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Gonna Get Huge!

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I am a very real, very intense person who is headstrong in becoming a female bodybuilder and nothing can get in my way! I am too motivated and I love it! I do have an embarassingly large amount of photos of my progress since January07 on here when I discovered bodybuilding. They are more for me than anyone else so I know that I am growing, which might be the funnest thing ever! lol. I would like to meet fellow bodybuilders and muscle freaks, Fitness and Figure people. Love to learn. And enjoy everything there is to enjoy about the sport. I don't have time to hear anything negative from people that don't know how to appreciate this beautiful thing we call muscle. I am also a Psych Major at UMass Amherst and I intend on pursuing a career in the psychology field while juggling bodybuilding. This should be interesting! I am a very driven person with a crazy amount of energy that I need to release into something I feel incredibly passionate about. So..my life entails: The GYM, my horse, who is the love of my life, Maverick, who I ride everyday, school, and work, sleep, and of course eating all the damn time! I love people and socializing with the little time that I left in my busy days, but if you're not body, you're complaining that you have nothing to do! So I love my life just the hectic way that it is! Oh! And if you're gonna read my fucking blogs people, fucking comment on them damn it! Pisses me off...lol mspobj allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJSURL="false" enableHREF="false" saveEmbedTags="true" data="http://widget-ac.slide.com type="application/x-shockwave-flash" ..

My Interests

Body building and meeting other bodybuilders! Gym-ing it everyday is a must. Another HUGE part of my life: I've ridden horses most of my life, and I still ride and see my horse, Maverick everyday, who is by far the absolute love of my life!!! I did every sport growing up, but after got tendonitus after diving on a US Diving Team, continuing those became impossible, so I just stick to riding and the gym. I've been a professional partyer-haha-for a while now, but it's losing it's novelty. I'm calming down and appreciating the sober, more serious sides of life more often!

I'd like to meet:



Bodybuilders! Muscle freaks. Muscle heads. Meat heads. Figure and Fitness women. People into fitness. That's about it. I will not accept a friend request if those things are not extremely evident because it just wastes my time. I don't intend to waste my life on the computer, so please don't waste my time.I love meeting new people and seeing what they're all about; real people. I am a Psychology major too...so watch out! lol, jk. I don't like fake shit, tell it to me straight or else I just don't want to hear it, I don't have time; life's too short. People that just don't care because they are just so incredibly confortable with themselves are real cool. People that have actually attempted to figure out who the hell they are and are not afraid to be that way are the type of people I meet, and who I want to continue meeting. I do like dating until you get into the games and shit...holy stress!..so I tend to stick to the gym...lol. I do realize I may sound like a bitch or an intense freak---but I am a very kind, compassionate, and caring person. I am laid-back about a lot of things, and high strung whien it comes to sitting around, which is why I am so active. I like myself and I like people! Yay life! hahaa body {

Music:



I love ROCK and country mostly,-Disturbd when I work out is great- not a whole lot of rap, although I am listening to eminem right not. I listen to some varieties of things, like tori amos. I try to appreciate everything; it all has something to offer, but I can't always. Being open-minded is the way to be.

Movies:



GOOD WILL HUNTING, THE ROCK, Half Baked, End of Days, Blade, all Vin Diesel movies I don't know. I've seen every movie there is-I love movies!

Television:

LAW AND ORDER SVU=I'm in love with Elliot..mmm, CSI VEGAS, GREY'S ANATOMY, DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual &videoid=897409063

Books:

STEPPIN WOLF, I wish I read more, but I'm always either at the gym or riding my horse, so that doesn't leave me much time. I read text books for school...

