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About Me

my name is JuLiA , i LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. i will not talk 2 u if u hate but UNLESS U ARE HAYDEN.plz comment mee and read my blogs!!!!! not my dream one, cuz that one sux. lol. i like marlyn manson. music is my life, i only watch bloodly shit and invador zim, AND THATS OFF THE GOD DAMN AIR!! i have only been in 5 sirous relationships, but 2 many bfs 2 count. i hate my life, i want 2 die, but i cant bring myself 2 kill myself, but i do know that death would not be as bad as life is now. every moment of my life i am crying, on the inside or the out. i cant cry away my pain tho........i knew it was going 2 happen. i just didnt know it would hurt so bad....... i am in love, but he doesnt love me back and i dont think he ever will. my only real friends are loan, faith, mackenzy,nicole, hayden, jamie, timmy, and matt. they are the only people that i think i can trust, but my other firends are nat-nat, hope, ashly, andrew, bria, sierra, amanda (haha amanda i cant trust u) sara, hanna, erin, myles, zoe, mac, kyle, taylor, katie, katlyn, allie, ashly, and ben. thats about all the ppl that i would reall count as friends. i hate drama, and ppl that make fun of gays or say "omg thats soooo gay" because some one being gay useally has nothing 2 do with it. i am in love with mt. dew, and my fave movies are THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW, the night mare before christmas, alice in wonderland, edward scissorhands, and thats about it. i hate rap, because all of it has 2 do with sex and drugs. im pretty sure i am strait edge, well, i am at the moment. i am truely in love with this guy, and i cant get him off my mind, and i think he knows. i am a stong vegetrain, like, nnot even fish. i couldnt kill a spider on my test (science) and i had 2 ask the teacher 2 let me take it out side the room. i have issuses. (lol). if u dont like me, its not my problem, u do some thing about it. i love it when ppl comment me and tell there friends about me cuz i kick azz!!!! i do have an aim, it is babsjul, do not talk 2 me unless i know u, other wise i will block u. dont talk shit 2 me cuz i can f**k u up. I LOVE PIC COMMENTS!!!! if u comment my pic i will comment urs. my stario type is emo, goth, freak, BUT I HATE LABLES! u shouldnt judge ppl on how they look and/or dress. i cant take losing my friends, iv lost so damn many i cant take any more. i do wear lots of make up and rings and braclets, u dont have 2 tell me. I THINK THAT PEE-WEE HERMAN IS THE SHIT!right now i have no problems with u, other wise u wouldnt be reasading this, so lets just keep it that way. i am a very random person. MAWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! lol.. thx 4 reading this...have a good life. peace, *~JuLiA CaRsOn~*/a

My Interests

poetry, music, BOYS, thats it.

I'd like to meet:

i would like to meet people i dont know, that are fun and caring.

Music:

my chemcial romance, icp, afi, the dresden dolls, a7x, him, vanilla ice, red hot chili peppers, fall out boy, green day, the misfits, black flag, kiss, ac/dc, smashing pumpkins, yellowcard, all-anerican rejects, From Autumn To Ashes, weezer, hellogoodby, jimmy eat world, korn, nin, gorillz, nightmares are for dreamers, marlyn manson, queen, the who, the GUESS who, the beatles, wierd al, nirvana, korn, Blink182, Hinder, Bullet For My Valentine, face-to-face, ok go, the fray, Good Charlotte, Maroon 5, Motion City Soundtrack, Slipknot, Taking Back Sunday, Tenacious D, The used, seether, poisen, ray on, hellogoodbye, the basterd sons of boris karloff, jibbs, D4L, 50 cent (haha, yeah right!! i hate rap!!) SOAD the killers, the roots, bob marly( sry, i cant spell), aerosmith, creed, def lepord, disturbed, the eagles, godsmack, papa roach, the white stripes, 3 days grace

Movies:

I Love Gerard, MORE THEN YOU!!

gerard and the used

am i sexy 2 u baby

1: ewwwwwwww!!!!
2: no thx.
3: not so good there.
4 :could do better
5: okayish
6: id date you
7: girlfriend material
8: good body!! but not a gf
9: sexy, sexy, sexy!!!!!!!!!
10: BEAUTIFUL!
11: please be mine
12: ur sexy, sweet, amazing, will u go out with me?!

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Heroes:

Gerard Way, Marlyin Manson, Kyle Barry, Pete , and Cassie k.

My Blog

burning valentine

valentines day. ive never thought about it i never really cared about it now that im older i know i need love the cuts on my wrists burn in pain but not as much and the cuts in my heart unwanted unl...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:31:00 PST

i need some one to love....

no matter what i do i always get hurt some one always dumps me or teases me or trys to kill me people i dont even know hate me when im single...... my heart hurts when i am taken... i know it wont la...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:51:00 PST

love

people ask me why i never smile they ask me if im emo they ask me if im happy they ask me what i am they ask me if i cut and all i can say is that ...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:25:00 PST

Mrs. Stark

I just today learned her nameI have no idea how she knows mineshe screamed hello at me in the hallpete laughed at mehe doesnt remember how much i loved himand he screamed at the sound of my nameas he ...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:22:00 PST

i love tanner...but i cant do what she did 2 me..........

i had 2 do it i couldnt do what she did 2 me i will always love tanner but i cant, i cant do this agian i cant make it better i cant do anything but cry i want 2 die ...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 12:35:00 PST

single.........who wants?

he broke my heart who wants it now? i fall in love quick who wants my heart?
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:54:00 PST

this sux

life sux he doesnt love me like he did he doesnt love me at all i dont know what i did i dont know what i can do to fix it my heart is broken and its not fixing itself its not helping much when u hurt...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 01:57:00 PST

i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him!!!!!!!!

i love him, even tho he doesnt love me back because he lives too far away and he doesnt like me like that but some thing in my heart says i should fallw what it says i love him e...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 06:47:00 PST

im only saying im sorry

im just saying im sorry i cant get my heart broken that way i cant ever not feel like im not sorry so maybe i wont lose as may friends over love and maybe my heart will be ...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:04:00 PST

pete never really did love me, im not pretty, or smart, or anything that is enough 4 his love

i knew it i knew when u said 4ever u lied..... i knew that u liked other people i knew it wouldnt last 4ever i knew that u wouldnt always be there 4 me i knew that u never really loved me i knew that ...
Posted by ad profile WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MCR_AFI_PANICATTHEDISC0 on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 01:53:00 PST