shizzle your tizzle profile picture

shizzle your tizzle

spate88

About Me



My profile was customized using the Taming the Beast.net MySpace Layout Generator

I am sweet. I am sassy. I am totally in love with my friends. I am a word-artist and a sound-artist and food-artist. I am working to find a balance between silly and serious and remembering that anything, even the hard stuff, can be fun. Queer, yes please. Beer, no thanks. I like stripes and headstands and taking pictures. My grandpa writes comics. My grandma was an opera singer. Community is an overused word but is very important to me. I love Portland and the fabulous people I know that live here. I like teaching and learning new things. I like stretching and taking baths and having dance parties in my apartment.

My Interests

being in my body, masterbating, dancing with walls, writing love letters to myself, drawing, fucking shit up, learning spanish by listening to the radio and watching telenovelas, anti-oppression theory and practice, making mistakes, having compassion, having feelings, taking up space, shakin my ass, writing my heart out, sharing stories, public media, making stuff, documentary film, traveling, spontaneous adventures, dressing up, sharing food with friends, accupuncture, carpentry, spending time outside, working with my hands, deep breathes, taking bathes, sunshine in the morning, cuddling, holding hands, open hearts.

I'd like to meet:

People that respect themselves. That are working from their hearts. That have hopes and dreams and feelings and aren’t afraid to share them. Artists. Writers. People to play music with.

Music:

currently on heavy rotation: joana newsom, dj girltalk, the blow, peaches, lady sovereign, the shondes, tiaga!!!, regina spektor, justin timberlake, nina simone, b-52s, the talking heads, etta james, aretha franklin, otis redding, sam cooke, anna oxygen, mirah, arcade fire, m.i.a., the music in my head

Movies:

the times of harvey milk, at the river i stand, zoolander, big lebowski, royal tenenbuams... chances are if i am not watching some nerdy documentary, i am watching some ridiculous apolitical comedy starring either ben stiller or owen wilson or both.

Television:

6 feet under forever baby. but its been a while.

Books:

dorothy allison. isabel allende. bell hooks. octavia butler, matilda. the westing game. eloise. the time traveler's wife. life of pi. will i ever finish the mists of avalon? the answer is yes.

Heroes:

my friends. my family. me. you. anyone who does what they love and follows their heart.

My Blog

don't eat the cookies

omg i feel wierd right now. here's the sitch;a) i am at workb) i am listening to belle and sebastianc) i am doing a clensed) there is a tupperware container of home-made cookies and i am hungry and th...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 04:10:00 PST

late night energy surge

So i just got this fancy schmancy new computer which is amazing and exciting and totally overwhelming. And of course i want to use it for many things but don't have the programs yet. I dont even have ...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:57:00 PST

Everybody get Random.

Sugar high& Sugar, sigh.   Only one more week at my job. But who's counting&   I brought my cat into my new apartment last night. He is very confused and upset. I suddenly feel like I have ...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:58:00 PST

Dancing with Myself

Well until I find my dream job I am going to be writing a lot of blog entries because I have all this energy that I am not getting to use up and as I might have mentioned in my last entry, it is start...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:21:00 PST

feeling stuck...

So I work in a box, in a box, in a box... and its starting to drive me CRAZY! I have that horrible feeling right now, that feeling you get when you aren't using your body, or your intelligence, or th...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 05:30:00 PST

can i tell you a secret?

you wanna know something? Well I guess I'll tell ya. I like stewed prunes. I am at my grandfather's house in Pittsburgh and he stews his prunes in the microwave. I think when I return to Portland and ...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 01:43:00 PST

surreal so-cal xmas

They throw all the homeless people away here.I dont think that Id like to stay here.A day feels like much longer than a day here.One could waste their whole life away here.This city has no cemeterie...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 10:17:00 PST

why am i not sleeping

okay, this is wierd. its almost 3am, before this weekend i had declared myself a new woman, going to bed early, waking up early, it was great, i was loving it. now i on fucking my space at 3am looking...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

homeward bound again...

so i am trying this new online network out.. if anything i can practice writing, even if no one else reads it. I have been back in the country for 2 weeks now. I am leaving Boston today to head back '...
Posted by shizzle your tizzle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST