Gemsie* profile picture

Gemsie*

To Live is to Suffer, To Survive is to find Meaning in the Suffering

About Me


Click to zoom in on my visitor map!
travel layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
HotFreeLayouts.. MySpace Layouts @ HOT FreeLayouts.com
HotFreeLayoutsI'm from a little town called Ipswich, East England about an hour away from London, It's pretty dry really but It's home. At the end of June I moved out to Hawaii to help my sister out as my family and friends are the most important things to me. I've had alot of ups and downs in my life but everyone goes through their fair share i suppose, I just seem to have experienced more than most. Well all I can say really Is that I'm thankful I survived so far when so many things try and hold you back in life. Whatever doesn't kill you makes you strong. I'm glad that's I've gotten to know people from all walks of life and have learnt so much from them. I have a passion for music anything from reggae to rock to the oldies. I love and appreciate it all! I love the way it can dictate your moods or motivate you. I get grumpy if i don't get it everyday. Music is my life! My starsign is Leo and I'm every bit like it so beware! HAHAHA! I'm the sort of girl that can get on with mostly anybody i love life most of the time especially when i'm out and about either playing sports, on the beach or at a club. I just live to make people feel great about themselves and to have a great time doing it!! I haven't found my calling in life yet so i like to try anything and everything hoping that something will jump out at me later on as i just want to live life to the fullest and experience everything from love to the buzz you get doing a parchute jump! haha! I work hard in anything i do as i just want to be the best at it! haha (There's that roar!). I'm the type of girl that doesn't have too many girl friends but a tonne of mates as i don't have time for the bitching that most girls do because there's too much going on in the world and i just don't care what colour nail polish your wearing! Lol. I like nothing better than hanging with the man dem and just laughing about random stuff and partying!!I'm back from Hawaii!!! Read my Blog on it coming soon!!!Awesome Film!!!!Epic Movie
..
Add to My Profile | More VideosSwing it weh (Beenie man)
..
Add to My Profile | More Videos Who 's Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ?
Bettie Boop
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeEVERYONE FALLS IN LOVE -TANTO METRO DEVONTE
..
Add to My Profile | More Videos

My Interests

My biggest interest is music! As i think you've already gathered if you read the above I love music big time! To be honest I love anything to do with expression like writing, poetry, music, art and dance.Happy Feet!

Add to My Profile | More Videosdj unk- walk it out

Add to My Profile | More VideosIce Cube - Go To Church feat Snoop Dogg
..
Add to My Profile | More VideosCry Me A River - New Found Glory
..
Add to My Profile | More Videos
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test
You Are 64% Pure
Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet. How Pure Are You?

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet any anyone that has inspired me in my life whilst growing up, whether it be through a poem, song, book, speech, drawing or a few words of encouragement! Greats include Blink 182, Linkin Park, 2pac, Dave Pelzer and it's 2:00am so can't really think right now...._table {display: none;}Get Your Own! | View Slideshow..
Get this video and more at MySpace.com
G Good
E Exciting
M Meek
M Mystical
A Awesome
Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Gemma
Birthday: 1st August 1987
Birthplace: IPS, England
Current Location: England!!!
Eye Color: Beautiful Brown
Hair Color: erm..Dark Brown with caramal Highlights
Height: 5'7'
Right Handed or Left Handed: Always Right LOL
Your Heritage: English, Scottish, Irish = Tempah haha
The Shoes You Wore Today: DC's
Your Weakness: A Sweet Talker
Your Fears: Not accomplishing my goals and dreams
Your Perfect Pizza: Spicey Chicken
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Talk to my Family again - ACHEIVED!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 More Mins
Your Best Physical Feature: Legs
Your Bedtime: Whenever I'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: McD's Fries and BB's Whopper lol
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: UH Neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate to eat/Vanilla to smell
Cappuccino or Coffee: White Chocolate Mocha
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Hell yeah
Do you Sing: Yeah
Do you Shower Daily: Of Course
Have you Been in Love: Yes once but never again
Do you want to go to College: Already been but wouldn't mind going again
Do you want to get Married: Maybe one day
Do you belive in yourself: Yes somebody has to LOL
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: I'll let you decide
Are you a Health Freak: No but i like to be balanced
Do you get along with your Parents: I do now
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Use to but that doesn't really count so uh..NO
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YES I work in a club lol
In the past month have you Smoked: Afraid so that's what coming back to England does
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Are you the feds??
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: HAHAHA Yes...funny!
In the past month have you been Dumped: No way
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: uh ya!
Ever been called a Tease: Yep
Ever been Beaten up: I don't think so
Ever Shoplifted: You must def be the feds
How do you want to Die: Doing something crazy and exciting LOL
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Happy
What country would you most like to Visit: ITALY...Will be acheived Jan 07!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Don't mind
Favourite Hair Color: Don't have one
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Taller than me
Weight:
Best Clothing Style: As long as they make the clothes look HOT
Number of Drugs I have taken: ...feds??
Number of CDs I own: Loads
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: 1 Nxt month!!!!!!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I have never regretted anything except hurtin my ex

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
What type of movie would you be in?

