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About Me

I moved up to Sydney from Wollongong awhile ago, I miss having the beach and mountains so close :-( but Sydney is pretty cool, I'm getting used to it. I work as a receptionist in a dementia-specific nursing home. Holy crap (!!) I've seen some horrible things, not to mention the smells.....but let's not go there!
I'm really into learning about the tarot, symbolism, qabalah and the occult in general, and most of my blogs will be my self-explorations of these topics.
When I'm not having surreal conversations with dementia patients, I'm painting, drawing, reading and hanging out with all 72 Goetic demons (wouldn't want any of them to feel left out). We usually hang out down in the infernal shell-like habitations of the Qlipoth, 'tis fun, you should join us sometime... ;-)
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You Are The Devil
You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans.
You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts.
At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation.
Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later!
Your fortune:
Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made.
You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down.
It is the time to acknowledge your faults and take steps to overcome them.
It's also the time to let go of any fears or inhibitions that are holding you back. What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Vampire Name Is...
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My Interests

Painting and drawing;
consuming books;
checking out live music;
walking around Sydney looking at odd little shops and markets;
oh yea, did I mention painting?? ;-)

I'd like to meet:

People who love to see live music and comedy. And even better if you are into the occult, Qabalah, tarot art and symbolism...

Music:

Kittie; Yeah Yeah Yeahs; Tool; Kyuss; P J Harvey; Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds; Dirty Three; Slipknot; The Dresden Dolls; Nitocris; Paradise Motel; Seaville; Fear Factory; Sepultura; Tori Amos; Hole; Cat Power; Danzig; The Red Sun Band; Augie March; Life Without Buildings; Portishead; Cowboy Junkies; Rammstein; Fiona Apple; Wendy Rule; The Distillers; Mia Dyson; Beth Gibbons and Rustin Man; Fantomas; Metallica; Placebo; My Bloody Valentine; Refused; Lior; Shivaree; Magic Dirt; Holly Throsby; Anthrax; Cocteau Twins; Massive Attack; Patti Smith; Love Outside Andromeda; Hope Sandoval; Concrete Blonde; Mazzy Star; Guns n Roses; The Birthday Party; Martha Wainwright; Sugarcubes; The Mars Volta; Meshuggah; Queens of the Stone Age; Gotye; Tricky; Dinosaur Jr; Marilyn Manson; Led Zeppelin; Dead Can Dance; Horror Pops; Cog; Boys Next Door; Moler; Deftones; Collide; Faith No More; Lamb; Sonic Youth; Cold War Kids; Little Birdy; Bertie Blackman; Jen Cloher

Movies:

Lost Highway; Jap horrors; Secretary; Saw 1, 2 & 3; Everything Is Illuminated; In The Cut; Lemony Snickett; The Ring Trilogy; Blue Velvet; Donnie Darko; It; Ju-on; The Exorcism of Emily Rose; The Mothman Prophecies; Taxi Driver; Sin City; Crash; The Lost Boys; Prey For Rock and Roll; The Eye 1 & 2; All of the Alien movies; Amelie; Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind; Ninth Gate; Heathers; Mulholland Drive; Til Human Voices Wake Us; The Last Temptation of Christ; Kalifornia; Kill Bill 1 & 2 (though I prefer 1); True Romance; Ginger Snaps; Wolf Creek; One Missed Call; Natural Born Killers; Stealing Beauty; A Tale Of Two Sisters; Serenity; The Shining; Ghost World; Cape Fear; House Of Sand And Fog; Lake Placid; Quills; Pulp Fiction; The Crow; The Silence of the Lambs; Red Dragon; Twin Peaks Fire Walk With Me; Apocalypto; Chumscrubber

Television:

The Glasshouse; The Chaser; CNNNN; John Safran Vs God; John Safron's Music Jamboree; Six Feet Under; Lost; X-Files; Twin Peaks; We Can Be Heros

Books:

The Book of Lies, 777, Liber Al, The Vision & The Voice, Moonchild, The World's Tragedy, Diary of a Drug Fiend - Aleister Crowley;
Climbing Mt Everest In Shorts by Sarah Nutherway;
Dreams of Being Eaten Alive - David Rosenberg;
Pacts With The Devil - Black and Hyatt;
On How I Fell Off The Cliff by Eileen Dover;
Transcendental Magic, The Mysteries Of The Qabalah, The History of Magic - Eliphas Levi;
Anything by H.P. Lovecraft;
The African Safari Papers - Robert Sedlack;
Qabalistic Tarot, The Tree of Evil - William G Gray;
The Devil's Apocrypha - John De Vito;
The Kabbalah Tree - Rachel Pollack;
My Life With The Spirits, Chicken Qabalah - Lon Milo DuQuette
The Psychopath's Bible - Christopher S. Hyatt
Paradise Lost - John Milton;
The Key To The True Kabbalah - Franz Bardon
The Historian - Elizabeth Kostova;
The Witch of Cologne - Tobsha Learner;
Wicked - Gregory Maguire
The Rhapsody series - Elizabeth Haydon;
Neverwhere, Stardust, American Gods - Neil Gaiman;
The Divine Comedy - Dante;

My Blog

Ruminations...

Ok, so are demons, as an external force, real? (If so, what the fuck do they want? Does it give them joy to watch us projectile vomit green goo?? Pee on the floor?) Or are they personal demons th...
Posted by Bee on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:12:00 PST

Emotional waters...

GD titles: Queen of the Thrones of the Waters. Queen of Nymphs and Undines. She is the waters in the Waters of Briah. (Briah being the creative Qabalistic World associated with Cups in the tarot.) I ...
Posted by Bee on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 02:50:00 PST

Truce

Four of Swords - Chesed through the Air of Yetzirah. Original title: Lord of Rest from Strife The image on this card is finding balance and calmness amongst chaos. The hilts of the four Swords ...
Posted by Bee on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 02:13:00 PST

Love is the beauty of the soul.

There were a few things that caught my eye when reading about The Lovers in some of my BOTA books. The angel represents the superconscious, and the lovers represent the self-conscious and the subconsc...
Posted by Bee on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 02:30:00 PST

Money, the root of all evil??

Money, money, everywhere. Under the feet, in the arms, on and over the head, in a sack on the figures back, in mounds by the side of the road, etc. etc. All of my taro...
Posted by Bee on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:49:00 PST

Searching for the holy grail

Knight of Cups Represents the airy part of Water. I associate the Knights of the tarot (Prince in the Thoth deck) with the Qabalistic sphere of Tiphareth, and cups with the World of Briah. Astrologica...
Posted by Bee on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:41:00 PST

The bamboo that bends is stronger than the oak that resists.

Strength In the phase of Strength we are open to messages from the unconscious, we learn to listen to our instincts and take notice of the images that come to us out of the unconscious. The woman on ...
Posted by Bee on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 04:47:00 PST

The Way of the Secret Lover

"The Single Supreme Ritual is the attainment of the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel. It is the raising of the complete man in a vertical straight line. Any deviation from this li...
Posted by Bee on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:32:00 PST

My horrorscope for today

GEMINI Family matters require immediate attention but pay no heed: they hate you anyway. Why look for romance when no one in the world will love you? Not many people know that your stomach is genera...
Posted by Bee on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 04:16:00 PST

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye

The Ace of Cups "This card represents the element of Water in its most secret and original form. It is the feminine compliment of the Ace of Wands, and is derived from the Yoni and the Moon exactly a...
Posted by Bee on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 04:30:00 PST