Silent As The Grave (You Will Be In)

I'd like to meet:

MY LIKES:

I'm strangely attracted to younger men between 20/21 to 28. I'm also inexplicably attracted to White/Caucasian men, so I hope I'm not offending anybody. It's just my personal preference. :) Mixed guys are cool, too. It's all about chemistry really. My heritage mix is: 1) German, 2) Irish, 3) Spaniard/Spanish, 4) Filipino (Tagalog), and 5) Chinese (Fu-Kien, China region speaking both dialects Fu-Kien and Mandarin, told that family tree goes way up to Ming Dynasty, accdg. to my grandaunt in Daly City). So, I'm a proud multiracial. :) With both men & women, I'm interested in those who are HONEST TO THE CORE BUT ARE VERY DIPLOMATIC ABOUT THE TRUTH AT THE SAME TIME. That is a skill that needs honing. I LOVE INTELLECTUALS!!! I ALSO LOVE ARTISTS, ROCK SINGERS, ROCK BAND MUSICIANS, ANY MUSICIAN WHO CAN REALLY PLAY INSTRUMENTS (@ LEAST 1), SONGWRITERS, ETC. So if you are one of these, HIT ME UP. ;)

MY DISLIKES:

I dislike HYPOCRITES, LIARS, CHEATERS, and DOUBLE-STANDARDS. A DOUBLE-STANDARD ON ME (WHETHER IT BE ABOUT WOMEN AND MEN, OR SOME OTHER TYPE OF DISCRIMINATION -- like RACE, for example, or other stuff), that would really tick me off. Sorry if I sound mean. I'm just being direct about it.

PLEASE SUPPORT MY COUSIN MIKE BOMBON, LEADSINGER OF ROUND THREE FIGHT (both MySpace profiles found somewhere in my top friends list below), AND THE REST OF THEIR BAND!!! :)

I found this in MySpace from a man and it really touched me. Here it is:

A WOMAN'S WORTH:

Leave her cute text messages.

Kiss her in front of your friends.

TRUST HER OVER EVERYONE ELSE!!!

Tell her she looks beautiful.

Look her in the eye when you talk to her.

When she cries, do whatever to make her smile.

FORGIVE HER FOR HER MISTAKES!!!

LOOK AT HER LIKE SHE IS THE ONLY GIRL YOU SEE.

Hold her hand, even when you are around your friends.

Let her fall asleep in your arms.

Get her mad, then kiss her.

Stay up with her all night.

Watch her favorite movie.

Kiss her forehead.

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes.

Hug her from behind.

When your leaning on the wall, lean her on top of you and put your hands around her stomach.

WHEN SHE IS SAD, HANG OUT WITH HER.

Let her know she is important.

Kiss her in the rain.

And WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HER, TELL HER!!!

And when you do tell her.. LOVE HER LIKE YOU NEVER LOVED BEFORE!!!

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You Are 68% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You?
You Are Amy Lee!
Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain
Who looks damn good in a corset
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
How Romantic Are You? Explanation In addition to gauging how romantic you are, the questions on this quiz reveal five traits of the romantic person.

Explanation

Closeness (items 1 and 2): Romantic types usually make attachment to others easily. They readily show their emotions to those they admire. They are easily carried away by sentiment and are blind to the faults of their beloved. They have a strong need to be desired by someone.

Identity (items 3-6): The romantic builds a sense of self-esteem by basking in the glory of those he deems more appealing than himself. The romantic identifies with his lover and derives gratification from her popularity and attention to him.

Fantasy (items 7-9): Romantics have an active fantasy life. They embroider reality for the thrill of it. Often their imaginations take them on a wild gallop. Many times, they seek ideals rather than mates.

Contact Needs (items 10-12): Romantics have strong contact needs. They feel secure when they can be physically near their lover. Sex, affection, and cuddling are important for their self-image. They are not inhibited about making contact with a partner in public or expressing feelings through tender words or actions.

