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About Me

"You may write me down in history
with your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt . . .
But still, like dust, I'll rise" -- Maya Angelou
I went through child abuse
became incredibly bitter and angry at the entire world but mostly at my parents
UGH, I was such an angry teenager
then one day, I let it all go
I owe my entire strength and life to God, He helped me let it go
I'm a fighter, like any other woman or man who see what they want and know what they have to do to get it
God sent me help and gave me wonderful friends who encouraged me to follow and become who and what I am today
it makes me smile when I remind myself that it's not over yet, the work isn't done
a long journey is still ahead
You Are From Saturn
You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.
You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).
You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.
Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!
Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of. What Planet Are You From?
I defy any rule that doesn't make sense to me, especially when it comes to traditions
Rules are meant to be modified with every new revelation
Every person has a right to choose what kind of person they are, what they want to be and what they want to do with themselves
Respect everyone, no matter what the color of the skin or the past or their thought processes
Giving a person their space to define themselves is just about the best thing that you could do
I hate it when people think that they are the only living specimen in this world
I hate it when people make certain judgements just because of what I look like
I, and everyone else, are more than the skin and your expectations
Ok, maybe I should put this here, because I do not know how much more I can tolerate this crap. But if you spam continuously of the stupid stuff like dating sites, free stuff, porno or anything of that stuff I WILL ERASE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS. and TRUST I have NO PROBLEM doing that.

My Interests

A lot -- politics, law, ballet, jazz, hip hop, opera, violin, piano, oboe, french horn, international languages and cultures, tap, clothes, history, FOOD, theory, emotion, martial arts, fashion, business, basketball, gymnastics, bungee jumping, hiking, mountain biking, rock climbing, yoga, pilates, nutrition, health, jet skiing, parasailing, parachuting, chemistry, medicine, societies, institutions, track and field, pets, animals, spirituality, power, rowing, soccer, weddings, anniversaries, poetry, secrets, truth etc.

I'd like to meet:

Whether or not you believe in what they fought for, these people have made a difference in the world that we live in

some have died in their cause, others have not, but all have made sacrifices that not any person would dream about

I can only hope to be half of what they were and are to the world, heroes:

Mother Theresa, His Holiness the Dhalai Lama, Mahatma Ghandi, Martin Luther King Jr., Carlotta Scott King, Robert Kennedy, Nelson Mandela, Stephen Spielberg, Robert Redford, Diane Keaton, Audrey Hepburn, Maya Angelou

and many more

Music:

I like a whole bunch of stuff but right now I'm on a downloading frenzy for comedy

I have on my ipod: Jessica Simpson, Ying Yang Twins, Charlotte Church, Mozart, Bach, Trance, Aaron Carter, Will Smith, Alicia Keys, Christina Aguilera, Cascada, DJ Sammy, Euro Trance, Hard Core Trance, Steven Curtis Chapman, Michel W. Smith, Mariah Carey, Disney stuff, 3LW, Soundtracks from Musicals like Les Miserables, Moulin Rouge, Phantom of the Opera

more to come

Movies:

I'm watching a lot of corny movies lately, such as "My Super Ex-Gf" that was pretty cute. Not something I would wanna watch over and over again but cute. I watched anything that comes on my ppv and "Air Buddies" came on and that was cute. It could've been better but hey, it was a movie for kids. haha.

I wanna watch that movie "Dead Silence" looks like a good flick and not a whole lot of waste of money.

Television:

I've been watching a lot of Disney stuff. Love "Suite Life of Zack and Cody" haha. I guess it's cuz I never got to be a kid when I was a kid.

Books:

school books, triple major in Poly Sci, Bio, and PreMed - I'm not doing any reading for fun

Heroes:

The people I want to meet :p

My Blog

hah

yea, sure, just go ahead and assume what i want. don't ask me. like you care what i want so whatever.
Posted by Jiana on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 10:15:00 PST

ok.........

it is really funny when people want to know something and they don't ask the questions that they need to ask in order to get the answer they're looking for. for instance, my parents are telling me to ...
Posted by Jiana on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 03:34:00 PST

ok...see....

THIS is why we don't have a good relationship from the start you idiotic BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't ac...
Posted by Jiana on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:02:00 PST

should've been smarter

work is work. it may be laid back but it is work. i haven't had too many problems with it except for my constant tardiness which i do need to work on. but there's a problem now and it's my fault....
Posted by Jiana on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:52:00 PST

fuck it but still...

my mom just yelled at me for financial problems. which i'm not mad at, i'm disappointed in myself for not controlling it. but then again, i've had worse. so she had the right to be mad at me because t...
Posted by Jiana on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:09:00 PST

big mistake

i fuckin relapsed back into depression. this sucks....i don't feel anything anymore. no happiness no sadness nothing. i don't have any hopes or dreams anymore - isn't that funny? hahahahahahahahahahah...
Posted by Jiana on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:05:00 PST

i'm baaaaaaaaaaaack...

to that dark place again. it wasn't as bad as last time but it's getting there. and dammit i'm PISSED. i was THIS CLOSE to passing the year mark but then again, i just LOVE being a statistic don't i? ...
Posted by Jiana on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 12:25:00 PST

i really do LOVE.....my parents

that was sarcasm if anyone hasn't noticed. they're not fucking listening and see this is what really...i mean....how can you not figure this out? if you continue to yell at me for the things that i co...
Posted by Jiana on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:56:00 PST

ok....

ok that was hypocritical....you don't want ME yelling at YOU and look what you just did today. what was that? just admit that you don't want to hear me complaining about my parents and all the bad shi...
Posted by Jiana on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:33:00 PST

the hell...

ok this is it i think i tolerated enough of this crap - i DID NOT let you be my friend just so you can spam the shit out of my page. STOP SPAMMING OR I WILL DELETE YOU FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by Jiana on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 04:42:00 PST