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Maria

I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

About Me

I'm a very insecure person. I always fuck things up, even when I don't want to. When people get too close to me or get to know me too good, I push them away by hurting them like I did with my bf. Well, I don't know if he's still my bf. All I know is that I love him with all my heart and I don't know why I push him away. I'm sorry for doing that. But as they say "sorry always comes too late". I think I've already lost him.
I'm also divorced. I was married for 11 years and I've got 3 wonderful kids (2 boys and 1 girl) out of that marriage.


Name: Maria
Birthday: August 23rd
Birthplace: Hospital, lol
Eye color: Green
Hair color: Dark brown
Right handed or left handed: Leftie
Your favorite pizza: Ham and cheese
Your most overused phrase on an instant messenger: Lol
Thoughts first waking up: Is it time to get up already?
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Single or group dates: Single
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you smoke: No
Do you drink: Sometimes
Do you swear: Yes
Have you been in love: Yes
Do you want to get married: Yes
Do you believe in yourself: No
Do you think you are attractive: No
Are you a health freak: No
Do you like thunderstorms: Yes
In the past month have you drank alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you gone on a date: No
In the past month have you been dumped: No
Ever been drunk: Yes
Ever been beaten: Yes
How do you want to die: Quickly
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My Interests

Witchcraft.

I'd like to meet:


My best friend Antto, who lives in Argentinia.

Music:

All sorts of music but most of all gothic rock.

Movies:

Gosh, that are a lot. To make it short I'll just put here that I'm crazy about horror movies especially about witchcraft and vampires.

Television:

Most of the time I watch CSI.

Books:

The phantom of the opera, Les Misérables and every single book from Stephen King.

Heroes:

I don't believe in heroes anymore.

My Blog

Love hurts

What to do when you're in love with someone and that person loves you back but you can't be together cause you live in different countries? How to deal with the pain of missing the one you love? How t...
Posted by Maria on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:00:00 PST