 
Comedy
You're funny, laid back, and love to do crazy stuff. Keep having fun :-)
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2
"Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away"

You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.
And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

Music:

If you haven't already gathered music plays a big part in my life! I love it all everything from Rock, metal to Bashment and Hip Hop! I think i'm lucky to actually be interested in so many different genres as you never get bored and there's something for every emotion and everyday!
Your Icecream Flavour is... Neopolitan! You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind! What is your Icecream Flavour?
Find out at Go Quiz

Movies:

What Kind of Coffee are You?
You're a Cappicinno!
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeScary Movies are the best even though they don't make very good ones, it's funny how they can get your heart beating and play on peoples fears and the way your mind works. A good drama or heroic tale like KING ARTHUR always gets me cos you feel like your part of the movie or you want to do that. And of cos you can't live without some Comedy in your life like HOW HIGH or Evil Dead 2 (yes it is funny). The best comedies are the ones that have you laughing out loud with your friends. Talledaga Nights:The Ballard of Ricky Bobby has to be by far the funniest film i have ever seen!! Others include: 'Lock, stock', Adma Sandler movies, Bugsy Malone, Moulin Rouge, Scarface, POTC, LOTR's, Sin City, Snatch, IT yeh well you get the idea. Just saw Domino AWESOME film!
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 70%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

Television:

Don't really watch it anymore but when I did it was 'The O.C', British soaps (Alot different to the American ones!!), Prison Break, Lost, Shameless, Little Britain

Books:

All of Dave Pelsers, Stephen Kings and Kathleen Woodiwiss (That last one is the author of romantic novels). The best reads are anything tragic and dark i find... -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- START YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --
What`s your main purpose in life!?
To be happy!
Your purpose in life is simple. To enjoy it! You live life to the fullest by making sure that life is all about having fun and enjoying yourself every opportunity you get. You're carefree attitude has made you many friends and admirers, and you are more often than not the life of the party!

Click Here to Take This Quiz
Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. .. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- END YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --Clashing Kings Music Video
..
Add to My Profile | More Videos

Heroes:

My heroes are basically the ppl i would like to meet. Marines are my biggest heroes at the moment!! Love you guys!

My Blog

New Blog!!!

Last night it came as a picture With a good reason A warning sign This place is void of all passion If you can imagine Its easy if you try Believe me I failed this effort I wrote a reminder This wasn'...
Posted by Gemsie* on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 02:54:00 PST

Burning

Look out the window a single raindrop This buzz behind me but I just can't stop Thinking that someday I'm gonna make it I'll show the world another side to me I've got to focus, get my mind set Don't ...
Posted by Gemsie* on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:59:00 PST

Love is Pain

Love is Pain, Pain is Love You can't feel one without the other Just like clouds and rain Hand in Hand Like Sister and Brother It's hard to Love someone Without feeling pain It's like a fucking curse ...
Posted by Gemsie* on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:46:00 PST

Don't Sweat it...

A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked,   "how heavy is this glass of water? " Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz. The l...
Posted by Gemsie* on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

Exactly how I feel

My sis wrote this and it is exactly how i'm feeling! Maybe we are telepathic!!   Alone, surrounded by darkness I feel suffocated I'm in a prison I need to escape emptyness echoes my fate I m...
Posted by Gemsie* on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 07:46:00 PST

Questions that will never be answered

Do you ever think about me? About our time spent together? Did you feel that same spark that I did? Did you find yourself just smiling when you thought of me? Couldn't wait for the day to be over? Won...
Posted by Gemsie* on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:59:00 PST

Love

I looked away. Then I looked back at you. I tried to say, things that I can't undo. If i had my way, i'd never get over you. Todays the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall ...
Posted by Gemsie* on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 08:18:00 PST

MEN

Ain't nothing more sexy and appealing than a man who is a MAN!!! [not a man to or a man sample...A MAN!!!] A man who takes charge and knows how to treat a woman. A man who appreciates a woman who...
Posted by Gemsie* on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 12:47:00 PST

Chat Bout!!

The husband had finished reading his book "man of the house",by the time he got home. He stormed into the house and walkeddirectly up to his wife. Pointing his finger in her face he said:"From now...
Posted by Gemsie* on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 12:38:00 PST

Another day

There's a woman crying out tonight Her world has changed She asks God why her only son has died Her daughter cries She can't sleep at night   Downtown another day for all the suits and ties Anoth...
Posted by Gemsie* on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 12:01:00 PST