Heroes:

Myself, John Cena, VIN DIESEL, MATT DAMON, MYSELF, br
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[beyond basics]
name:: Hayley
age:: I'm not telling
location:: Amherst, MA most of the time
height:: 5'2''
weight:: 135 muscular, wonderful lbs
eye color:: brown
nationality:: I'm a mutt, haha (white)
natural hair color:: dark brown
hair style:: leave it down
do you dye your hair:: I highlight it reddish
do you wear contacts/glasses:: glasses

to read
schooling:: I go to college
desired occupation:: Jump around in the psychology field, not sit in a chair the rest of my life
job:: student/customer service rep
tattoos:: I'm getting horses on my lower back, possibly one on the back of my neck..
piercings:: stud in my eyebrow, star in my nose, ears
tattoos you want::
piercings you want:: more in my ears, tongue, bellybutton, maybe redo eyebrow
religion you were raised under:: protestant
religion you are now if any:: Fuck religion
zodiac sign:: taurus
birth date:: May 11th
boyfriend/girlfriend?: nooooo
siblings?: yess, yay--my sis and brother
[beyond intrests]
what do you do for fun?: party, chill with close friends and random people i don't know, go to the gym, ride my horse
any hobbies?: maniac in the gym, riding my horse, Maverick
do you collect anything?: no, that's gay
what do you do when you hang with friends?: drink, go out, watch movies
do you watch tv?: yes
fav shows?: Law and Order SVU and CSI Vegas
do you listen to music?: of course
fav bands?: rock bands: POD, Korn, NIN, I can't think of anymore but a lot. Oh, Tori Amos, Garth Brooks, a bunch of country
fav songs?: the cheating song by Carrie Underwood, hah
do you watch movies?: yes, all the time. I love movies
fav movies?: uh, Good Will Hunting, Face Off, The Matrix, chick flicks
prefer to rent or go to theater?: definately rent, movie seats are wicked unconfortable
fav actors?: Vin Diesel-I almost cried when I found out he's gay, the SVU guy, John Cena even tho that's WWF
fav actresses?: Mariska Hargitay(SVU), Angelina Jolie
do you watch cartoons?: fuck no, I'm not 12
fav cartoons?:
do you like anime?:
what are your favs?:
do you like sports?: of course, I love sports
what are your fav sports?: Horseback riding, weight lifting(yes it's a spor), football, lacrosse, hockey's awesome too, skiing, springboard diving
do you read?: yes, I should more though
fav books?: uh, yeah don't really read that much-but everything by Nicholas Sparks is awesome
do you play video games?: no, I'd rather do something productive with my day


