Jessica is my anti-drug profile picture

Jessica is my anti-drug

It takes strength to be gentle and kind.

About Me

I just graduated from SSU and am now going for my MA in Asian Art History at SF State. I still sleep with a stuffed animal and I can't get enough vitamin water. I also want to quit smoking, but smoking is just awesome. I've been "trying" to quit for like a year. I'm trying to be a better person every time I wake up, but, I'm pretty sure I'm failing. At least I admit it. I get nervous a lot around people and tend to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. If a situation is awkward, expect me to make it more so, I have a knack for that. I'm really used to getting what I want, not because I am spoiled per se, but rather because what I would like is not usually outlandish. Maybe it's an only child sort of thing. I believe in saying what almost always should be left unsaid. I would much rather be too honest and too open than cold and distanced. I hate a mystery. I often feel like an observer in my own life and I'm not sure if that's normal or not. I try to be a social butterfly, but, I kinda suck at it. I'm a secret optimist. I have little to no self control; this can be problematic at times. I'm a Libra, so I'm big into things like social justice and seeing both sides to every story. It also means I'm indecisive, fickle, insanely curious and gullible. Some of these traits don't work well together. I have tons of theories about almost everything. I blow off my readings for class to read other books. I am both artsy-fartsy and low class. It's not easy, but, I manage somehow. I don't believe in originality. Everyone is a combined effort of every person they've ever met. I am interested in expanding my world-view, even if sometimes the more I know the less I want to know. I believe in the ability of random acts to open up the subconcious mind. Did I mention my non-linear thinking pattern and my talkativeness? Oh and one more thing: I've decided I'm done letting people walk all over me. People have mistaken my kindness for weakness. So, from now on, I don't take shit from no one. Not even you.
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.

Hot


100%

Violent


94%

Wet


94%

Exciting


69%

Soft


56%

Shy


50%

Awkward


44%

Sweet


38%
What is your sexual style?
created with QuizFarm.com MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

Punk music specifically, but most music in general. Art, literature, fashion , anti-fashion, political activism,getting drunk and making a scene, DIAMONDS, swing music. Hello kitty, B-movies, zombies, body art, shoes, Egypt, the Ocean ,Las Vegas, Japan, My doodlehead Dev ,robots , anthropology, being a pain in the ass, trivia, the cosmos , baby ducks , debates, chinese food, baking, flouting social convention, sushi, mindfucking, fantasy, feminism, talking on the phone, yelling, wandering, hugging Chester, MarioKart, having sex dreams about Jon Stewart, confusing people,stuffed animals,kink,plastic bracelets,avoiding authority figures,the occult,coffee,chess,alternative lifestyles, poetry,worrying about stuff,cartoons,european history,foreign films,things that smell pretty,thinking, and toys (especially antique ones). Being the coolest girl around. Thoughtcrime. Forcing Megan to watch Adult Swim and the Trailer Park Boys, haha :P. I'm looking into becoming a Canadian citizen in the future. And not just for the reason you may think. Is chain smoking a hobby? Because I've been doing a lot of that lately.

I'd like to meet:

Troublemakers, shit-starters, malcontents, nihilists, anarchists, cynicists, resisters, dreamers, dissidents, occultists, poets, gender-fucks, nerds,filmmakers, misfits, performance artists, people too smart for their own good, crazies, surrealists,pornographers, the socially inept, art fags, commie-pinko leftists, futurists, muckrakers, fetishists and other assorted weirdoes and freaks. Anyone who feels like they not only don't "belong", but, prefer it that way.

adopt your own virtual pet!

Music:

the Plasmatics, Richard Hell and Voidoids, the Adicts, the Subhumans, the Slits,Blondie, the Gossip, the Distillers, D. I., Ted Leo, David Bowie, Rick James, the Smiths, Joy Division, the Cramps, Dead Kennedys, Mojo Nixon, Rasputina, That Dog, Sarah Slean, Imperial Teen, X-Ray Spex, Carole King, The Beatles, Madonna, Marilyn Monroe and Jane Russell, Sisters of Mercy, Freezepop, Air, Sleater-Kinney, Bikini Kill, Rilo Kiley, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Duke Ellington, L7, Elton John , Marvin Gaye, B-52's, Talking Heads, Patsy Cline,P-Funk, Ray Charles, Mary Jane Girls, Beastie Boys, Frankie Lymon, The Cure, Stevie Nicks, Heart, Portishead, Imogen Heap, the theme to "Good Times" and um there are more but I can't think of 'em right now. I've been getting into electronic music more lately. I've been thinking a lot about robots and Futurist artists.It's worth mentioning that Jem and The Holograms were great musicians...for 80's cartoon characters. .. width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

