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Ash

I am watching my heart slowly slip from your fingertips and fall to the ground. How hard is it for y

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this is what i want to lift your chin and brush the tears from your eyes that you might see through again to the world without feeling like you have drownedthis is what i want to frame your face with my hands and speak honest words past your cheeks red with worry and kneed your violet mouth back to lifethis is what i want to pull you full within me as lover, my lover, you and make your chin lift againthis is what i want to just be happy because of you and iplease let me rouse the i in you and let us beplease i am yours as you say like mirrors we recite lovepleasethere are no futures, dont be afraid there are no endings, dont feel helpless there is only movement now, no certain path yet our feet pad in rhythm togetherplease, dance with me this life?to rhythms set by your hand in mine your teeth at my ear your breath beating like a delicate heartplease is all i can utter i am reduced to this soft word an exhale reaching like a kitten's tonguebut what i mean is always love, what i am forever reduced to this sweet inhale of sound reaching insideto places only you and i know...
SO my favorite holiday is coming up ♥ VALENTINES DAY ♥ ...I am realy excited because this is for sure the first year I am sharing it with someone I love very much.
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I dont realy know how to describe myself. Thats somthing I have been trying to do my whole life, and have failed miserably . Recently things have been going to plan, I am in love with my best friend, I have a future (the navy) and if things go right those two things will colide one day and my life would be summed up as PERFECT ...at least in my litl head.
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But for now all I can hope for, is me to find myself so I dont have to sit here and think about who I am...I will just know,and for all you people reading this...I hope you find whatever your looking for as well :]
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Lets start out with Love:Is REAL love indescribable? Personaly...yes i think it is...when I sit here and think about how I have loved and who I have loved only one person comes to mind. But its sooo ...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:21:00 PST

i love these

Little White Whisps I twist up little white wisps of our future,Twist you tightly between my fingers.We roll and twist until our beginningsTwist into our ends.We are in love now, I think.I slowly pul...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 06:13:00 PST

in my head... ♥

I have all these doubts in my head. I am convincing myself David will be unfaithful. I am so utterly disapointed  that i could even wonder this up in my stupid little head of mine. I guess its th...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Thu, 25 May 2006 01:50:00 PST

wonderful day!!!!!

I had a very good day and im bored and hyper....so i will tell all you lovly people about iT!!!! woke up at about 11 and my sister called and took me out to lunch then went and donated plasma! YAY and...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:59:00 PST

stuff you didnt know ♥

Finish each sentence -- erase my answers and put your own in.My ex is... a total duchebag...no really most imature person i have ever met and their arent words that could describe how much i loathe hi...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 02:46:00 PST

waiting...

somtimes i feel like i am more of a pain in the ass than help... all i realy wanted to be to this person was...their everything. i know so much to ask right...yeah it realy is...but they are my everyt...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:56:00 PST

3RD FIGHT THIS YEAR!!!

So im a crazy ASS...and i hate dumb bitches! Ahh....I got in my 3rd fight with a girl this year....and i am 3 for 3 haha...im such a hard ass...Some girl was like pushing me and hse pushed me a good 2...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 01:00:00 PST

YOU KNOW UR A 90'S KID WHEN...

You know you're a 90's kid if...You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Pheonix, and Selen...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 06:49:00 PST

IM SAD!!!!

So Im pretty much depressed right now... I had gotten a concussion 2 weeks ago from tackling in practice and it was MINOR and i stayed out of contact for a week just to be safe. I was fine when i did ...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 07:02:00 PST

80 things you should know about men

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man's behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's ...
Posted by ♥ imlitl ♥ on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 09:16:00 PST