I AM TWENTY ONE!!! imma baby...sworn to stay young FOREVER! imma bitch with an attitude... rude and bossy... short tempered, but if ur on my good side...im sweet and whiney...super fun & loving. i just bought my own condo...playing GROWN WOMAN. my new found hobby is "cleaning house." i've got an Associate of Arts degree, and PROUDLY doing JACK SHIT about it!!! i've accomplished something, so get off my case! i have the greatest boyfriend Victor...who is PERFECT for me =) you could find me driving around in my old BMW. i've done the modeling thing...not ashamed, so if it bothers you...FUCK OFF and CLOSE YOUR EYES bitchezzz, that means alla yall and ya mommas! i'm a LOSER with a small amount of true friends. i think IM THE SHIT, so let me believe it. nahh...im super insecure & jealous...but im real. lastly...I LOVE YOU ALL! xoxobasically the name BabyJiLL started with a lil crush on a co-worker. and because i irritated the shit out of him, when i was going through my "baby talk" phase... he called me "Baby JiLL" but in that whiney kind of way.
i come from a divorced family both of whom remarried. when i was 7 i got a little half brother, who is now still obnoxious but the sweetest most generous young man in the world! so i grew up being disciplined by 4 parents. my personality was short tempered, anti-social, irritable, and selfish. i was once very innocent, and naive. the word SEX made me say "EIW!" that was until i watched the movie American Pie. haha. i became very rebellious at the age of 15. i went from the kindergarden princess who truly believed in kooties... to the raged teen who found interest in boys. not to mention, soon enough realized that her infatuation in women was not the norm. and so i went from crying over A-'s to laughing at D's, cutting class, and stealing earings, sneaking out of the house, and teasing guys like i knew what i was talking about.
after doing all the bad things i had done. i later got my way, and moved in with my daddy. i got culture shock. i was once white-washed. "like" was in all of my sentences. all of a sudden i found my self in a world of "hella" and "nigga" and "scrilla." i was not popular at all growing up. in my new school, all the girls hated my guts... especially the filipina girls! most of which i am friends with now. but it was a nightmare. i cried everyday, i was afraid to go to school. i talk about this now and my cousin once said, "the funny thing is, you weren't a dork, but still you had no friends..."
so i got my navel ring, i got my tongue pierced, i got a little tattoo... i went to a gay club, i bought alcohol, i dropped ecstacy once, i smoked cigarettes, i tried weed... by the time my 18th birthday came along... there was nothing new to experience. that of course was the worst time in my life. just graduated high school, i held 2 jobs, i started college, my father passed away. the worst. so i threw myself a lingerie party, hired myself a female stripper. i went to a few clubs, and there i was approached to model for a website. i laughed at the thought. but weeks later i talked my girl into joining me. and then BabyJiLL...became a familiar name.
and now a year later... and this is where i am! a girl ready to take on new ventures, never passes up opportunity, loves to socialize, sweet, considerate, loving, goodie goodie! i've grown up a lot. i've still got a long way to go!
but this is me now, and there is more to come!
