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Lexie

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About Me

There is no getting out of this and there is no going back, and it all seems so odd sometimes and the odds all seem stacked.body { background-color:FF0099; background-image:url(' '); background-attachment:scroll; background-position:center center; background-repeat:no-repeat; border-top-width:0px; border-bottom-width:0px; border-left-width:0px; border-right-width:0px; border-color:000000; border-style:double; padding-left:0px; padding-right:0px; }.FreeCodeSource.com { Table Properties } table table { border: 0px } table table table table{border:0px} table, tr, td { background-color:transparent; border:none; border-width:0;} table table table { border-style:solid; border-width:3; border-color:000000; background-color:FF99CC; background-image:url('Enter Image URL'); background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:fixed; background-position:top center; } table table table table td {filter:none;}{ Text Properties } table, tr, td, li, p, div {} .btext, .orangetext15, .nametext, .whitetext12 {font-weight:bold; font-style:normal; } .blacktext10, .blacktext11, .blacktext12, .lightbluetext8, .redtext, .redbtext, .text {font-weight:bold; font-style:normal; }{ Link Properties } a:active, a:visited, a:link {font-weight:normal; font-style:normal; } a:hover {font-weight:normal; font-style:normal; }

My Interests

My Pug SQUID, interesting sounds that cause extreme or involuntary physical/ psychological reactions, learning about plants and herbal medicine, hiking, nerves, slutty shoes, invasive devices, art brut, surrealist art and literature, actionism, traveling, the accordion, reconstructing reality, abandoned structures, alchemists, shaved heads and copious amounts of body hair, above the elbow gloves, animal masks, transcendental experiences, bathtubs, drinking tea, DOUBLE DUTCH, jumping on the bed, singing out loud, photography, rotting shanties, screaming, good Indian food, dancing, watching people fall down, sick porno makes me laugh, amputees, collecting oddities, experimental film and other good flicks, rust, mythologies, men who serenade me with their instruments, good music, picnics, reading is sexy, rollerskating, psychedelia, continually learning, sewing, ass clapping, transgressive literature, absurdity, blatantly offensive things, poetry, the symphony, nature

I'd like to meet:

Like minded individuals, People with warped senses of humor, good taste in music and film, who are intelligent but not pretentious...do they exist?..Mac Dre would be cool too.width="425" height="350" .. .. width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

Old industrial, noise, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, drone, psych rock, Swans, Cabaret Voltaire, SPK, PTV, Nurse With Wound, Coil, Factrix, Ramleh, 23 Skidoo, Esplendor Geometrico, Lustmord, John Duncan, Premature Ejaculation, Roman Torment, Phillip Jeck, Daniel Menche, Genocide Organ, Macronympha, Electric Wizard, Wolf Eyes, Prurient, Novy Svet, Khanate, Weakling, Deathspell Omega, Brighter Death Now, Smell & Quim, Costes, Chrome, Kevin Drumm, Akitsa, Nocturnal Emissions, Dissection, Deutsch Nepal, Hafler Trio, Panasonic, Rusted Shut, Tribes Of Neurot, Skullflower, Survival Unit, Zoviet France, Controlled Bleeding, Anenzephalia, Organum, MB, Machine Fabriek, Black Boned Angel, Vibracatherdral Orchestra, Gravitar, Mauthausen Orchestra, Ulver, Muslimgauze, Hototogisu- bad down south hip hop & good hip hop too,bad electro,accordian jams,symphony, jazz, Dj Shadow, Quannum/Sole sides, Unkle, Cinematic Orchestra, Four Tet,Aphex Twin, Square Pusher etc, Lydia Lunch, Exene Cervenka, Carla Bozulich, God Speed, my three most guilty pleasures-Ani D, Jimmy Buffett, and Fleetwood Mac oh yeah Tom Petty as well...what can i say? My parents fucked me up!

Movies:

The Films of Kenneth Anger, Bring Me the Head of Alfredo Garcia, Wave Twisters, Decasia, Dog Star Man, Rubbers Lover, Schramm, Spirited Away, Salo, Irreversible, Cannibal Holocaust, Nekromantik, Flashdance, Dirty Pretty Things, Wizards, Tetsuo The Iron Man, So I married an Axe Murderer, Born in Flames, Cruising, The Royal Tennenbaums, Repoman, Hardware, David Lynch, David Cronenberg-Video Drome, Crash, Naked Lunch, Alejandro Jodorowsky-El Topo, Santa Sangre, Holy Mountain, cheesy horror, zombie flicks, experimental films, Begotten, I've recently aquired a habit of watching really bad post apocolyptic eighties films, Renegade/Blueberry, John Waters i suppose....

Television:

Dangerously dull...

Books:

Lydia Lunch-Paradoxia, Adulterers Annonymous, Incriminating Evidence- Neil Gaiman, Faithfull-The autobiography of Marianne Faithfull, Jim Goad-Redneck Manifesto, Answer Me, Borges, Peter Sotos-Selfish Little, Lazy, Index, Predicate, Proxy, De Sade, Sartre, H.P Lovecraft, George Bataille-Story of the Eye, Louis Aragon, Andre Breton, Lisa Crystal Carver, Cormac McCarthy, Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, Kathy Acker, Michelle Tea, Cometbus, Kerouac, Burroughs, pornographic literature, true crime, various books on plants and herbal healing.

Heroes:

Wesley Willis, only because he whooped both Batman and Supermans ass's, Marianne Faithfull, Hulk Hogan-when I die, if he outlives me, I want him to perform "The World Just Lost Another Hulk-O-Maniac" Live! Plus, it wouldn't hurt if he ripped his shirt with emotion.

My Blog

Reflections...

THANK YOU I was born rotten. From my earliest memories I can recall vividly, explosive bouts of violence, drug addiction, shame, failure, poverty, abuse...My mother says, "I saw the devil in you that ...
Posted by Lexie on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 02:52:00 PST

The Accordion Blues

I want an accordion so bad I can taste a french waltz in my mouth. It's all I can think about these days! I find myself scouring ebay like a junkie in need of a dope fix. I have such satisfying fantas...
Posted by Lexie on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 04:19:00 PST

I Love the Smell of Piss in the Morning!!

And in the afternoon and in the evening too! Ahh... the sweet odious aroma omitting from this fair city, San Francisco! Staggering bouquets of half naked crack head bums, drunkenly littering the stree...
Posted by Lexie on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 08:48:00 PST

Unrequited

He had all kind of reasons why she was unable to love him-she was just too young, she was too high strungshe wasn't afraid of commitmentbut all the theories that he recitedplayed like a song, unrequit...
Posted by Lexie on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:44:00 PST

Cheers to a bill of good health!

I went to the dr.'s today and got my test results! cunt is squeaky clean and my blood runneth pure!
Posted by Lexie on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 09:04:00 PST

SF Muni is like a cold speculum to the cunt at 7am!

I currently have a job working in the tenderloin assisting a very wonderful woman named Vanessa, who happens to have cerebal palsy. Today, on our way home from picking up some of her art work that she...
Posted by Lexie on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:36:00 PST

why am i lost as a lamb? whats in back of the sky?

new scars from old wars off balance semaphores...invisible or is it? no wonder i havent been rescued yet... ill just send smoke signals from my cigarette i keep forgetting to set the clock back one ye...
Posted by Lexie on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 11:11:00 PST