Hi everyone, I hope you enjoy your stay at my profile. I tried to create a more ambitious profile - both design- and content-wise - than the usual "I'm the next supermodel but have zero personality" profiles which sadly are pretty common on myspace. If you just want to enjoy the pictures that's fine, but if you want to know more about me, my life and my opinions, feel free to read my biography or my frequently posted blogs and drop me a comment.
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Love,
This is an all-American story. Imagine a girl, growing up with an oppressive single mother in a small town in Kansas. She's shy and introvert and gets razzed at school all the time. Why? Because she's tall, 5'11, skinny, zero cleavage, figureless, no curves and unathletic. "Beanpole" is one of the nicer words that she's called. Her hair is a mess, her skin pale and unclean. She wears thick glasses and outdated clothes. The more the other teenagers rag on her, the more she withdraws to her own fantasy world. In this world, she's dreaming of being the exact opposite of what she is in real life: An athletic, curvy and self-confident goddess that radiates sex appeal, admired by men and envied by women.
One day, after another mobbing at school, something clicks inside her mind and from this moment on, her sole goal is to put her fantasy into action. But she's smart enough to know that this is impossible in the hickstown she lives in. So she waits...endures the pleasantry, until she finally receives her high school diploma. She now has to decide which city is best suited to accomplish her goal, and she comes up with only two: Los Angeles and Las Vegas. She finally decides to try her luck in Las Vegas, moves out and escapes her prison of eighteen years. She only takes some clothes with her, and a few thousand dollars she saved from babysitting over the years.
That way she arrives in Vegas. And she's in shock at first, she has not seen much of the world and now she gets thrown into this urban jungle that is Las Vegas. It's a constant struggle at first, but she manages to get through it by focussing on her goal. Her transformation will take time and cost money, so she takes all kinds of shitty jobs that she can get. She cleans the mansions of rich people, works as a waitress in raunchy diners...and begins to realize her goals one at a time. She bleaches her hair blonde and gets her skin tanned. She consults dermatologists and works on getting tender skin. She starts going to the gym and works out like mad to get in shape. She replaces her wardrobe with sexier, scanty clothes. She wears a tight corset all day to get a tinier waist and an hourglass figure. She replaces her glasses with contacts first, and by the time she can afford it, get's laser surgery to get rid of vision correction. She finally gets her boobs done, and after three boob jobs and two years of hard work her transformation is complete.
She's become what she always wanted to be: A blonde version of Jessica Rabbit, an unreal sex goddess - extrovert and powerful. Men drool when they see her, women get jealous. My name is Tatiana - and this is my story. :-)
I definitely try to keep this one short, because I don't wanna bore you to death. The kind of messages I'm hoping to get from you are not stupid one-liners which tell me that I'm hot, that my boobs are huge or that I look like a Playboy bunny. I already know that, and you dont want to waste your time, right?. I suppose my pictures are what brought you to this profile, but if you can't look beyond the body and actually read what I have written here, I have no interest in getting to know you. It's a reciprocal thing, you know?
The kind of messages I'm hoping to get are messages of people who have read my profile and have something to say. I'm here for an intelligent conversation via message/mail or chat, I'm not here to find a relationship or someone to have sex with - because I already have the greatest relationship (and sex, for that matter) a woman can dream of. Haha! I don't like arrogant or cocky people, and what I absolutely hate is racism and intolerance. Prejudices also concern myself, some people (mostly those who themselves aren't the sharpest tool in the shed) are very quick to judge, you know it's self evident that a dancer or nude model, let alone one with big boobs, has to be dumb and a slut. Well, you're wrong.
I hope to meet new people who are tolerant, treat others with respect, can truly appreciate a woman's beauty without having shady thoughts about her, have a sense of humor and a certain kindness. Intelligence and education are important too, after all talking about my boobs get's boring pretty fast, right? ;)If you think you are such a person and have actually read my profile to this line, be welcome to drop me a message and I will read it. Hope to see you soon.
About my boobs:
Q: How big are your boobs?
A: I was originally a 34 A, zero cleavage, flat like a pancake. Now I'm a 34 G. I proudly sport some 1000cc high profile saline implants from mentor which I got overfilled to 1300cc to give 'em the round and firm look that I love. This is my third and probably final set of implants, since my current size is just perfect and what I have always dreamt of. Plus, they already weigh 6 lbs combined, and more might be too much for my back. :) By the way: I had all surgeries via tuba (through the belly button) incision - so there are no visible scars! That's more expensive, but well worth it - scars suck! My three surgeries cost about 20.000 dollars. See? I told you I'm an expensive bitch. But this money was definitely well worth it and a good investment! And no, I don't have any back pain - why do you think I work out so much? Yes, I can still sleep on my stomach. ;-) *sigh*
Q: And why did you get your tits sooo BIG?
