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// Xantha //

// Xantha //

About Me


my real name is jessicka, xantha & xiola are my main video gamer names.
29 yr old, bi, gothy, boring, geeky video gamer chick who likes to be naked and all that kinda stuff. i am short only 5 ft and people annoy me, i have alot of medical problems, main one is anxiety dissorder, i am a brutally honest person why the fuck do you have to lie? i am a VERY outgoing person & i love my friends to death. i have a big heart which gets hurt all the time. i am also a big time video gamer!!!
CLICK HERE FOR MY MYSPACE.COM PHOTOGRAPHY PAGE @ http://www.myspace.com/jessickaviolet
i also enjoy collecting horror films and what not.
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MY AIM NAME: xxxiolaxx
YAHOO: jessickadreamz
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I LOVE PRESENTS!!!
my wishlist
NOTE I DO NOT ADD EVERYONE TO MY FRIENDS LIST. Please send me a message telling me who you are or i will not add you! I EITHER HAVE TO KNOW YOU, OR HAVE HEARD OF YOU, OR JUST PLAIN THINK YOU ARE INTERESTING. DO NOT BE OFFENDED IF I DO NOT ADD YOU AS A FRIEND!

My Interests

i collect horror films, snakes & reptiles, i am a photographer, wishing i had alot of $ so i can um get my tattoos finished i have a sleeve on my left arm and a big bat & skinny puppy on my right upper arm, bats & bettie page tattooed on my back so yah i like tattoos, i like girls & boys too uh yah. i also watch UFC & WWE. :D i am a nerd yup i am. i own a 7 yr old son. I DO NOT WANT TO HOOK UP WITH YOU, I AM NOT INTERESTED, SO PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO HIT ON ME!! I ENJOY FRIENDS & COMPLIMENTS.

I'd like to meet:

World Of Warcraft.

i am in the best guild on my server even better then any guild on alliance side i love everyone in my guild.
check my guild's webpage http://paradoxhorde.net/

Music:

skinny puppy, wumpscut, das ich, project pitchfork, the cure, duran duran, klink, data bank a, the cranes, ministry, pigface, snog, the smiths, controlled bleeding, depeche mode, the tear garden, black tape for a blue girl, lycia, leaether strip, klute, alice in chains, dead can dance, jane's addiction, porno for pyros, cradle of filth, 80's music, suede, pankow, cyberaktif, faith and the muse, christian death, download, die form, bile, alien sex fiend, cannibal corpse, funker vogt, nirvana, ohgr, my life with the thrill kill kult, velvet acid christ, billy idol, iggy pop, black lung, boy george, coil, danzig, the misfits, david bowie, deep forest, delerium, dink, the electric hellfire club, flock of seagulls, front 242, GG allin, the grim faeries, gwar, motley crue, gun's n roses, helmet, informatik, johnny cash, juno reactor, killing joke, the KLF, machines of loving grace, meat beat manifesto, morbid angel, faith no more, mr. bungle, primus, NIN, old marilyn manson, pailhead, pantera, pet shop boys, pop will eat itself, prick, prong, sepultura, rasputina, switch blade symphony, soft cell, the talking heads, tangerine dream, the doors, the cramps, the sisters of mercy, tom petty, U2, vast, type o negative, ween, white zombie, xmarks the pedwalk, etc.... i listen to ALMOST any category of music. i am not too picky. mainly metal, industrial, 80's, goth music tho.

Movies:

i collect horror movies! i live in almost a 80's time zone, i love the 80's stuff!
horror anything horror i love esp. italian horror :D some movies i like: dead alive, legend, pretty in pink, john water's films, the beyond, the gates of hell, IT, alive, basket case, return of the living dead 3, evil dead, the professional, 24 hour party people, sid & nancy, phantasm, sleepaway camp, audition, night of the living dead, day of the dead, dawn of the dead, amityville horror, creepshow, i spit on your grave, troma movies, mother's day, the gore gore girls, teen witch, shit i can sit here all day listing movies i have & like. etc...

Television:

wwe, ufc, animal planet, food network, VH1 shows, cops

Books:

i have'nt read shit in ages but my fave is poppy z brite's "lost souls"

Heroes:

LOL this guy is fucking great! watch this video!!! =P

My Blog

:D

so i got a baby male ferret yesterday still trying to think of a name for him, he is so damn adorable....
Posted by // Xantha // on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 04:28:00 PST

loved.

for the first time in my life i AM happy. i am not gonna let this feeling ever go. i am in love with someone who is very much in love with me. words cannot describe how i have felt for this man, i hav...
Posted by // Xantha // on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 02:22:00 PST

time to move on.

i have been going to the doctors non stop the past 3-4 weeks. trying to find out what is wrong with me, mainly my hormones they say so i am getting that taken care of. on anxiety meds again. hopefully...
Posted by // Xantha // on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 01:36:00 PST

depressed.

after 3 yrs & 4 months my boyfriend chris left me. i don't know what to say or do i am very not happy at the moment....
Posted by // Xantha // on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 10:30:00 PST

LOL!

yah just lol.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMrboIf5p4k
Posted by // Xantha // on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:27:00 PST

bah!! world of warcraft.

i must admit "world of warcraft" is worse then being addicted to crack. and it is a filthy habit i get like no sleep over the game.   sigh!...
Posted by // Xantha // on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 05:41:00 PST

my internet is down.

..> ..> ..> at my mother's using her ..> pc my damn internet is down and what not because my bf does not know how to pay for bills. :( i miss playing "WOW" i need to get back like now. &nbs...
Posted by // Xantha // on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 07:36:00 PST

so i am bored and deleted a whole shit load of people on my friend's list.

yah it had to be done i do not even talk or know half these people on my fucking friend's list..
Posted by // Xantha // on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 06:09:00 PST

My World Of Warcraft Guild Rawks!!

lol so yah i joined a new guild and we PWN!! =P we did a raid the other day and we all ended up naked :) i am xantha and i kick ass =P here is our guild myspace page :)  myspace wow guild page so...
Posted by // Xantha // on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 04:03:00 PST

my new game world of warcraft

yes i am now playing "world of warcraft" and have been for the past week now i love it, FF XI is getting pretty boring specially when i have no damn $ on the game and don't feel like farmin for hours ...
Posted by // Xantha // on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:29:00 PST