Down Argentine Way, The Outlaw and His Wife, Public Enemy, Cecil B. Demented, I Spit On Your Grave, Nosferatu, The Cabinet of Dr. Calgari, Go, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Suburbia, Clockwork Orange,The Toxic Avenger,Swing Kids,Repo Man, Gattaca, Farewell My Concubine, Happy Times, The Butcher Boy, Kill Bill one and two, any Tarintino movies, Natural Born Killers, Pink Flamingos, Hairspray, House of Flying Daggers, March of the Penquins,Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, One Crazy Summer,Gummo,Fahrenheit 9/11, So I Married An Axe Murderer,Rabbit Proof Fence, Whale Rider, The Royal Tanenbaums,I 3 Huckabees,Land of the Deaf, The Squid and the Whale, Rocky Horror, Monster's Ball, Belle du Jour, Port of Shadows,Waking Life, Reality Bites, Love Stinks and many , many more.

Television:

Simpsons, Sex and The City, CSI, Law and Order, The Chapelle show, the Daily Show, Fairly Oddparents, Ren and Stimpy, Trailer Park Boys, The Muppet show, Garfield and Friends, Sesame Street, Daria, Unsolved Mysteries, Cathouse,Adult Swim, Northern Exposure, City Confidental, Kids in the Hall, The Real World, Surreal Life, and a few others I am too ashamed to put here. Yes , I am a TV whore; I can't help it, it sucks you in. In my defense, I would say 65% of these are no longer on the air Oh,oh, oh I almost forgot to mention my ongoing favorite show PROJECT RUNWAY. It just gets better and better.

Books:

Just ask, because there are far too many to list here. Seriously. I lean towards the strange and profane.

Heroes:

My Mom, Orwell, Emma Goldman, Vonnegut, Oe, Locke, Jackson Pollock, Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Thomas Jefferson, Nietzsche (despite his misogynistic views, Divine, John Waters, Mishima, and Marcel Duchamp, who if it weren't for the inconvenience of being dead, would be my husband.

My Blog

Rant: Public Transit

     Being as I have no car, or a legal right to drive one, I must use public transit. This is not so bad; it takes me where I need to go and is better for the environment. The bad...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 02:01:00 PST

Motherfucker

Everything I touch turns to shit and garbage.
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:14:00 PST

Things I would like to do

      I have been thinking a lot about the future lately. There's a whole lot more to life than what I'm currently doing. However, in order to get to the things I want to do e...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:31:00 PST

Please stop making the anti-war movement look bad.

    Today is the national strike against the War in Iraq. Despite my anti-war leanings, I will not be participating for several reasons. One of my primary reasons is that I'm tired of b...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 11:59:00 PST

You know?

You'll never know which moments in your life were really important or meaningful until they're a long time gone.
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:41:00 PST

What do Poe, Alberti and the NSA have in common?

Ta osp lic uyfh wdto, osp kyrhp xwst. Tw'o nudiskufdo.  Hint: backwards and forwards Big Clue : osp = you Can you figure it out?  ...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 09:51:00 PST

People just don't get it sometimes.

     Okay, so I'm walking to 7-11 with my roommate, and I see on the sidewalk a fuzzy caterpillar. I start telling my roommate how cool it is to see one, since I hadn't seen one in...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:52:00 PST

One of my favorite poems of all time

I just wanted to share this with you all, in case you may not have read it already.In Place Of A Curseby John CiardiAt the next vacancy for God, if I am elected, I shall forgive last the delicately wo...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 11:18:00 PST

A Few Thoughts on Fundamentalism

The following is the full text of an address delivered by Dr. Madalyn O'Hair, founder of American Atheists, at Memphis State University, Memphis, Tennessee, on October 22, 1986. Hopefully, everyone i...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 12:02:00 PST

Things pissing me off today..

I generally hate these kinds of blogs, but, what the hell? I can always erase it later if I want to. This is a list of shit that has been bothering me lately and today , in particular.1) Emo kids- (I ...
Posted by Jessica is my anti-drug on Mon, 08 May 2006 03:40:00 PST