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leslie

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About Me

How do I sum myself in a paragraph or so??? I guess I am learning to love myself all over again. I had a couple really disasterous relationships...gave up on all mankind for awhile. Now I see life as more of the journey than the destination...but I have a clearer vision in my mind of what I want my destination to be. I LOVE movies. I like people who are real with me. I am weirdly shy, but come across as a huge extrovert. I tend to sabotage things. I don't like that about myself. I am the most insecure secure secure person I know. I love flowers and birds and cheeseball things. I try not to judge people because I am not perfect. I can be a control freak. I like people who know who they are...or are at least trying to figure it out, I like to be taken at my word. I tend to be overly honest (if that's possible), I do LOVE life with all it's messiness and disorder. Every day is the first day of the rest of my life. I am still carving out my niche...life is a continuum, and I am sticking with it.

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My Interests

music, art, poetry, magic, all things supernatural, making music, songwriting, tarot cards, camping, cooking, good wine, great friends, balance in all things, travel, politics, eating new and exotic foods, intellectual conversation, being with friends.

I'd like to meet:

Criss Angel, David Blaine, Harry Houdini, Madonna, Michael Jackson (yea, I'd like to know what the guy is REALLY about), new friends, my clone, Ron Paul, Johnny Depp, someone who has been to the depths of the ocean, someone who has been to outer space, The Dalai LLama, fascinating people everywhere and those who are possessed by the idea that anything is possible !!!!


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Music:

I love Damien Rice, Duran Duran (new and old), most classic rock, Akon, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Snow Patrol, Jack Johnson, Justin Timberlake, Ben Bledsoe, Shrug, Nik Kershaw, David and David, Bowie,Dominatrix, The Fixx, The Beatles, Grace Jones, Michael Jackson, Ozzy, Keaton Simons, Madonna, INXS, Antmusic...(love Prince Charming), David Nelson Band, Outkast, Prince, The Cure, Level 42, Depeche Mode, U2, REM, Rage Against The Machine, Gwen Stefani, Keith Urban, Bob Marley, The Grateful Dead, Ray Lamontagne, Cat Stevens, John Mayer, Jim Croce, The Jayhawks, Madonna, Green Day, anything Daniel Lanois produces, Blue Man Group, Johnny Cash, Bobby Darin, Ol' Blue Eyes, The King, Gorillaz, Green Day, anything with a great beat and good melody. Anything that stirs the soul.

Movies:

Million Dollar Baby, The Shining, Ulee's Gold, A Face in the Crowd, Closer, Meet the Fockers, The Manson Family, A Home at the End of the World, Citizen Cain, Stay, Last House on the Left, The War of the Roses, Beyond The Sea, The Prestige, The Machinist, Edward Scissorhands, Wedding Crashers, Halloween, Brokeback Mountain, The Notebook, Henry: Portrait of a Serial Killer, Very Bad Things, True Romance, Midnight Express, Psycho, American Psycho, James Bond w/Sean Connery, Leaving Las Vegas, Sid and Nancy, E.T, Shaun of the Dead, Koyaansquatsii, Cheesy Elvis vehicles, The Ballad of Jack and Rose, Crash, Ah, yes,... movies, there are so very, very many...

Television:

Nip/Tuck, Mindfreak, Iron Chef, Food Network junkie, documentaries of almost any kind, Intervention, American Idol, House, A&E Investigates, Family Guy, Nightline, South Park, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Hell's Kitchen, Kitchen Nightmares....and Guiding Light (ok, I am a cheeseball).

Books:

The Vampire Chronicles, The Stand, all true crime, The Jungle, The poetry of Walter Benton, The Man In My Basement, Stephen King, cookbooks, Inside the Kingdom, The Effect of Gamma-Rays on Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds, The Notebook, The Book of Vices, the poetry of Edgar Allen Poe, Autopsy coffee table books, forensic science books with LOTS of pictures, In Contempt (by Christopher Darden - O.J. prosecution)

Heroes:

People who truly give selflessly...parents who love their children without losing themselves. Me, when I am at my best, because I am my own best friend.

My Blog

Moving

One more set of stairs to walk up. One more front porch to sit on. One more frig, and one more stove - these, and more, the things I own. But a bunch of stuff don't make a house a home. Hang onto...
Posted by leslie on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:03:00 PST

This Haunted Place

My mind is strong, but heart, too hard to find. I am capsizing in my own what ifs. I am clinging to  an intellect that knows not  to forgive. I find fault in you. Seeking all I want to...
Posted by leslie on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:37:00 PST

Winter in Kansas

Take me to a place of warmth and sun. I am weary, bleak, and tired of this. It feels like something ending long before it has begun. Take me far away with your kiss. Winter has crept into my spine. C...
Posted by leslie on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 09:32:00 PST

For Larry

I don't believe it's true. I only knew a litlle bit of you for a little while. But I remember that smile and that gracious way you had about you. I remember James Bond and cooking for you and Jon. I r...
Posted by leslie on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 09:07:00 PST

You Will Be There, Too

People get old. They get sick. They die. They are buried. It is a natural process. - No, it is not  - People don't get old. They get useless, discarded, ignored, abused, manipulated, conned, and ...
Posted by leslie on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:38:00 PST

America The Beautiful

Days move by for me in sweet succession. Little hungers stir, but soft caresses ease me back to love and thankfulness. Days pass in pastel harmony. Little things to ponder, but nurturing words enter b...
Posted by leslie on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:25:00 PST

netherworld

this mind is not mine. haunted by sceptors. more alone than i like. quiet time makes me squeamish. i am not afraid of the dark. i am afraid. nothing new is revealed by daylight. i am still here. still...
Posted by leslie on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:48:00 PST

a bunch of rambling nonsense spawned by merlot...yeah, that’s it.

I don't know how to make you know that you will miss me when i go except to go and not come back. go until you crack. go so far away you have to search for someone else to fill my shoes. go away until...
Posted by leslie on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:05:00 PST

Mary, did you know? my boss, Mary

Mary, did you know The Cafe on the Corner needs you there? Mary, did you know that the day would come you'd pull out all your hair? While your children beg  for quarters  to put into  g...
Posted by leslie on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 11:38:00 PST

My Philosophy

I live with the wind and seasons. I die with the winter and awaken in the spring. I see and feel. I hurt so deeply sometimes. My smile is real. I won't apologize for taking life into my hands... ridin...
Posted by leslie on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 11:05:00 PST