The emotions you feel are: guilt, depression and misunderstood.You are a very special person, even though people may not see you this way. When around people, you pretend to be somebody totally different from who you really are. There might be a person in your life with who you can truly be yourself, or there might not be.. which would make everything so much worse for you.. It is most likely that you act cheerful and normal towards other people, when inside of you there are so many emotions buttled up, its unbearable.. Do you even know why you act the way you do? You probaly hate it that the people around you dont see all that feelings you hide from them; they must be either very blind or stupid, or they just dont want to admit to themselves that youre not who you seem right? You have had a rough past, which is the reason for you feeling the way you do now. All of this made one good thing happen to you though: you have become an incredibly strong person. You seem to be able to deal with your problems all the time, even though there are times you just want to scream, cry, jump out of your skin, or anything like that.. But you never do.. You really need a person to talk to and to be honest with that will understand, because trust me; you will feel better! I know exactly how you feel, and I wish you luck! Colour: BlackPositive traits: Very strong, smart, kind Negative traits: Bottles up too many emotions and too many secrets to be able cope with.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Varua Alcantar
Birthday: 12/28/1482
Birthplace: Sin City, Az
Current Location: Tucson
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'11"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: German
The Shoes You Wore Today: DVS
Your Weakness: none
Your Fears: light
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: ownership
&..39;Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:' "Blood for Blood"
Thoughts First Waking Up: Shit
Your Best Physical Feature: ?
Your Bedtime: 6 in the morning
Your Most Missed Memory: none of it
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: whichever
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: tea sucks
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cup of blood
Do you Smoke: sometimes
Do you Swear: I really don't fucking pay attention
Do you Sing: maybe
Do you Shower Daily: clean is a must
Have you Been in Love: --lust--
Do you want to go to College: attending
Do you want to get Married: --sin--
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: of course
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: to be honest no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: allright
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: many times
Ever been called a Tease: all the time
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: who says anything about dying
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: fuck perfessions
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:
&..39;Favourite Hair Color:' black
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: shorter than me
Weight: average
Best Clothing Style: clothing is ment to come off
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: 500+
Number of Piercings: 1 but another on the way
Number of Tattoos: coming soon
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none
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