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any favorites?:
how often do you go on the internet?: everyday now that I'm in school and that's all anyone does-but before never
any fav websites?: yeah, facebook
[beyond love]
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/lover/husband/wife?: hah! no
I DID ONCE(bf) FEEL LIKE THIS align="left"hah! no
whats their name?:
how did you meet?:
how long have you been together?:
how long do you want it to last?:
what do you see in your future?:
how far have you gone with them?:
are you in love with them?:
best memories with them?:
what do you love most about them?:
do you trust them?:
do you think you will some day marry them?:
[beyond friends]
do you have a best friend?: a million, can't have just one
whats their name:: Hayley, hehe
who are you close friends:: My sis, my mom, Caitlin, Colleen, I don't know, a lot
do you have any .. friends:: yeah-I know everyone everywhere
who are they:: etc......
who are your closest .. friends:: I don't know or care about this question
what friends can you talk to about anything:: all of my good friends
what friends do you fight with a lot:: I don't fight with people
what friends are most like you:: Soo many...Colleen, Jess--people that I don't go to school with-school sucks
do you have many friends or just a few?: many really good friends, and a ton of other friends
do you want more friends?: I always want more friends, I love people
what do you like to do with your friends?: wORK OUT!!! watch movies, go drinking maybe
where do you like to go with your friends?: bars, parties
[beyond spiritual]
do you have a religion?: nope, religion is a man made thing designed to make people feel more confortable in this chaotic world
what is it?:
believe in god/gods and or goddess/goddesses?: no, I believe in forces all around, not in one or a few dudes sitting in the clouds moving people around
do you believe in heaven/hell?: no, but I do believe that some people can live in eternal happiness or their own hell
reincarnation?: definately, I myself have been reincarnated at least a few times
spirits/ghosts?: yess, I grew up with them in my room
karma?: no way, the boomerang effect is ridiculous, people attract the kind of energy they give off
the law of 3?: usually yes only because everything happens to me 3times
the 10 commandments?: no-I don't believe in religion-and man made up those rules
angels?: not literally, but good spirits lingering yes
how long have you believed in what you believe currently?: um, since sophomore year of high school
do you believe in fairies?: what the fuck? no
the existence of a devil?: I am the devil, haha. no but I believe in evil
an afterlife?: Yes, I believe everyone goes somewhere different: the air, the trees, some spirits linger, some become ghosts, some get reincarnated, no strict heaven or hell
what do you think of other religions?: bogus!! except Buddhism, Taoism=very cool
do you think your religion/belief is the RIGHT one?: yes-well I believe people that believe in only one strict religion are wrong
[beyond family]
do you get along with your parents?: hmmm, my mom when she's not psychoing, so most of the time we're really close, and me and my father are civil to eachother
are they still married?: hell no, thank god
do you listen to what they say?: definately not, although I do occasionally take guy advise from my ma-we both date, hah
are you close with them?: real close with my mom, dad not at all-ever
are they good parents?: uhh, no, haha. my mom is a good friend, dad...let's not talk about it
any siblings?: thank god, sis and bro
how old are they?: I'm the youngest, then bro, then sis. They're in their 20's
do you get along with them?: yup. Me and sis are wicked tight and I am just starting to communicate with my bro again-he's getting cool and in touch with himself
[beyond favorites]
fav colors:: Black & white & red, they're pretty much the only colors I wear(blue is cool but I don't wear it)
fav foods:: cheeseburgurs, chicken parm., turkey sandwiches, SALAD!!!with italian dressing
fav drinks:: Coors light, Margaritas-mmm, sour apple&vodka, cape-codders
fav scents:: Axe (phoenix), Curve, Aqua Di Gio...yumminess
fav time of day:: nighttime, I'm an insomniac
fav day of the week:: friday!!!
fav season:: uh, definately not winter. used to be summer, but now I think it's too hot. sooo...none!!
fav month:: May because it's my birthday month
fav holiday:: I hate holidays, they remind me of how childhood used to be fun when I didn't know what was wrong with the world
fav restaurant:: Chilli's because of their margaritas
fav stores:: uh, I hate shopping but...Express I guess and shoe stores--Oh don't let me forget Target!
fav brands:: I don't give a shit about brands, I wear what fits and what's hot
fav magazines:: I don't waste time or money reading magazines unless I'm amazingly bored (eg. plane rides) in which case People and such
fav piece of clothings:: my bra, hah
fav piece of jewelry:: hah! I'm covered in silver jewelery on my wrists, almost every finger, my face--couldn't pick a favorite, I want more though
[beyond "are you..."]
creative?: Yes but I could be moreso-I'm very creative making sandwiches when drunk
logical?: quite
rational?: rather
melodramatic?: only in terms of my own emotions, eg I like to wallow a little bit-but other than that I'm very layed back
crazy?: of course!!! crazy to have fun
nice?: I'm extremely nice
bitchy?: definately not
happy?: pretty cheerful, happy a lot of the time--content no
sad?: occasionally, I don't let myself often though
mean?: I'm never mean
loving?: mmm I wanna say yes. I can be defensive, but I'm loving to the right people
romantic?: Oh god, I don't know, probably not. I want what I want when I want it
friendly?: I am extremely friendly, I talk to everyone, I love making friends with strangers
unique?: I am one of the most unique people I know
dark?: Hah. I am rather dark. Sometimes I'd like to just sitin my own darkness and put the world on hold for a while, too bad there's no time-so I'm pretty cheerful 95% of the time
intresting?: I am extraordinarily interesting. I'll have to thank my haunting past for a lot of that, I've learned more than most people should by this age
cynical?: Hehe, I am somewhat cynical in my view of the world some people would say, I say I'm just realistic. I just see things more clearly than everyone else. I'm also optimistic at