A: For starters, I don't consider them THAT big. Tiffany Towers, Wendy Whoppers, Sarenna Lee or Busty Dusty, this is big. Mine are small compared to them (they all have 3000cc or bigger implants - I have 1300cc's) - but of course my puppies are big compared to the "average" woman with natural breasts. Well, why did I get a boob job? Because I have a strong fetish for big, super round, super firm and super FAKE tits. I don't really know why I developed such a fetish (why have some people a foot fetish or get turned on by gask masks?), I think part of it is when I grew up, I was absolutely flat-chested. I always envied the girls with a beautiful, big rack and the power (over men) that comes with it. However many girls with natural big breasts don't like their "belongings" very much and often try to hide what God graced them with - out of fear that they might be reduced to their tits, which is when it comes down to it, being reduced to a sex object and fucktoy. With augmented boobs, it's different. A girl who undergoes a costly and painful surgery to pump her tits up to huge dimensions thoroughly LOVES big boobs and WANTS everyone to look at them and enjoy the view. I love to show them off and to be honest, the reactions they cause also turn me on sometimes, but I definitely always love the attention I get thanks to my assets! Now you know...I'm a die hard extrovert! I think my new tits are perfect and absolutely what I was dreaming of since I was a flat-chested young girl - SUPER DUPER round, full, firm, totally and waaay too overfilled looking, the fake fake FAKE look, where you can completely see the outer edges of the implants all the way around my boobs, so that they just scream "implants!" and it's totally obvious ALL THE TIME that they are fake - which is all that I ever wanted! ;-)
Q: Have your nipples lost sensitivity?
A: On the contrary! My nipples have always been a bit sensitive, but since I've gotten my implants they have become extremely sensitive. Sometimes this is a side effect of a boob job, no one really knows why - maybe the implants push on some nerve tracts, I don't know. My nipples are in a constant state of arousal (though not very strong, luckily). That's why I don't wear bras most of the time, I just don't like the extra pressure on them. Still it's a side effect that I appreciate, because sensitive breasts and nipples are awesom! Plus, I can get an orgasm via nipple stimulation. Lucky me, thanks to the implants my boobs are now so big that I can lick them myself. *smirks*
About being a stripper:
Q: What's your profession?
A: Think of a job where you can put a body like mine with a set of huge, fake tits to good use. I've worked as a hostess at trade shows, I very seldom do some modelling work, but I mainly work as a stripper, or to use an euphemism, as an exotic dancer. Dancing is the perfect job for me, because it allows me to live out an extremely exhibitionist, and somewhat "dirty" side of my character. I enjoy to bring some fun and excitement to my customers' lives. Plus, it's fun, and very, very well paid.
About this & that:
Q: What's up with your original nickname "I'm a girl toy, use me!"?
A: Well, first of all it's provocative of course (a little too provocative it seems, that's why I changed it to "Everyone's favorite Vegas chick"). But mostly it reflects a side of my character. You see, at work when I'm dancing for a customer (mostly men, but I also have female customers sometimes), I'm in total control. I have power over his (her) desires and wishes. And I love it. Not only the power, but also that I pleasure them. Pleasuring others pleases me and gives me a sort of excitement that is strongly connected to my sexuality. When I'm with a man or a woman, I also like to be dominant at times when it comes to the sexual part of our relationship. But, as a contrast to me being in power at my job all the time, I love to be totally submissive when it comes to sex. It's just a refreshing change not to be in control, but to be at someone's mercy, to be defenseless. To have someone who can use me and do with me whatever he wants and I can't do anything about it but to obey or be punished when I'm disobedient. BDSM reflects bondage and discipline, domination and submission and sadomasochism. I don't like the latter that much, but I love domination/submission roleplays, bondage and to be disciplined (nothing that hurts too much, but a little spanking or whipping turns me on). I'm also exhibitionist and like sex outdoors or in public.
Q: You look like you're in shape, how many times do you work out?
A: I usually go to the gym four times a week. Plus I'm jogging two or three times a week - five to eight miles depending on my mood. And I'm taking kickboxing classes once a week (after all a girl has to know how to defend herself). Fitness is the key for a successful career in exotic dancing, because it's a job that is very demanding physically.
Q: What kind of sex do you like?
A: Well as you could have guessed already I'm not into the soft things much. Cuddling etc. is nice but it doesn't really turn me on. Of course I can not talk about this topic in graphic detail here since myspace's PG policy, so I can only give you a hint: I like it rough! I love to be whipped, tied, spanked, and handcuffed. My favorite "normal" position would be doggystyle. I'm also VERY much into fellatio - as I said previously: I love to pleasure men (and women too).
Q: What kind of men do you like?
A: In any way a man that is honest and straightforward, loyal, supportive and with a sense of humor. Physically he should be tall (at least a few inches taller than me!) and strong. I'm quite strong for a woman and I definitely want a man that is considerably stronger than me. So he has to be fit and well trained. In a romantic or sexual relationship he also has to be comfortable with my fetishes. I am VERY submissive both sexually and mentally in a relationship - he has to like and appreciate it. I want him to protect me and take good care of me. If he commands me I will obey unconditionaly, so all his actions have to be in my own best interest! Unfortunately many men abuse this kind of power over a woman, so such a man who enjoys it, yet acts responsible, is a rare find! And I'm lucky to have found a man who knows how to take care of me. :)
Q: What do you say to people call you a cheap slut, whore etc.?
A: Well first of all 95 % of those are women. I can't help but think sometimes that they are jealous of me. I love myself. I love the way I look (now), I love my huge, fake tits, I love my job, and I love my new self confidence. Apparently most of them lack that. It's just hypocritical to write me messages like "You're a slut" or "Get a life", yet THEY waste their time writing such stuff. I would never waste my time with talking bad about others, I have better things to do. I just want people to be tolerant towards those who are different. I am and always was different, but being different does not mean being less worth. You may not like what I do, but at least respect that I genuinely love what I do. You don't need to be happy for me, but accept it. I am who I am and you can't change me.
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[from geek to girl toy (fictitious short story) - coming soon]
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