Haleth & the glimbs of Grendel

some melodies are like disease they can inflame your misery they will infect your memory they haunt me some memories are like disease they can inflame your misery they will infect your melody they haunt meI'm just an airwave rolling around I storm and crash without a sound There's all these islands out at sea I can't reachI'm just an airplane diving down I storm and crash without a sound engines exploding silently out at sea where waves caress unstable egos where melody is completely swallowed where songwriters chain their songs to their ankles and sink to the beat 'til it stops and bursts under pressure let it burst and bloom hit song let it burst and bloom. Sink to the Beat. /CURSIVEhej I dont think i have only one name because I am many things at the same time. but I respond if u call me by Elisa thou. About me theres a lot i could explain and things that i could only try without succeeding, but i can say a couple of the main ones of my evolution as a human being.. in the past Ive been and felt scared, Ive been hopeless, bipolar, a kid, Ive had a spark of hapiness and lost it doubting, Ive been stupid, ignorant, a jerk, condecendent, a good friend, a photographer, a bad friend, a musician, a writer,a bird, a singer, a poet, a traveller,drunk, wasted, sick, liar, narrow minded, angry, mad, caring, insane, asuming, furious, ugly, sad, a clown, down to the ground, rencorous, broken hearted, broken, abandoned, objectified, depressed, discriminated, wished for revenge, powerless, negative, alcoholic, scared to dead, felt like giving up, a boss, an employee, ungratefull, high, tried to give up, in the shade, hiding, junkie, used, getting in trouble, ugly, crying, tired, empty, alone, exahusted, alone, alone, in hell. In my present I try to be fearless, lovefull, strong, luminous, poetic, artistic, musical, friendly, trustworthy, fair, comprehensive, fair, thoughtfull, empathic, inspired, inspireing, positive, honest, afirming, reaching, rising, floating, dreaming, playing, tinking, feeling, changing, challenging, growing, evolving, understanding, tolerant, helping, caring, being consient, asking, comunicating, sharing, listening, spiritual, invencible, loving, whole, greatfull, blissfull, peacefull, respectfull, humble, poet, film maker, traveller, friend, daugher, sister, writer, suport, passion, lover, light, art. (althou im doing a good job Im still depressed as hell... but im makin a fukin effort so give me a break.) Remember always and to quotate Mario Benedetti.. "Dont forget that the present is consecuence of your past just as the future will be consecuence of your present." poetry is one of my favorite things of being alive, I love writing, poems specially, i like films too and photography I think its intresting and powerfull putting elements in a frame to create an emotion, thats what art is all about i think, and so is life. i love deep talks, I love unconditional epic love, wich is the only true love. I dig intense people, poetic people, poetic lyrics, poems, poets! haha. Im always up for a beer and some music in good company, I admire people that notice things no one else does, I get curious when some one says something new to me, i love feeling surprised and impressed by a person, i need something new all the time, Im bipolar and sometimes I get really sick of life but Im a fighter, bloody and violent romanticism, vampires inspire me, they make me think it is possible to find love and life even in the darkness and the loneliness, even if u feel cursed and missunderstood, condamned to fight to your monstrous nature for the eternity. I think its posible. Traveling has inspired me to change and fight my demons, I keep trying everyday. I love the ocean and sailors!!! Europe was the time of my life and I FELL IN LOVE WITH SWEDEN TOO! anyway this is too long already so my advice is just to go out there and put some love and magic in this fukin world. cause some admit it and some not but we all need some of that. keep in mind that we are all part of the same one thing, and we shall act in behave of our good and the good of the wholeness of the universe, peace cosmic fruits. much love to all and kramarI edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4