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A Crooked Nightmare

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About Me

Height: 6' 3"
Weight: 155 lbs
Religion: Athiest
Sex: Male
Favorite Movie: Clockwork Orange (2001: A Space Odyssey is #2)
Favorite Actor: Bill Murray
Favorite Artist: Rene Magritte
Favorite Painting: Time Transfixed
Favorite Musician: Marilyn Manson
Favorite Game: Silent Hill
Tattoos: Star on left hand, Halo of the sun on chest
My mind is this hole, I have so much trouble filling it. I learn everything I can, I am learning Spanish, Japanese, and French. Those seem to be ideal languages. They are the three rings in which my foreign mental circus takes place. Of course, there is a place for my perversion in the first two. But I stand as Jack Bathory and watch as Nathan Haydary as these rings present their specticals. I only argue with myself out of boredom, I rarely believe or disagree with what I have to say. However the outcome of an argument with one's own self is anything but trivial. The stronger part of one's self should always win or end the arguement with his counter parts in mutual understanding of differences. Otherwise, one begins to question his strongest part and shifts toward his weaker sides. Thus, the man collapses. I have been caught up in a disagreement with my counterparts, but this (A Crooked Nightmare) is my strongest of the 4. However, they are all ruled over by my main part "Jack Bathory". Since I was born as one man, it is easier to personify my controdicting parts, than it is to pretend they all are as one and that they all agree. The difference is that I allow all these parts to grow. Almost like a tree, they grow apart from myself from seeds that I create, but they never outgrow me, they never initiate too far from me, and they never, ever travel away from me, even if they yearn to leave. Accordingly, my counterparts are not far from me, but I have only recently been able to catagorize them. Also, I am open to the possibility that these parts are all stems of my creative self that has, perhaps, spun out of control and convinced me, falsely, that these are, in fact, other parts that have separated from myself only in dillusion. That would explain how I occasionally get them confused, but it would not add up as, I am, so able to distinguish them at most given times. Once I acredit one of my parts with a creation, I am not mistaken. At least, I no longer mistake them, now that I understand that they are there. Ileia Jean Hall is my best friend and I love her.Mi mente es este hoyo. No puedo se lleno facilmente. Aprendo todos que puedo. Estudio Japonesa, Frances, y Espanol. Me gustan estas idiomas. Estudio muchas otras cosas tambien. (Terminaré este más tarde.)As for life...
I am not too sure anymore...../HAPPY HALLOWEEN! HERE IS A TREAT FOR ALL OF YOU!!!../

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 3/3/2005
Band Website: This myspace is my website.
Band Members:
Jack Bathory - vocals, samples, loops, beats, live electric and acoustic guitars, live percussion, sound manipulation, mixing, editting, keyboard, bass guitar, harmonica, artwork, photography, lyrics, conception, resampled humming, and promotion.
Influences:


Music

10 Years 13 Days 3AM Project ACDC Adema AFI AFX The Agony Scene Alien Ant Farm Alien Sex Feind America American Head Charge Andrew W.K. Android Lust Angerwound Anti-Flag Aphex Twin As I Lay Dying Atreyu Avenged Sevenfold Battery Case Beach Boys Beatles Beethoven Bellikose Billy Idol Black Sabath Black Label Society Blondie Blue Man Group Blue Oyster Cult Botch Brand New Buggles Cannibal Corpse Cattle Decapitation Cheap Trick Chicken Lab Cinder CKY Clapton, Eric Cradle of Filth Crisis The Crüxshadows Daler Mehndi Damage Plan Death Before Sunrise Deathcab For Cutie Demon Hunter Depeche Mode The Dillinger Escape Plan Dimmu Borgir Disturbed Dope Dresden Dolls Evanescence The Faint Fear Factory Franz Ferdinand From First to Last Garbage Godsmack Greenday Hatebreed His Infernal Majesty Hot Hot Heat Ima Robot Index Case In Flames Iron Butterfly Iron Maiden John 5 Justify the Means Killswitch Engage Kiss Kittie KMFDM Korn L'arc-en-ciel Lacuna Coil Lamb of God Latex Nuns Linkin Park Lost Prophets Maaya Sakamoto Machine Head Marilyn Manson Marilyn Manson and the Spooky Kids MC Chris Meshuggah Mewithoutyou Misfits Mozart Mudvayne Murderdolls Muse Mushroom Head MXPX Napalm Death Nightwish NIN Nirvana NOFX Notes to Wednesday No Use For a Name Orgy Otep Ozzy Osbourne Pantera A Perfect Circle The Pillows Piss Factory The Pixies Poison the Well Primus Probot Prodegy Psyopus Quiet Riot Rammstein Ramones Remembering Never Rob Zombie The Seatbelts Sevendust Sex Pistols Shadows Fall Single File Suicide Six Feet Under Skinny Puppy Slayer Slipknot Spider Bait Still Heart Conspiracy Stone Sour Stray Cats Superjoint Ritual System of a Down Taco Temptations Three Days Grace Thursday Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza Tool Triprod Twiggy Ramirez Union Underground The Used Venga Boys The Vapors VNV Nation Wang Chung White Zombie The Yeah Yeah Yeahs (ill have more later)Bands I have seen live. 10 Years 11th Hour 13 Days 2 Mass Denial 3AM Project 3 Day's Grace All That Remains
American Head Charge Angerwound Arailius As I Lay Dying Atreyu
Bad Acid Trip
Between the Burried and Me
Black Flood Diesel Black Label Society
Bleeding Through
Blood Simple Bobaflex Boombia Carmen Chicken Lab Cinder Crisis Disturbed
Full Blown Chaos
Funky Flea Circus
The Groodies Hatebreed
Hollow Point Justify The Means Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lamb of God Life of Agony Life Once Lost
Madside Mind-Set Evolution Mudvayne Never Even NFamous Nonpoint Norma Jean
Notes to Wednesday Noxious Ozzy Osbourne
Poor Atticus Proch The Red Chord
Sevendust Shadows Fall Shadder All Doubt Silvertide Single Group Theory Sinful Regret Slipknot Still Heart Conspiracy Strapping Young Lad
Synkwhole System of a Down
Terrible Palsy Torn Within Triprod Unearth
Untapped Product Walls of Jericho
Year of Desolation

Movies

12 Monkeys 2001: A Space Odysee 25th Hour 28 Days Later 4th Floor 6th Sense 9th Gate Ace Ventura: Pet Detective Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls A.I. Akira Alice in Wonderland Alien Amityville: Horror (origional only) American History X Batman Batman Returns A Beautiful Mind Bad(der) Santa Big Fish The Blair Witch Project Blood The Last Vampire Blow The Bourne Identity The Bourne Supremacy Bowfinger The Brave Little Toaster Broken Flowers Bruce Almighty The Butterfly Effect The Cable Guy Cabin Fever Caddyshack Care Bears Cast Away The Cell Changin Lanes Charlie's Angels Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Children of the Corn Children of the Corn 2 Children of the Corn 3 Child's Play 1 Child's Play 2 Child's Play 3 Clerks Clockwork Orange Collateral Corpse Bride Cowboy Bebop the Movie Creepshow Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon The Crow Cry-Baby Cujo Desperado Devil's Rejects Donnie Darko Doomed Megalopolis Dracula Dream Catcher Duel To the Death Dumb and Dumber Dumb and Dumberer Earth Girls Are Easy Edward Scissorhands Elephant Man Envy Escaflowne Exorcist Fear And Loathing in Las Vegas Fight Club Finding Nemo Forrest Gump Freddys Dead Friday the 13th Friday the 13th 2 Friday the 13th 3 Friday the 13th 4 Friday the 13th 5 Friday the 13th 6 Friday the 13th 7 Friday the 13th 8 From Hell Full Metal Jacket Fun With Dick and Jane Garden State Ghost and the Darkness Ghost in the Machine Ghost in the Shell Gladiator Good Morning Vietnam Good Will Hunting Groundhog Day Halloween Halloween 2 Halloween 3 Halloween 4 Halloween H20 Hannibal Happy Gilmore Heavy Metal (with John Candy) Hero High Strung House of 1,000 Corpses House of the Flying Dagger How the Grinch Stole Christmas Hush I Am Sam Idle Hands Inner Senses Insomnia In the Army Now Jacobs Ladder Jason Goes to Hell Jawbreaker Jeepers Creepers Judgement Night Kill Bill vol. 1 Kill Bill vol. 2 Kingdom of Heaven Kingpin Kite Kung Fu Hustle Larger Than Life Liar Liar The Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou Little Shop of Horrors Lord of the Rings Lost In Translation Mad Dog And Glory The Majestic Man's Best Friend Man on the Moon The Man Who Knew Too Little The Mask Me, Myself, and Irene Mermaid's Scar Metropolis Missery Monkey Shines Monty Python and the Holy Grail Moulin Rouge The Mummy The Mummy Returns Neverending Story New Nightmare Nick of Time Nightmare Before Christmas Nightmare on Elm Street Nightmare on Elm Street 2 Nightmare on Elm Street 3 Nightmare on Elm Street 4 Nightmare on Elm Street 5 Night of the Living Dead Ninja Scroll Ninja Cadets Novocaine Nothing To Lose Oh Brother, Where Art Thou Once Bitten Once Upon a Time in Mexico One Hour Photo Orange County Osmosis Jones The Passion of the Christ Pearl Harbor Pee-Wee's Big Adventure Phonebooth Pirates of the Caribbean: the Curse of the Black Pearl Planes Trains and Automobiles Powder Preditor Preditor 2 Psycho Pulp Fiction Razen Resident Evil Resurrection Ring Ringu Ringu 0 Ringu 2 Run Lola Run Rushmore Saw Saw 2 Scarface School of Rock Scroodged Secrets of Nymh Secret Window Seven Silence of the Lambs Sin City The Shining Sleepy Hollow Snow White South Park Space Jam Spirited Away Spy Games Spy Hard Stripes Tenchi Muyo 1, 2, and 3 Terminator Terminator 2 Texas Chainsaw Massacre Tomb Raider Total Recall Troy The Truman Show Unbreakable Uncle Buck Underworld Van Hellsing West Side Story What About Bob? What's Eating Gilbert Grape? Who Framed Roger Rabbit Willy Wanka and the Chocolate Factory Windaria Wishmaster The Wizard Of Oz Young Frankenstein ZorroOTHER "FILMS": Bowling For Columbine Dead to the World Death Parade God is In the TV Guns God and Government The Neclase P.O.L.I.C.E. Rubber Johnny