hateful?: Definately not. Hate is like a disease--causes cancer too
promiscuous?: Definately not, I'm very very picky
stoned?: I don't smoke, I get paranoid
drunk?: Hah, weekends. I would be all the time if I could
fake?: NO fucking way. I hate fake people
real?: I am one of the realest people I know
truthful?: I am very truthful, I am actually brutally honest, maybe too honest. I can lie when I need to though
[beyond other quetions]
do you love yourself?: I wish I did more; I think it's very difficult for a person to completely love themselves
do you love your life?: Sometimes, I used to more when I wasn't at a school that I don't like
do you have any pets?: I wish! I can't where I live but I used to have 20 at one point; I love animals
do you want more pets?: I got a mouse and my roomate made me get rid of it, tear. I want a lizard again and a cat
fav animal?: my horse, Maverick
do you care what people think of you?: I wish I didn't, but no one can ignore others opinions completely. I care a lot less than most people, but it is important for me to have friends that like me
do you follow trends?: Noooo. I couldn't care less what's the newest style or whatever, in fact I rather try to avoid what would make me more similar to other people
what do you value most in life?: Loving, close, supportive relationships that enrich the quality on one's life
what do you enjoy most in life?: Riding my horse, going to the gym, and having sex, hah
do you value your individuality?: Very much so!!! I love being different from everyone else
do you like shopping?: I hate shopping!! It stresses me out
do you love money?: I hate money. I hate what it's done to this country, I use it because I need to, but I think if everyone had the same small amount the world might actually be at peace
do you wear prefume/cologne/body spray?: I wear cucumber melon body spray sometimes
do you shower/bath?: never, hah. yeah, but only because I'm not a caveman, I hate showering
how often?: everyday to every other day--I don't smell
do you paint your nails?: I paint my toenails silver, I can't paint my fingernail because I bite them to the core
what colors?:
what kind of clothes do you wear?: Dressy, athletic, sophisticated, unique. But most of the time I either wear jeans/black pants with a black or white shirt-I've gotten bored with caring what I wear
if you had to label yourself what would you say you are? prep/punk/goth,etc: definately not preppy, not punk although I wear a lot of jewelery-I'd just say unique-I refuse to label myself
do you drink coffee?: yesss!!! only iced coffee, even in the winter-no sugar, and it would be daily like I used to if Dunkin Donuts was closer to me
do you drink soda?: never ever unless I'm drinking a vodka and coke
tea?: nope, I don't see the point
do you use lotion?: never, I'm already soft!! hah. naw I hate the feel of lotion and it takes to long to apply
fav flowers?: I fucking hate flowers!!! If a dude ever gave me flowers I wouldn't accept them. I'm not girly
do you like the sims?: what the hell is that
favorite gem stone?: huh
do you like candles?: no, they're a waste of time, use the fucking lightswitch
do you eat breakfast?: never, I don't like to get up until afternoon, haha. I eat at like 4 and 8
what are your views ..ion?: Get rid of the damn thing if you don't want it. I hate when people disagree. If they imagined a 12 year old with a baby they'd think differently
gun control?: I think guns never should have been invented, use your damn fists
peace?: If only there was some
george w. bush?: idiot
the war?: the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard as well as a waste of time
where do you want to go/countries you want to see?: The whole wide world!!! I want to go everywhere, see everything, meet everyone, and learn everything!!!
what do you want to do before you die?: I want to fall in love again, to not be afraid of anything, go skydiving, live everyday like it was my last, get over my past, learn how to deal with emotions, save the world
are there any celebrities you'd like to kill?: I think the word kill is a bit strong, but I can't stand Jessica Simpson
who and who would you kill them?: ok, that sentence doesn't make sense
how easily do you trust people?: umm, I think pretty reasonably. I've never had any problems, I usually know when people are lying so that helps-people usually don't fuck with me though
do you like people?: I love people. I think the energy that people give off they also pick up, and I'm really friendly so I meet really good people.
are you popular?: Yes, not tryin to brag. People do like me, I guess I'm likable,hah. I have a lot of friends-I need lots of people interaction to keep me sane, lol.
how many dvds do you own?: um, probably only a few of my own; I rent a lot a lot so I don't feel the need to buy, plus I'm amazingly cheap.
cds?: I had about 50, probably only a few of which I actually bought myself-again, I'm cheap.
do you like horror movies?: Not anymore, I used to. I think they all suck and are stupid now, especially shit like "I know what you did last summer"
any favorites?: I still can't let go of "The Leprechaun"
have you ever had braces?: Oh my god yes!!! For years and years, and I've had 4 or 5 oral surgeries(atleast I got pills out of it) and still need work on my tooth implant.grrrrr
how often do you brush your teeth?: twice a day, I love brushing my teeth
do you floss?: hell no, who flosses?
are you afraid of needles?: no way. I always watch when they take blood, I've made a bunch of my own piercings too. nothing really grosses me out--oh except anorexic people
when are you getting your next/first/any tattoos?: very soon, I'm having someone draw the 2 rearing horses for my lower back currently..I'm so excited!!!
when are you getting your next/first/any piercing?: I already have piercings, but I plan to get my tongue pierced either when I get my tattoo-or probably before, meaning within a week or two.
do you think tattoos are sexy?: Omg they're so sexy I don't even know how to describe!! When I see a dude with tattoo it's an instant turn-on, moreso than anything
do you think piercings are sexy?: Very sexy, no dick piercings...yuck and oww. Yup, piercings and tattoos and dark hair, mmm
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My Blog

