magda ooOHh! [raise cain]

some of these also keep me alive:
4am, 8mm, activism, after-sex everything, after-sex hair, after-sex smell, all blood all the time, all things lamb, ampersands, art on hardwood floors, being a chef, being alive, being a parody, being famous, being in love, being in your arms, being intoxicated, being married, being naked, being shy, bling bling bitches, blood everywhere, bloody underwear, blood on my body, blood in sex, bombing the suburbs, breakbeats, camembert cheese on baguettes, capturing love on film, cat power being everything, chained to obsessions, chan marshall, charly, chemical reactions of love, chopped up drums, cindy sherman, clubbing to death, couture, crying my eyes out, dada, dcshoecousa, democracy is a dictatorship, design rules my life, dorky boys, drawing blood, early morning txt messages, ecko sweatpants, electro kisses, face piercings, fashion, feminist desire, forgetting your name, france forever, freedom in words, fuking feminism, gender fucking, girls with baby bangs,graffiti, greenwich village, habitat skateboards, holding hands, if i should die, imaginary friends, indie porn, iwanna die yr housewife, kathleen hanna's voice, l train, leo's, listening to music together, living a dramaturgy, losing myself in words, love affairs, love letters, making up obsessions, making love on other people's property, marc jacobs, melodic breakbeats, miu miu, mix tapes, morning glory, my life as a screenplay, my superman ring, my turntables, never ending orgasms, new york city, no-sleep weekends, obsessing, orlan, overdue books, peter hegre, photobooths, poetry slams, queering heteronormativity, radical feminism zines, r2-d2, rhethorical love, rue de turbigo, saul williams, scandinavia, scribbled notes on pillowcases, secret affairs, seeing sonic youth on acid, sex all the time, sex in bathroom stalls, sex on the beach, sexual politics, shagging, shannyn sossamon, shredded drums, shy boys, silly photo booth faces, skateboarding, slam poetry, sleep deprivation mood alteration, sofia coppola, spoken word, star wars fukin rules, stencil graffiti, street skating, strictly intellectual relationships, subtitled foreign films, sunday nights, sunlight on skin, swedish anything, swedish films, tilda swinton turntables, underneath it all, unsent letters, being unshaven, the diamond sea, those days you know, university of toronto.
red wine at 3am, typing too fast, stay monkey, cyborg fetish, why people dislike me, being as happy as i can while crying my eyes out, quoting 40 Year Old Virgin, marc by marc jacobs, miu miu handbags, flapper girls, being wowed, sex sans physical contact, love by word weaving, lower east side, cocaine writt, you touching me, photography, tilt-shift lenses, paris, eva green's breasts, 1968, my cats: kicia & ruffneck, having friends to love completely, loving completely, brooklyn on sunday, dancing while crying my eyes out, the 40's, mandolins, mad angels, suburb trash, vitamin d, anger, all passion.
fender rhodes 88, squeezing my eyes tight tight while listening to chet baker, rose sparkling wine, drinking completely, my new apartment, my new roomates, friends all night long, hugging a bit longer, BOOM! learning to make people happy, missing, learning to help people, wanting to help people, bob odenkirk4ever, being me.
playing kissy, wishing my cervix was higher, being buff, anemia, scoliosis, lokosis, getting fit, being a glowing lobster
sexsexsex, "inappropriate", being gauche, picking at my ingrown hairs, extreme beauty, sex magic, fashion magazines, organic bread pudding, fruit smoothies, pixel art, hatha yoga, pussy juice on my lips, dave chappelle's laugh, pillow fight league, suntanning constantly, quoting squid & the whale, wishing i was in brooklyn, vintage sex
being so little i could fit into every pore of nyc, hand to the lips, green eyes staring at me, people who believe in me bay b kane, going buck wild to remarc's thunderclap, 1883, high fashion, writing until i cry, icelandic accents, menthol cigarettes, girls who i connect with, DANCINGDANCINGDANCING JUNGLEMUSICJAZZMUSICFUNKMUSICBREAKBEATS WITHOUTJUNGLEIAMNOTHING DANCINGINHEELSTOOLDSKOOLJUNGLESOUNDS PARTYTIMEPARTYINGALLNIGHTLONG
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