Sentimentality (items 13-15): This trait shows the romantic to be dreamily nostalgic about objects linked to his lover, such as a ring, photos, or song. Such items are imbued with powerful feelings of longing. They symbolize a genuine love attachment to one's partner.
"SOLITAIRE UNRAVELING" BY MUSHROOMHEAD, WITH FORMER CO-LEAD VOCALIST JASON "J-MANN" POPSON Mushroomhead: Solitaire Unraveling
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Add to My Profile | More Videos==What an awesome sound Travis Barker makes for "Low" by Flo Rida. It gives me more of an appreciation of this track on the movie, "Step Up 2", on Valentine's Day, February 14, 2008, Thurs. I'm more excited now, esp. seeing Channing Tatum dance again. :P~~~Travis Barker Recording Session Flo Rida-Low official video
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Add to My Profile | More Videos==Here below is the interview of Benjamin Burnley, leadsinger of this awesome band Breaking Benjamin, with some of his likes on video and online gaming while on tour. This awesome man just turned 30 on March 10, 2008, Monday, exactly 31 days before my 30th birthday. So each time he gets a year older is a countdown to mine. :)== == Sixx: A.M. - "Life is Beautiful"

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Music:

MY MUSICAL BACKGROUND:

To hear a 26-second sample of my voice "a'capella" (without musical accompaniment), you may view my video in the "My Videos" or "My Uploads" (I think. As long as it is by itself, not the ones under My Favorites.) category of my Videos section.MY 26-SECOND DEMO VIDEO BELOW (AND IN "MY VIDEOS/UPLOADS" IN MY VIDEOS SECTION):My Immortal, Evanescence

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I've been singing since I was 3. I had choir lessons & competitions from year '86-'94 from countless teachers/trainers. I've trained in pop singing from 2 mentors for 2 years from age 15 to 17 in Yamaha School of Music. I was told sometimes that I sound like AMY LEE (of Evanescence) but I guess that really depends on what I'm singing. :) I can also mold out of it as well. I listen to a lot of alternative metal rock, Gothic alternative rock, and all that falls under alternative rock. I love and listen to Breaking Benjamin, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Mudvayne, Lifehouse, NIRVANA!!! (I LOVE THE MOST!) (KURT COBAIN IS 1 OF MY GODS), Black Sabbath, Metallica, etc. I have a long list of bands far below where indicated. If ever I forgot to include any other band you may like, sorry, but I can only spend so much time putting them all here but that does not mean I don't listen to them or like them. lol I find it more INSPIRING and a MOTIVATING CHALLENGE with writing, singing, and performing ALTERNATIVE ROCK (GOTH, PROGRESSIVE, HEAVY, LIGHT, ETC. ANYTHING UNDER ALT-ROCK) than pop so please don't get my background wrong. It helps me strengthen my core and my voice and it really helps me mold into various songs and types of music.

I'm classically trained. I've trained vocally almost my whole life. I've done 9 years of piano training in the past, too. I've performed in public for many years. I've been a leadsinger to 2 different bands from '96-'99. I'm looking forward to extend this musical experience as much as I can. I will write songs for the rest of my life, whether for me or for someone else. I LOVE MUSIC "THAT" MUCH. "MUSIC is IMMORTAL."

I'm serious about Music. I write lyrics to songs since I was 13 and I have formally written song lyrics since 2001. The gift of songwriting came to me when I was 13 though it was overlooked back then. I'd love to work with songwriters, guitarists and drummers out there and see what we can come up with. As far as making music with me or anything music-related, I have musicians profiles in www.bandmix.com and www.meetyourband.com, both with the screenname/displayname "shadow10". So all of you can easily find me there, too.

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Add to My Profile | More Videos == THIS SONG, "GOOD ENOUGH" BY EVANESCENCE, IS DEDICATED TO WHOEVER MAN THAT WILL REALLY LOVE ME AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME: Evanescence - Good Enough
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MY FAVORITE TYPE OF MUSIC, MY FAVORITE BANDS and MY FAVORITE SONGS:

90's Alternative Rock Music, anything under Alternative Rock Music. Some of my many fave bands (r bands I listened to) are: Nirvana, Evanescence, Breaking Benjamin, Otep, Live, Nickelback, U2, Bush, No Doubt/Gwen Stefani, Third Eye Blind, Lifehouse, Hinder, Coldplay, Remy Zero, R.E.M., Daughtry (Chris Daughtry), Dashboard Confessional, Linkin Park, Fort Minor, Metallica, Velvet Revolver, Stone Temple Pilots (STP), Guns N’ Roses (GnR)(only when Slash & the old gang were in it), Audioslave, Soundgarden, The Verve, The Verve Pipe (yes, it's a different band from The Verve), Oasis, Garbage, Korn, Puddle of Mudd, Green Day, Mudvayne, Tool, Queen, Dredg, Marilyn Manson, The Eagles, Sublime, Metallica, Killswitch Engage, Rob Zombie (White Zombie), Taproot, Black Sabbath, Oswald "Ozzy" Osbourne (both solo & with Black Sabbath), Faith No More, Slipknot, Iron Maiden, Pantera (R.I.P. DIMEBAG DARRELL), Red Hot Chili Peppers, Concrete Ritual (FROM SAN FRANCISCO, BABY!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!), Rush, The Grateful Dead, Pearl Jam, Radiohead, the Dave Matthews Band, Nine Inch Nails (NIN), Silverchair, Cradle of Filth, Lynard Skynard, Aerosmith, Filter, The Police, Sting, Strata, Disturbed, Collective Soul, Queens of the Stone Age, Atreyu, The Offspring, Thrice, My Chemical Romance, Led Zeppelin, the Rolling Stones, Jane's Addiction, Jimmy Eat World, A.F.I., Fuel, The Clash, The Used, Motley Crue, Smashing Pumpkins, the Beatles, Chevelle, Elton John, Billy Joel, Bruce Springsteen and the E street Band, Stone Sour, ALICE IN CHAINS, Fall Out Boy, Incubus, Weezer, Seether, the Killers, Modest Mouse, Shadows Fall, Staind, Norma Jean, Lacuna Coil, All-American Rejects, Aerosmith, Dashboard Confessionals, etc.

If ever I forgot to include a band you like in my profile's list, it doesn't mean that I don't like them. I can only spend so much time in here. lol

MY FAVORITE SONGS:

1. "My Immortal", by: Evanescence; 2) "Glycerine", by: Bush; the others, I have accidentally deleted but these 2 top all of them.

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Movies:

The Notebook, Kate and Leopold, Sleepless in Seattle, You've Got Mail, Titanic (1997 version; w/ Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet), Underworld: Parts 1 and 2, Daredevil, Elektra, Ghost, Harry Potter: Parts 1 to whatever the latest Harry Potter release is, TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES (TMNT) (YEAH!!!! ALL MOVIES AND CARTOONS INVOLVING THEM FROM 80'S TO THE 21ST CENTURY ONWARDS!!! RAPHAEEEEEEEEEELLLL!!!!! LEONARDOOOOOO!!!!! MICHAELANGELO!!!!!!!!! DONATELLOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! HAHA!), Mrs. Doubtfire, all Robin Williams movies, all Orlando Bloom movies, all Tom Welling movies and TV series, Sister Act: Parts 1 and 2 (Maggie Smith is my most favorite British actress; 2nd would be Judi Dench, 3rd is Cate Blanchett, 4th is Emma Thompson), and the list goes on and on. == FORMATS

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Television:

Smallville, Charmed, CRISS ANGEL - MIND FREAK!!!, The Nanny, The Simpsons, Will and Grace, America's Next Top Model (ANTM), The Tyra Banks Show, VH1 (I don't like most reality shows, I just want ANTM and the music videos), MTV (only want the music videos; "My Super Sweet 16" can kiss my ass, lol, bunch of spoiled mindless brats! lol; Real World series....blah! Please end that series.), Nip/Tuck, Dr. 90210, Gilmore Girls, Drake and Josh, Suite Life of Zack and Cody, Futurama, Family Guy, Bleach, Naruto, Sex and the City, and the list goes on...when I'm given ANY vacation. lol == FORMATS

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Books:

"The Vampire Chronicles" by: Anne Rice, "Harry Potter" ( as much volumes as I can) by: Joanne K. Rowling (or more famously known as J.K. Rowling), "Pride and Prejudice", by: Jane Austen, and I am still looking for more books in martial arts, British culture/literature, etc. == FORMATS

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Heroes:

MUSIC, OTEP SHAMAYA (of band Otep, duh lol),ART, AND TYRA BANKS WOULD BE MY TOP 4 HEROES. Others would be: Kurt Cobain (of Nirvana, HE'S ONE OF MY GODS YEAH!!!! HE LIVES FOREVER WITHIN ME AND COUNTLESS MILLIONS HE HAS INSPIRED!), Amy Lee (of Evanescence), Bono (of U2), Chester Bennington (of Linkin Park, Snow White Tan, and Bucket of Weenies), Mike Shinoda (of Linkin Park and Fort Minor), Ed Kowalcyck (of Live), Chad Kroeger (of Nickelback), Hillary Clinton (1 of the strongest feminists there is other than Otep Shamaya), Shania Twain, Faith Hill (Both Shania Twain and Faith Hill are truly my inspirations in real life.), among the many. The list goes on. == FORMATS

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