And the Rains Began to Fall

And the rains began to fall And the winds began to call The sun rose above the dark The waters flowed with pecision with every intention to awaken my heart And I felt it's touch! And I heard it's trut...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:34:00 PST

Eternal Thirst Finally Quenched, '03

I was hollowed out by a fire that came afer a drought I was in pieces, I couldn't see past my burned self I kept trying rekindle myself but the flame had gone out And then water couldn't move me So I ...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:17:00 PST

You have to feel

You have to feel every moment of every day Every minute Every minute of your days Don't be afraid to live and feel the pain (Chorus) I'm so sick of not tasting the rain on my face of not seeing t...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 12:12:00 PST

I've payed. '03 or '04

!I've payed for the sins committed I've payed for my mistakes I've payed for my foolish ways And I've learned about myself and the world and the way things are today How people could be so cruel and ...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 10:55:00 PST

I gave up all the strength I had left. '03

Oh, I gave up all the strength I had left How could I betray myself like that The pain has touched me so deep and all that is weak So now all I see is ripping memories The scars inflicted, they can't ...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 01:59:00 PST

Thinking...4/4/07

Just you. Just here. Always thinking of  you in the backround: the bane if which I don't let myself feel. Nothing's ever clear as to what I should really feel Where I am now, and where I have b...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 01:22:00 PST

If I stare into your eyes, 2003, Joe

If I stare into your eyes forever If I see you If I hold in my arms forever Maybe everything could be okay Maybe I'd stop yourning for you everyday If I stare into yours eyes, will I find some secret,...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 02:16:00 PST

2003, Dave+Joe.1+Joe.2. "You're so lost in all of your pain"

And is there love you give And is there pain you inflict And all that you need to forgive And all the times you think back and cringe Well all the this pain can be washed away someday -But how can I l...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:25:00 PST

Written 2002, Dave+Joe.1. "No one sees the blood I taste everyday"

And I feel that I'll stay in this place of desolation and sin and not allow any hope to find it's way in And I feel that I'll stay in this place and no one will find their way into my cave I rest in ...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:13:00 PST

2002, Dave. "Once I have seen the end of me"

Once I have seen the end of me I don't believe what has been conceived in my by the child in me Oh please, leave me be It's not enough I've had to bleed over the grief that has been put upon me By the...
Posted by Gonna Get Huge! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:06:00 PST