well I have recently been debating selling everything i own and traveling the states and eventually the world... a gypsies life can be somewhat fun... it'll instill the
I'd like to meet:
I'm not sure I am looking to actually meet new people, I've had enough of those unpromising people in my life, so I think I'll keep everyone at fingertips that way I am assured the security of only allowing you in as much as I want... It's all about control
Music:
music that has feelings... that I can relate to, that at times if i listen to them i can feel my heart breaking again, or my insides shaking from just a phone call.... stuff like that... Floetry, Brandy, Tamia, BoyzIIMen, Luther, The Whispers, Aerosmith, Nelly FurtadoMusic that allows my body to move, and be free that opens up that sexiness and moves through me like fluid.... Ciara, Missy, even DanityKane, Justin Timberlake, Janet, R. Kelly
Movies:
hey i can't help it, I want to laugh, I want to cry, i want to love the characters and hate the characters... and all at the same time... SOOO if the movies can do this...its what I watch
Television:
The Food Network.... The Avatar... Runway copetition show thing.... and Charmed
Books:
E. Lynn Harris. Madeleine L'Engle... Zora Neale Hurston...and anything else that might capture my imagination
Heroes:
A Long time ago I would've said my mother, but to see her today, it's as if she has given up on the world. She has lived such a long life.... but is it posible to look up to someone who has given up?... I guess the reall question should be, how can someone who was once looked up to have hope if nobody has hope in them...should you ever give up on a hero?.... I sometimes allow tears to escape me b/c it hurts to see her hurting...it makes me angry.... and the hard part is being redundantly positive only to see negativity (it'll pay off one day). I do believe that one person cannot be happy for others if they aren't happy for themselves...she's not happy for me.... she's my mother
