people are afraid of themselves... |
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught tha...
Posted by christian on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 11:06:00 PST |
never for the lack of a better word |
so i deleted over half of the original blog... just because i really sounded like a little bitch. especially after brian's comment - which i like anyway and helped me get over it.
... &n...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my weakness... |
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I j...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
wow that was stupid... |
no more drinking on an empty stomach. even though it's so much cheaper. i just want to apologize for my actions last night for any of you that experienced it... it wasn't me *hands up*. lol and since ...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
kneed to know basis |
so for those of you that don't know i had gone and fucked up my knee last monday. ok first, here's how it happened. i was skimboarding in santa cruz with brian, on my second throwdown, the nose of my ...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
love and biology |
a man and woman on their first date have the following conversation after she asks him to tell her something, "anything" ...
man: "You can't bite through your own skin. You can't, it's impossible, it'...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i'm on a high |
ok no, not really. not anymore at least. and no i didn't get high off some substance. i just remembered last wednesday when i won 1st place at Infineon Raceway (drag races) and i felt invincible. i we...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Halloween Weekend |
yea i know it's nov. 3 and i should probably be talking about the election, but i'm not gonna...
after goin to santa barbara and visiting the guys for the past few years on many different ocassions......
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
what "home" is to me. |
i live in a nice 4 bedroom, 3 bathroom house in fairfield, CA that has more grass in front of it than i'd prefer to mow. i haven't lived in a place as nice since i was 11 before we lost our house, our...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
I'm not sure where to start but here goes... |
... i dono what is, if it's more of an epiphany or just sleep deprivation. i'll start with the sleep deprivation i guess... i'm doing this cuz i need to get my sleep pattern somewhere along 1am and 7a...
Posted by christian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
