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Carrollann

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About Me

Hello everyone and welcome to my space. My name is Leila (middle name:Carrollann)and I am happily married Shane (Blitz). He is amazing. Likewise, this amazing attribute just so happens to be one of my most outstanding features (lol). I guess we were just made for eachother. We are expecting our first baby and we both couldn't be more exited. Moreover, I dont really have a lot to say about my self. However, if you deside to stop and smell the lilacs, fuck roses, on my page you may have a warm fuzzy feeling of fermiluarity come over you. This fermiluarity is likely superfishal... but it is widley known that a good, warm fuzzy feeling makes any and everything worth your while. So in advance you are welcome, very welcome for the warm fuzzy feeling you have inside."The only dream worth having is to dream that you will live while you are alive, and die only when you are dead. To love, to be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and vulgar disparity of the life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never to forget.Our strategy should be not only to confront empire, but to lay siege to it. To deprive it of oxygen. To shame it. To mock it. With our art, our music, our literature, our stubbornness, our joy, our brilliance, our sheer relentlessness - and our ability to tell our own stories. Stories that are different from the ones we're being brainwashed to believe. The corporate revolution will collapse if we refuse to buy what they are selling - their ideas, their version of history, their wars, their weapons, their notion of inevitability. Remember this: We be many and they be few. They need us more than we need them." -Unknown"Work as if you have no money. Love as if you have never been hurt. Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. And live everyday as if it were your last." - Anonymous"Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence." -H. L. Mencken"I am whatever you I say I am, if I wasn't then why would I say I am." -Eminem"Love me or hate me it's still an obsession, love me or hate me that is the question. If you love me then thank you, if you hate me then fuck you." -Lady Sovereign."The greatest day of my life is the day that I die." -Bowling For Soup"Didn't make sense not to live for fun, your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb. So much to do so much to see, so whats wrong with takin the backstreets. you'll never know if you don't go, you'll never shine if you dont glow..." -Smashmouth"I don't ever wanna be like you, I don't wanna do the things you do. I'm never gonna hear the words you say and I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be you... don't wanna be just like you." -Good Charlotte."Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly." -Dalai Lama

My Interests

"Give Me Liberty Or Give Me Death." -Patrick Henry.Make refrence to my photos: I believe that a person is defined by their values and my values are held within the social issues I stand for.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to see old friends and meet new ones!---------------------------"The idea that God is an oversized white male with a flowing beard, who sits in the sky and tallies the fall of every sparrow is ludicrous. But if by 'God,' one means the set of physical laws that govern the universe, then clearly there is such a God. This God is emotionally unsatisfying... it does not make much sense to pray to the law of gravity." -Carl Sagan

Music:

I love music!"Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and cannot remain silent” - Victor Hugo
"If you can walk you can dance. If you can talk you can sing." -Zimbabwean proverb "Without music, life would be an error.” -Friedrich Nietzsche
“Music is the universal language of mankind” -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Movies:

Movies, for me, create a haven in time and space, were my mind has no limit, no expectaion, no rhym or reason."No form of art goes beyond ordinary consciousness as film does, straight to our emotions, deep into the twilight of the soul." -Ingrid Bergman"Every great film should seem new every time you see it." -Roger Ebert"Cinema is the most beautiful fraud in the world." -Jean-Luc Godard

Television:

I like watch TV. Often mindless entertainment can be quite helpful."TV is chewing gum for the eyes." -Frank Lloyd Wright"The great thing about television is that if something important happens anywhere in the world, day or night, you can always change the channel." (From 'Taxi')"One of the few good things about modern times: If you die horribly on television, you will not have died in vain. You will have entertained us." -Kurt Vonnegut"All television is educational television. The question is: what is it teaching?" -Nicholas Johnson"Sex on television can't hurt you unless you fall off." -Author Unknown"Television! Teacher, mother, secret lover." ~Homer Simpson"Television is simply automated day-dreaming." -Lee Lovinger

Books:

I dont read often enough. However, I dont think you can ever read too often. Moreover, I do have great respect for writers and for all artists. I enjoy being myself through writing and art. The tremendous difficulty required to do this task successfully has astonished me. So, for thoes who do this with some sort of success amaze and inspire me. ------------------------------------------------------------ --My favorite book is 'The True Confessions of Charlotte Doyle' by Avi."A vicious captain, a mutinous crew -- and a young girl caught in the middle. Not every thirteen-year-old girl is accused of murder, brought to trial, and found guilty. But I was just such a girl, and my story is worth relating even if it did happen years ago. Be warned, however: If strong ideas and action offend you, read... no more. Find another companion to share your idle hours. For my part I intend to tell the truth as I lived it." -Charlotte Doyle ------------------------------------------------------------ --My most recent reading has been that of Lydia Davis' flash fiction work. One of my favorites is: 'From Below, As A Neighbor' "If I were not me and overheard me from below, as a neighbor, talking to him, I would say to myself how glad I was not to be her, not to be sounding the way she is sounding, with a voice like her voice and an opinion like her opinion. But I cannot hear myself from below, as a neighbor, I cannot be gald I am not her, as I would be if I could hear her. Then again, since I am her, I am not sorry to be here, up above, where I cannot hear her as a neighbor, where I cannot say to myself, as I would have to from below, how glad I am not to be her." ------------------------------------------------------------ - I also just read "Along Came A Spider" By James Patterson. I loved it, mysteries are the excitement I love but never would want in my own life. If you haven't read it I would suggest that you pick it up.

Heroes:

I am not sure if I have any heroes. I am inspired by many things, but heroes, not so much. I dont believe that heroes (past present and future) exist or ever should. Every single person has the ability to be a hero or a villin; every single person has a period in life were they are both good and evil. Moreover, these terms, (like most terms: hero/villin, good/evil, hot/cold, heaven/hell) are relitive and bassed on perspective; one cannot exist without the other. ------------------------------------------------------------ --"Is there reason to the rhyme. Without evil there could be no good so it must be good to be evil sometimes." -Satan (Trey Parker voice from South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut)"Life -- the way it really is -- is a battle not between bad and good but between bad and worse." Joseph Brodsky"When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before." Mae West"The web of our life is of a mingled yarn, good and ill together." -William Shakespeare