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Nymphetamine

For beauty is always cruel...

About Me

open-hearted; try to help my friends; humorous; sometimes optimistic; sometimes pessimistic; mostly realistic; you can have fun with me; I'm quite tolerant; but I detest rascism, child-abuse, and so on; some say I'm nice; egoistic; misanthropic minded, I'm a complicated person; sometimes hard to please; can be arrogant; some say I'm mean; like to talk and talk a lot; crazy; sarcastic, macabre, I like black humour; can't deal with the most people of this world; strange; I like to talk about my feelings and thoughts (but only with the right people or rather with my friends); have written some poems; but I don't like them; mostly I only like persons who are similar like me; hate winter; I'm not sad often, but if so, quite extremely; like to philosophise; I'm pagan; some call me satanist; but I'm not; only antichrist; I'm interested in religions; listen to metal, gothic and drum'n'bass; like to go to concerts; like to wear black; like castles; especially when there are gothicparties in them; I often translate lyrics; like the english language; the finnish and swedish one as well; want to go to Finland again; can cook well; don't do it often; did already some modelling; want to do it again; want to have a band; like to sing; can't play the guitar; am impatient; am stronger than most people think; can handle more alcohol than most of my friends; like to experiment with make-up and my hair; have 10 piercings; want (one) more; want tattoos as well; am into guys with long hair; have a strong protective instinct for some people.

My Interests

Music:

Absinth, Ad Infinitum, Adema, Agathodaimon, Ajattara, Anathema, Angtoria, Anorexia Nervosa, Apocalyptica, Arch Enemy, Astarte, Belisha, Billy Talent, Blutengel, Charon, Children of Bodom, Cradle of Filth, Creeping Vengeance, Cry of Pain, Darkwell, Das Ich, Deicede, Destinity, Die Apokalyptischen Reiter, Dimmu Borgir, Diva Destruction, Dornenreich, Draconian, Eden weint im Grab, Eisbrecher, Eisregen, Ektomorf, Elis, Ensiferum, Epica, Erben der Schöpfung, Faun, Finntroll, In Extremo, In Flames, Inkubus Sukkubus, Katatonia, Kittie, Korpiklaani, Lacrimas Profundere, Lacrimosa, Lacuna Coil, Lightless Moor, London After Midnight, Mantus, Moonsorrow, MUCC, Nightwish, Opeth, Otep, Rammstein, Rasputina, Regicide, Satyricon, Schandmaul, Subway to Sally, Tanzwut, Therion, Totenstille, Trollfest, Viikate, Windir

Movies:

Interview with the Vampire, Lord of the Rings, The Crow, Queen of the damned, The Ninth Gate, Corpse Bride, Sleepy Hollow, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Gothika, Green Street Hooligans, V for Vendetta, From Hell

Television:

Simpsons, American Dad, Scrubs, Drawn Together

Books:

The Da Vinci-Code, Lord of the Rings, Brave New World, Die Elixiere des Teufels, 1984

Heroes:

Lilith