Sounds Like:
My garden. RIP

My food.

My sink.

My bird. "Buddha" RIP
My wall.

The cats. "Lillith Ashenivory Bihatsu and Otis"

My lizard. "Teno"
I got so caught up the sun rose behind me and I didn't notice. It happens alot, but I have nailed blankets to all my windows.
Type of Label: None

My Blog

"TIES" Chapters 1-19

CHAPTER ONE I could not remember where they were going or why, but it was clear that they would be gone for a long time.  My parents were heading off on some sort of vacation.  My sister, J...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:56:00 PST

"Adict"

I have tasted the virgin air, newborn and auxilary to my emotional aloofness that has me almost short of existance. In this, I battle a familiar antaganizing force in my almost fetal, but awakening st...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:18:00 PST

"Ties" Chapters 1-13

CHAPTER ONE I could not remember where they were going or why, but it was clear that they would be gone for a long time.  My parents were heading off on some sort of vacation.  My sister, J...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 12:41:00 PST

Today

I have decided I would keep my journal here online.  I haven't got anything to hide, so, I figure, if anyone wants to hear me complain or wants to know what goes on in my life, he or she will rea...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 07:10:00 PST

A Waste

It's a moldy image under each eyelidForming as a double vision heartIt's broken and it replaces my ownIt's fake but so real to meAnother day springs forth And I dedicate that day to itA constant upris...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:52:00 PST

Something strange happened...

No one had been downstairs.  I know because they always leave lights on when they here down here.   But the stuffed animal that I had used to plug up one of the spaces between the wall ...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 08:45:00 PST

Just because it adds up... doesn't mean a thing.

Michael Jackson had children stay in his house, dozens at least. Abnormal for an adult male.  He has become somewhat of an eccentric in his years.  He even looks strange.  Therefore, ev...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 02:57:00 PST

Lee Lee Sobiesky

Oh my god...What is it about her?Oh my god...PS I HATE YOU....
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:10:00 PST

Chapter Three

CHAPTER THREE                           Monday morning I woke an hour early for school, i...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 02:22:00 PST

Chapter Two

CHAPTER TWO                The entire day was obstructed by this idiosyncrasy that was completely haunting in its abjection.  I couldn...
Posted by A Crooked Nightmare on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 02:21:00 PST