I still have my opinions and know what I like.

Walks are awesome.

Swinging on swings.

Astrology.

Analyzing different religions, I don't know everything so don't challenge me please... Unless you're a really big Catholic fan and then fire away because I know that bullshit very well. Honestly, try me.

I'm not super religious. I've had an interesting upbringing with lots of opinions. My Father is Baptist. My Mother is Catholic. I don't pretend to commit to any certain religion or belief per say, but I have some ideas that make sense to me.

Although I'm not too big on politics I am a registered Democrat and unlike most of my peers I DO vote. I don't completely agree with any party but I feel that democrat is a better fit for me. Either way I don't have much faith in the Government anymore. I wont argue or debate with you about any of this, I think people get far too hyper where politics are concerned. This country is supposed to be based on unity not picking sides.

I love my Godson!

I'm a fun loving person when I get the opportunity.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will respect me and them self. Someone who knows when they're right, admits when they're wrong, and can handle being told the truth. Someone who appreciates simplicity but is not limited to it. One who treats people how they should be treated and is not sadistic or enabling. Someone who has faith in something, is not a coward, and knows how to take care of them self. Someone who provokes thought. Those of weak character aren't worth my time. People who are strong and will last are those who I choose to let into my life, no one less.Myspace Graphics
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Jeff Buckley
You are Jeff Buckley! You're influential to many young and old, and very talented. You have charisma and grace that sets you a part from many. You are beautiful! Oh, he died in 1997 from a drug-induced drowning in the Mississippi River.

Music:

Sublime, Tool, early Metalica, Rod Stewart, Lit, A Perfect Circle, Seether, Manson, Kittie, Flyleaf, Lynard Skynard, Local H, Fiona, Disturbed, LP, Slipknot, Drowning Pool, Ben Foldsm Five, Amberlin, Our Lady Peace, Smashing Pumpkins, Taking Back Sunday, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, The Cranberries, Gin Blossums, Radio Head, The Martinies, Static X, New Blood Revival, Scanners, Still Water, Godsmack, Mad Season, Chevelle, Breaking Benjamin, Adema, Led Zeppelin, Jimi, Greenday, Cold Play, In Fatal Memories, Powerman 5000, Stabbing Westward, Falling Closer, Cat Stevens, Nirvana, Sound Garden, Pearl Jam, Live, STP, The Who, The Allmon Brothers Band, Todd Rundgreen, Paint it Black, The Seeds, Field of Grey, The Offspring, Sum 41, Bush, Chili Peppers, Fleetwoodmac, Better Than Ezra, Incubus, Beastie Boyz, Seven Dust, Toad The Wet Sprocket, Never Hurt Better, Cracker, The Meices, Ape Hangers, Evan Dando, Hybrid l, Coyote Shivers, Delerium, Audio Web, Solar Twins, Plumb, Tricky, Moist, Leonardo's Bride, Brother Sun Sister Moon, Lord of Chaos, Billionaire Boys Club, Yellow Card, Papa Roach, The Black Maria, Divine Burning Angels, Nine Inch Nails, Eyes Catch Fire, Too Sorry For Apologies, The Virgin Spring, Audioslave, After the Burial, Chiodus, ALLOT MORE!

Movies:

Comedies, Action, Drama, Horror, Independent Films, So basically everything but the really stupid stuff

Television:

South Park, Degrassi, Gilmore Girls, The Daily Show, VH1 shit, Aqua Teen Hunger Force and the rest of Adult Swim, That 70's Show, Seinfeld, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Six Feet Under, I Love The 60's, 70's, 80's, and 90's, I love the Fuse network.Take the quiz: "which aqua teen hunger force character are you?"

meatwad
youre meatwad- cute and round and loves to dance

Books:

That one book by that one guy, White Oleander, Dandelion Wine, Big Mouth and Ugly Girl, What Really Happened When My Sister Went Crazy, The Contender, The Black Book Series, Signs of The Zodiac, Basically almost all astrology books, Speak, The Outsiders, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath, Fallen Angels, etc.
Your Birthdate: March 27
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Heroes:

Heroes are merely human beings we choose to idealize. Nobody's perfect... So what's the point?

Unless your hero is God or some kind of mystical creature, and in that case you're either uniquely religious or extremely odd. Neither of which is any of my business. :)

My Blog

An all time low

It's amazing to me how high some people hold themselves up. To think that they're so much better. Deserving something more than they have. What's important? Personality? The ability to think? Reason?...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 06:46:00 PST

For those of you who don't already know.

Last Tuesday my Dad got hit by a truck at work in Nebraska. He was changing a license plate and one of his co-workers didn't see him, got in the truck and ran him over. Had the passenger not told him ...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:17:00 PST

And things change...

thinking...not always a good idea. bad news. shit. what a wonderful melancholy. something that just makes you question every decision you've ever made. a good friend of mine is in the hospital. iowa c...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:57:00 PST

Some sort of sweet clarity

so, i guess i like where i'm at. things are good. i like myself better without the stress of a relationship. i've never really been the type of person that needs a relationship to feel good about myse...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 09:10:00 PST

oh wow... the 90's

i liked this enough to make it a blog...   playing paint on the computer was a big deal!Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.Just because yo...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 11:35:00 PST

yay for Rachel's new job!

i gots myself a new job! yay for me! third shift wed and thurs plus every other weekend. pretty sweet. pay starts at $8.85 per hour and is going up a quarter in november. sooooooo much better th...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:58:00 PST

I honestly don't know whether to be flattered or insulted, you tell me.

(someone please tell me, do my pics on myspace scream immoral whore to you?)  Penguin Brothers        &nbs p;       &n...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 01:24:00 PST

we all gonna die... you gonna die first

wow, the odd conversations i have with my boyfriend. ha
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:24:00 PST

this is me (everyday is exactly the same)

i was driving home tonight and this song came on the radio. even tho i own this NIN cd i guess i never 'really' listened to the words before. this is how my life is right now and probably has been sin...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 11:12:00 PST

suuuuuuuuuurv A (there's some typos)

The Best Myspace Survey * . . About You . . * Eye Color:: brown Hair Color:: brown Height:: 5'2 Favorite Color:: blue Screen Name:: students of welfare Favorite Band:: i like alot of b...
Posted by Raaaaachel... hmmm, interesting on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 01:57:00 PST